I MADE IT 12 YEARS. SHE NOT ONCE RAN A SWEEPER, MOPPED THE FLOOR, BOUGHT KIDS THEIR CLOTHES. NEVER COOKED, I GOT HOME A1 AM BED BY 2:30, UP AT 7 AM TO GET THEM READY, PACK LUNCHES, DRESSED ETC.THEN FROM 8 AM TO 2 PM I WOULD DO SERVICE CALLS ORDER, MAKE SALES, THEN GO TO WORK, AND 12 HOURS A DAY PLUS MANDATORY SATURDAY WERE ON THE TABLE. I GAVE THEM SAT. BUT NOT TOO MANY 12's.

SHE WAS A SCREAMER, VIOLENT. RAPE AND INCEST I FINALLY FOUND OUT WILL DO THAT. IT ALLOWS DEMONS TO TAKE OVER.
HOW DO YOU COPE/ STAY CLOSE TO GOD. GO TO THE WELL DAILY AND OFTEN TO GET CHARGED UP WITH SPIRITUAL LOVE, GET KNOCKED DOWN GET RECHARGED. BUT I GOT ILL AND COULD NOT DO IT ANYMORE.

then hopefully you have loving parents to help. Yep I ruined a big part a important part of my life by being a flaming co-dependent.