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cosmicgypsy
(OP) User ID: 80037766 United States 06/13/2021 01:05 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | BTW, The Last Avatar was a just fabulous movie to watch. It's totally a scifi B-film, which I really like, but the story line, the message of the film, is five star. If B-films turn you into a "movie critic" rolling on the floor laughing your ass off, zip it, and watch it for the value it does have. I rented it on Prime.... Last Edited by cosmicgypsy on 06/13/2021 01:06 PM You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller ...I adapt to the unknown, under wandering stars I've grown, by myself, but not alone... [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] |
girlie45
User ID: 80424836 United States 06/13/2021 01:10 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | CG, I too feel this! It's so hard to let go of everything negative that holds us here. Today I went to the store and when I left everything was different, brighter, and I could clearly hear the birds singing. I have MS, and it impairs my vision and hearing. My vision has not been so clear in years. Leading up to this though was hell. This past week, my vision grayed, and the pain was insane. I got to a point where I could not tolerate my MS medication, so I had to stop taking it. I thank you for telling others what they need to hear, our time is short here- we can no longer hang around to save those who remain behind. We've done it for a long time, it made me sick for many years, and today It's gone. Just let go and hang on, your soul cord will bring you to where you need to be. I guess some would say, oh, you just had a flare. nope, this is different. peace and unlimited unconditional love. |
rob2
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cosmicgypsy
(OP) User ID: 80037766 United States 06/13/2021 01:19 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | CG, Quoting: girlie45 I too feel this! It's so hard to let go of everything negative that holds us here. Today I went to the store and when I left everything was different, brighter, and I could clearly hear the birds singing. I have MS, and it impairs my vision and hearing. My vision has not been so clear in years. Leading up to this though was hell. This past week, my vision grayed, and the pain was insane. I got to a point where I could not tolerate my MS medication, so I had to stop taking it. I thank you for telling others what they need to hear, our time is short here- we can no longer hang around to save those who remain behind. We've done it for a long time, it made me sick for many years, and today It's gone. Just let go and hang on, your soul cord will bring you to where you need to be. I guess some would say, oh, you just had a flare. nope, this is different. peace and unlimited unconditional love. Lovey, it's not even a matter of us hanging around....what's going to happen is going to happen, regardless how many are ready. This is like a last ditch effort from me...well, and my expanded self. Probably not a last, , but it's a big effort from me, a bit shout out........LET GO! I don't want any of my soul brethren left behind. Never have... You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller ...I adapt to the unknown, under wandering stars I've grown, by myself, but not alone... [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] |
cosmicgypsy
(OP) User ID: 80037766 United States 06/13/2021 01:22 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | thats funny, ive been saying "we/you cant fix everything Quoting: rob2 " for the past three days...no lie. Good for you!.... Now, just let go of "this".... You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller ...I adapt to the unknown, under wandering stars I've grown, by myself, but not alone... [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] |
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cosmicgypsy
(OP) User ID: 80037766 United States 06/13/2021 01:26 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Embrace the suck? Quoting: Builder of the Adytum Ok, but only if it means the earth gets destroyed by a giant meteor or something. No silly, embrace that this timeline can't be fixed. You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller ...I adapt to the unknown, under wandering stars I've grown, by myself, but not alone... [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] |
wkk
User ID: 80470284 United States 06/13/2021 01:27 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | This message is so true. Thank you. Let me tell another expression of the message. I have conservative friends/aquaintences that are on both sides of the present political agenda. One side thinks our world is going to get better--money will flow and things are going to change. I want to believe that, but instead I find myself saying, "This is the end and I don't think its going to get better--at least not for a long time as this comes to a head that brings the final new beginning." We knew things would get real bad before the end. Even the Bible says that a third of the world will die. This is the end and it might not get much better until the return of Christ (which some call the assertion maybe?) Anyway, I think what you are saying is also like that. We need to let go. It will be alright. We have tried to stand for what is right and many will not listen. It might be a time of the ultimate letting go--which is sad--but we must believe that even in this there is a compassionate plan. Lately, I have also had other things that I have hung onto--but out of the blue, I have heard messages on videos or other things that have struck me and helped me change my perspective about those things. I think you just might have something here. Maybe it is time to let go and let God. wkk |
