It sucks having to made decisions and plans that have real-life consequences

I like to plan, but shirk away from thw responsibility for the consequences.

I noticed it early on. Didn't like to plan my life after high school, and I spent two years just procrastinating.

It doesn't even have to be big things.

For instance, now I have a failing car. A problem in the wiring. Sometimes it starts, sometimes it doesn't. The family can't count on it.

I have made the plans, but I don't like.the way the problem impacts our everyday life.