Looking for advice on what to do

get a sugar daddy and make him pay for it,

My life-experiences (I'm pretty old) has taught me to never make a big move on fear alone.

Most fears we have in life never happens.

If you quit your job without having another one, and things don't go south right away, you'll end up spending all your retirement $.

I'm going to recommend you keep working or find another job before quitting your present one.

BTW, I was in similar circumstances years ago and quit my job and went through my lifesavings in under a year. It was the easiest thing I ever did... spend my $ I mean.

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Your first priority at this stage of the game is to relocate yourself to a safe community in a deeply red state. I chose North Idaho. As a woman alone I realized I did not have a prayer without being surrounded by like-minded people. I picked a small town and joined a local church. Presto, instant allies. Having no family of my own, this was the best solution for me. Do not think that you can protect yourself, especially on the road. You need to find a community and the sooner the better. Plant yourself somewhere. Make sure you have guns and ammo. Make sure you have hundreds and hundreds of pounds of beans and rice at a very minimum. Get a high-quality water filtration device like a Berkey water filter. When I first moved up here I lived out in the country on 5 acres. It was entirely indefensible for one person, so I moved into town. It’s a very small town of down to earth people. By joining a local church I instantly multiplied my chances of staying alive.

You need to watch a movie called The Road and you need to read a book called One Second After. Do it quickly. Time is so short. Don’t think that you have six months because you don’t. People that are still living in the cities are entirely doomed.

When the SHTF, no one will care about you unpaid truck loan. They will all be trying to hide from the covid zombies.