cosmicgypsy
(OP) User ID: 80037766 United States 06/13/2021 01:29 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Embrace the suck? Quoting: Builder of the Adytum Ok, but only if it means the earth gets destroyed by a giant meteor or something. Pfht, and do you not realize you are far more than this body of yours? I mean, perhaps the earth will get hit by an asteroid....SO WHAT? Do you not believe your consciousness is "eternal"?.... We are but only in one gossamer sliver of all that is possible....and it's making us "sick to death." Last Edited by cosmicgypsy on 06/13/2021 01:51 PM You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller ...I adapt to the unknown, under wandering stars I've grown, by myself, but not alone... [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] |
Sunshyne
User ID: 80363008 United States 06/13/2021 01:33 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Last Edited by Sunshyne on 06/13/2021 01:33 PM ~ Keep on dancin' ~ |
Cebeij
User ID: 79139877 United States 06/13/2021 01:38 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | So letting go means, whatever this reality deems fit for us, go with it? Be it placed in a confined cell, killed by an enraged BLM mob, or forcefully jabbed? Because in some timelines, that's very real. Can you go into more depth, as you say this timeline is not able to be fixed. Why do you think that? To fix it would be like moving mountains, but not impossible. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 79688307 United States 06/13/2021 01:41 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Embrace the suck? Quoting: Builder of the Adytum Ok, but only if it means the earth gets destroyed by a giant meteor or something. Pfht, and do you not realize you are far more than this body of yours? I mean, perhaps the earth will get hit by an asteroid....SO WHAT? Do you not believe your consciousness is "eternal"?....;shrug: We are but only in one gossamer sliver of all that is possible....and it's making us "sick to death." I said I am ok with the asteroid as long as clownworld is destroyed completely. Nothing half ass! |
Rabbit In The Hat
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girlie45
User ID: 80424836 United States 06/13/2021 01:49 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Embrace the suck? Quoting: Builder of the Adytum Ok, but only if it means the earth gets destroyed by a giant meteor or something. Pfht, and do you not realize you are far more than this body of yours? I mean, perhaps the earth will get hit by an asteroid....SO WHAT? Do you not believe your consciousness is "eternal"?....;shrug: We are but only in one gossamer sliver of all that is possible....and it's making us "sick to death." |
cosmicgypsy
(OP) User ID: 80037766 United States 06/13/2021 01:50 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | This message is so true. Thank you. Quoting: wkk Let me tell another expression of the message. I have conservative friends/aquaintences that are on both sides of the present political agenda. One side thinks our world is going to get better--money will flow and things are going to change. I want to believe that, but instead I find myself saying, "This is the end and I don't think its going to get better--at least not for a long time as this comes to a head that brings the final new beginning." We knew things would get real bad before the end. Even the Bible says that a third of the world will die. This is the end and it might not get much better until the return of Christ (which some call the assertion maybe?) Anyway, I think what you are saying is also like that. We need to let go. It will be alright. We have tried to stand for what is right and many will not listen. It might be a time of the ultimate letting go--which is sad--but we must believe that even in this there is a compassionate plan. Lately, I have also had other things that I have hung onto--but out of the blue, I have heard messages on videos or other things that have struck me and helped me change my perspective about those things. I think you just might have something here. Maybe it is time to let go and let God. BIG for you, and I like the way you think. And it's only bittersweet because maybe some of us with souls will be left behind. That hurts us to our core....because at our cores, we are indeed compassionate. But the fact of the matter is, when I put myself in a place of neutrality: We've had plenty of time to right ourselves, to clean our consciousness clocks, to become more self aware and more aware of our environment (ALL of it) so we'd be better prepared for the moment we're in the face of coming up. "You can lead a horse to water, but you can't make them to drink" That's something I've been aware of lot lately. I don't like it, but it is the truth. Another's mind and heart can't be changed, like flipping a switch, they have to want to change themselves. We can plant seeds of change, but they have to water that themselves, so the change can grow awareness. I'm chuckling now. It's so frustrating, it's all I can do is dryly chuckle....but everyone has to find their own way here in 3D Land. Our cohesiveness was shattered when we fell, so we all have to make our own way the best we can, to return to such the cohesiveness. And of course, we are many of us helping others along the way, gratefully awake and aware. You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller ...I adapt to the unknown, under wandering stars I've grown, by myself, but not alone... [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] |
girlie45
User ID: 80424836 United States 06/13/2021 01:51 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I've thought for years the only thing holding this 3d reality together is the consciousness of those that hold onto the belief that it is the only reality there is. And thus it remains...a consensus amongst the many. Fortunately, for us all, there are beings that do "get it!" TY!! Quoting: Sunshyne This is very true. Last Edited by girlie45 on 06/13/2021 01:51 PM |
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Justthefacts12345
User ID: 78728919 United States 06/13/2021 01:54 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Embrace the suck? Quoting: Builder of the Adytum Ok, but only if it means the earth gets destroyed by a giant meteor or something. No silly, embrace that this timeline can't be fixed. While I see what you are saying, I don't agree. You must understand that the timeline we are on is the LAST, one & only timeline that remains. All the rest have converged into this timeline. I have great faith in a good power much more powerful than any of us are. While I, alone, may not be able to "fix" the last timeline, I'm going to go down trying. I will never give up, nor will I ever give in. I believe that recognizing the problems with this timeline, is about 90% of the fix. Over the last week, I have been witnessing more & more people waking up, all by themselves. Is is the "Great Awakening"? There will come a time when the evil asshats will lose complete control over this timeline. I not only see changes, I feel the changes & more are coming. This is not the time to let go. Now is the time to dig in, fasten your seatbelt & hang on for dear life. What I am seeing is time speeding up, days pass like hours. There will come a time when keeping up is going to take every ounce of strength you can muster. The threats are real. Don't allow yourself to give up & let go, the best is yet to come. They WANT you to let go & give up! Fuck them! Don't listen, they are losing! |
FallingSkies4
User ID: 79078389 United States 06/13/2021 02:00 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | "Approximately 40% of the 60% souled on the planet are ready for transitioning." Quoting: cosmicgypsy I had just got a few minutes into the movie The Last Avatar, and the message just popped into my head...heh, and it's not like my expanded self to put numbers or dates on anything. I stopped asking for those looong time ago, because I'd never be told. The future is always open, you see. Yet, this definitely was from my expanded self. Energy has been changing here lately - or more and most likely changing us - many of us have noticed this. It's been very good to me and for me. I'm posting this thread and that message so some of youse guyses know you are indeed good to go, and some of you still aren't. This post is mostly for the later. Some of you need to still wake up to the very real reality of there being more than just this awful "story" we're living through. You can't save this reality, this timeline/dimension we got shifted into the weekend before the election. This cannot be fixed. We were shifted into this dimension to realize this, to EMBRACE this, to "let go." What of this reality serves us? Ask yourself that, if you're still holding onto this reality. Do you not see how most everything before our eyes serves to further enslave us, to lock us into this 3D reality of lunacy, in a debased form? ....those of you who have known me through the years, you know that's not my normal MO, to say "quit." I've always been about, "we can fix this." Yet, this dimension/timeline were in cannot be fixed...."It's not even meant to be fixed," I just heard. Please, try and let go. Let go for yourselves, and let go for the 40% ready to transition. It feels like there is a window just beyond reach. If I could just get to it, open it, and let myself out, I could escape. I feel the sense to let go, but let go isn't just about forgetting or ignoring the issues, but realizing that sometimes you have to let go to find exactly where you are supposed to be. I feel like the mind virus (the only way I can describe it) has so many people right now. They've bought into the system and are holding onto it so dearly. It is evident to me that everything is crumbling and everything is changing, rapidly. My heart to yours...... |
cosmicgypsy
(OP) User ID: 80037766 United States 06/13/2021 02:11 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | So letting go means, whatever this reality deems fit for us, go with it? Be it placed in a confined cell, killed by an enraged BLM mob, or forcefully jabbed? Because in some timelines, that's very real. Quoting: Cebeij .....I just don't understand why the simple nature of what I'm suggesting you do gets spun back around to being in this dimension. I mean, I get it, why it happens, but it's frustrating. Are you yet finished with this reality realm?....then fill your mind, your heart, your entire consciousness with, "I am letting go." Plant it like it's a seed in your consciousness, then water it with your support....you see? You're the only one who can do that for yourself, eh? As well, you're "glamming on" to the horror story here. It has you entranced. Let it go. I know this can't be how you want to live, eh?....seeing the worst so much? There is a better way.... Can you go into more depth, as you say this timeline is not able to be fixed. Why do you think that? To fix it would be like moving mountains, but not impossible. Quoting: Cebeij Again, we were not moved into this timeline to fix it....actually, we've never been in any timeline to fix the timeline, we've been in them to fix ourselves, to heal our consciousnesses, therefore healing the reality realm. I'm concerned with your thinking it's not impossible to fix this dimension....you know humanity would have to move too many mountains, mountain after mountain, right?....because in this 3D reality realm we're in, there are factions that have the ability to just build more mountains. And they do. Can't you see? We've been on this "ride" for so many millennia. Please just think about what I've said....try and think beyond this "nightmare" we're in, okay? My heart to yours, lovey.... You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller ...I adapt to the unknown, under wandering stars I've grown, by myself, but not alone... [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] |
open pit mind
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GoyFawkes
User ID: 75665034 United States 06/13/2021 02:14 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | "Approximately 40% of the 60% souled on the planet are ready for transitioning." Quoting: cosmicgypsy I had just got a few minutes into the movie The Last Avatar, and the message just popped into my head...heh, and it's not like my expanded self to put numbers or dates on anything. I stopped asking for those looong time ago, because I'd never be told. The future is always open, you see. Yet, this definitely was from my expanded self. Energy has been changing here lately - or more and most likely changing us - many of us have noticed this. It's been very good to me and for me. I'm posting this thread and that message so some of youse guyses know you are indeed good to go, and some of you still aren't. This post is mostly for the later. Some of you need to still wake up to the very real reality of there being more than just this awful "story" we're living through. You can't save this reality, this timeline/dimension we got shifted into the weekend before the election. This cannot be fixed. We were shifted into this dimension to realize this, to EMBRACE this, to "let go." What of this reality serves us? Ask yourself that, if you're still holding onto this reality. Do you not see how most everything before our eyes serves to further enslave us, to lock us into this 3D reality of lunacy, in a debased form? ....those of you who have known me through the years, you know that's not my normal MO, to say "quit." I've always been about, "we can fix this." Yet, this dimension/timeline were in cannot be fixed...."It's not even meant to be fixed," I just heard. Please, try and let go. Let go for yourselves, and let go for the 40% ready to transition. My heart to yours...... Do you think Cannabis Kills is souled? GuyFawkes |
wkk
User ID: 80470284 United States 06/13/2021 02:16 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | This message is so true. Thank you. Quoting: wkk Let me tell another expression of the message. I have conservative friends/aquaintences that are on both sides of the present political agenda. One side thinks our world is going to get better--money will flow and things are going to change. I want to believe that, but instead I find myself saying, "This is the end and I don't think its going to get better--at least not for a long time as this comes to a head that brings the final new beginning." We knew things would get real bad before the end. Even the Bible says that a third of the world will die. This is the end and it might not get much better until the return of Christ (which some call the assertion maybe?) Anyway, I think what you are saying is also like that. We need to let go. It will be alright. We have tried to stand for what is right and many will not listen. It might be a time of the ultimate letting go--which is sad--but we must believe that even in this there is a compassionate plan. Lately, I have also had other things that I have hung onto--but out of the blue, I have heard messages on videos or other things that have struck me and helped me change my perspective about those things. I think you just might have something here. Maybe it is time to let go and let God. BIG for you, and I like the way you think. And it's only bittersweet because maybe some of us with souls will be left behind. That hurts us to our core....because at our cores, we are indeed compassionate. But the fact of the matter is, when I put myself in a place of neutrality: We've had plenty of time to right ourselves, to clean our consciousness clocks, to become more self aware and more aware of our environment (ALL of it) so we'd be better prepared for the moment we're in the face of coming up. "You can lead a horse to water, but you can't make them to drink" That's something I've been aware of lot lately. I don't like it, but it is the truth. Another's mind and heart can't be changed, like flipping a switch, they have to want to change themselves. We can plant seeds of change, but they have to water that themselves, so the change can grow awareness. I'm chuckling now. It's so frustrating, it's all I can do is dryly chuckle....but everyone has to find their own way here in 3D Land. Our cohesiveness was shattered when we fell, so we all have to make our own way the best we can, to return to such the cohesiveness. And of course, we are many of us helping others along the way, gratefully awake and aware. Thank you for the hug! I'll tell you another simple thing that I have had to begin to let go of--but that strangely the thing that was a great struggle almost seems so simple right now--and the easing into letting go happened in a matter of days. I have written a trilogy and it took time and money. I knew the trilogy wasn't for everyone (kind of a Chronicles of Narnia/Neverending Story genre) but I struggled with the idea that I spent so much time and energy writing the books/getting strong reviews/etc only to not make up even the money invested and, more important, the books had always been my goal (to make my bit of difference for a. young person). I felt a little like a disappointment in front of family/etc/etc. And then, just in the last few days, out of nowhere, I would be listening to a podcast or something and they would say how even when they had a best seller, they hardly even made their money back (and these were big name people). They joked to each other about how (other than a rare few) getting books out there is not what we expect. After hearing this a few times, I finally calmed down inside. I looked at the copies of my books that I have here at home and I thought of all the times that I have given them away to people and how the books have made people happy. I thought of a trip that I going on and how I was going to just leave some books off at local libraries as I drove through. And finally, it all felt good. The books will achieve their purpose--just not in the way I had planned. The time and the money have been well used and I am pleased and excited to look at the time spent in another way. It was a good letting go. It's all been worth it--just not in the way I had planned. The same seems to be happening with other things and other attitudes. In a way, it is such a relief--as if the things that we thought we had the right attitude about are shifting just enough to show us the truth in the ideas/feelings that we had. And that slight shift of ideas/feelings makes it right. I mean, I thought my attitude was great about my books--I thought I was fine with whatever happened--but in the end, my attitude needed a slight adjustment in order to allow in the joy. It was a good letting-go and one that I didn't even know I needed. Suddnely, in the last few days, out of the blue Last Edited by wkk on 06/13/2021 02:20 PM wkk |
cosmicgypsy
(OP) User ID: 80037766 United States 06/13/2021 02:16 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | "Approximately 40% of the 60% souled on the planet are ready for transitioning." Quoting: cosmicgypsy I had just got a few minutes into the movie The Last Avatar, and the message just popped into my head...heh, and it's not like my expanded self to put numbers or dates on anything. I stopped asking for those looong time ago, because I'd never be told. The future is always open, you see. Yet, this definitely was from my expanded self. Energy has been changing here lately - or more and most likely changing us - many of us have noticed this. It's been very good to me and for me. I'm posting this thread and that message so some of youse guyses know you are indeed good to go, and some of you still aren't. This post is mostly for the later. Some of you need to still wake up to the very real reality of there being more than just this awful "story" we're living through. You can't save this reality, this timeline/dimension we got shifted into the weekend before the election. This cannot be fixed. We were shifted into this dimension to realize this, to EMBRACE this, to "let go." What of this reality serves us? Ask yourself that, if you're still holding onto this reality. Do you not see how most everything before our eyes serves to further enslave us, to lock us into this 3D reality of lunacy, in a debased form? ....those of you who have known me through the years, you know that's not my normal MO, to say "quit." I've always been about, "we can fix this." Yet, this dimension/timeline were in cannot be fixed...."It's not even meant to be fixed," I just heard. Please, try and let go. Let go for yourselves, and let go for the 40% ready to transition. My heart to yours...... Do you think Cannabis Kills is souled? Heh, that's not my place to say...... You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller ...I adapt to the unknown, under wandering stars I've grown, by myself, but not alone... [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] |
PSA
User ID: 36151727 United States 06/13/2021 02:18 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I don't in any way mean anything against you, because I think you're amazing, but are you absolutely sure they aren't using you to stop us from fighting the gd monsters? I've seen them use people to speak through before so I have to question it somewhat. "The truth is incontrovertible. Malice may attack it, ignorance may deride it, but in the end, there it is." Winston Churchill Thread: THE NANO/AI/FREQUENCY/BCI MIND CONTROL SYSTEM Thread: Humans are now "hackable animals"? [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] |
spacewoman
User ID: 80475383 United States 06/13/2021 02:21 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Isaiah 54:15-17 Behold, they shall surely gather together, but not by ME: whosoever shall gather together against thee shall fall for thy sake. Behold, I have created the smith that bloweth the coals in the fire, and that bringeth forth an instrument for his work; and I have created the waster to destroy. No weapon that is formed against thee shall prosper; and every tongue that shall rise against thee in judgment thou shalt condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the LORD, and their righteousness is of me, saith the LORD. But as it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him. |
Sunshyne
User ID: 80363008 United States 06/13/2021 02:26 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Beautifully said and shared, wkk! TY!! Last Edited by Sunshyne on 06/13/2021 02:29 PM ~ Keep on dancin' ~ |
cosmicgypsy
(OP) User ID: 80037766 United States 06/13/2021 02:33 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Thank you for the hug! Quoting: wkk I'll tell you another simple thing that I have had to begin to let go of--but that strangely the thing that was a great struggle almost seems so simple right now--and the easing into letting go happened in a matter of days. I have written a trilogy and it took time and money. I knew the trilogy wasn't for everyone (kind of a Chronicles of Narnia/Neverending Story genre) but I struggled with the idea that I spent so much time and energy writing the books/getting strong reviews/etc only to not make up even the money invested and, more important, the books had always been my goal (to make my bit of difference for a. young person). I felt a little like a disappointment in front of family/etc/etc. And then, just in the last few days, out of nowhere, I would be listening to a podcast or something and they would say how even when they had a best seller, they hardly even made their money back (and these were big name people). They joked to each other about how (other than a rare few) it is not what we expect. After hearing this a few times, I finally calmed down inside. I looked at the books that I have around me and I thought of all the times that I have given them away to people and how the books have made people happy. I thought of a trip that I going on and how I was going to just leave some books off at local libraries as I drove through. And finally, it all felt good. The books will achieve their purpose--just not in the way I had planned. The time and the money are all well used and I am pleased and excited to look at them another way. It was a good letting go. It's all been worth it--just not in the way I had planned. The same seems to be happening with other things and other attitudes. In a way, it is such a relief--as if the things that we thought we had the right attitude about are shifting just enough to show us the truth in the ideas/feelings that we had. And that slight shift of ideas/feelings makes it right. I mean, I thought my attitude was great about my books--I thought I was fine with whatever happened--but in the end, my attitude needed a slight adjustment in order to allow in the joy. It was a good letting-go and one that I didn't even know I needed. Suddnely, in the last few days, out of the blue Ahhh, a fellow writer.... Since retiring earlier this year, I've been writing short stories and essays. I'm working with someone right now who is building a website for me, so I can post my stuffs there. I've recently entered a short story and an essay into a writer's contest, and going to be entering a piece of prose I wrote to two different contests. When I turned those two over to the contest, I just "let go" of them.... but I'd had my nose in them so much prior to sending them off, it wasn't hard to let go of them. I know that if I worry and fret about it until Oct. 15th when they announce the winners, then that might color the outcome of the my placement in the contest....because I know I'M responsible for the outcome. The pieces have to be good enough, and I will have to of not drown them in fret and worry energy. The only thing I can do is write them and write them to the best of my abilities. It then becomes up to everything else what happens with them....and I'm very prepared to allow that. I wasn't always like this. I had to learn how to let go....but indeed, my friend, life becomes much easier when you're able to let go of what you have no control over. You never change things by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete. -Buckminster Fuller ...I adapt to the unknown, under wandering stars I've grown, by myself, but not alone... [link to www.youtube.com (secure)] |
wkk
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