RE: The Media.....I gotta get this off my chest

Same here, all my family and friends have the exact opposite beliefs from me, I now just keep my mouth shut. Maybe something in the future will happen and will open their eyes.....but I’m not holding my breath.

I hear ya CG. It is very hard! My grandmother is a total lefty but I love her dearly. I’ve pretty much accepted that she and other family members will never see the truth. It’s very sad but I don’t even try at this point. I tried with my mom in my teens and she just said it depresses her, I think she knows it’s the truth yet she doesn’t want to accept it. It’s easier to just go along with the narrative until it’s too late I suppose. Best of luck when you do see them again. For me I just don’t bring up anything. They know they can’t control my thinking or how I’m raising my boy and they respect my beliefs (the don’t know 99% of them, since I never talk about it anymore) in the sense that they won’t argue about politics or religion with me. I’ll literally just change the subject if I have to.

Hello, lovey....


Ya know, I have a Pisces moon, and the new moon this past weekend was in Pisces. Pisces in a full or new moon at any given time is a challenge for me because of my being an empath. I mean, my empath doors get blown wide open. I used to go to the store - not knowing about this Pisces gig - and I would feel like the freaking sky was falling. Seriously. I was bombarded with so much input from my environment and the people in it.

This last one? It's been a real lulu. I can't tell you how many times my solar plexus heaved at even the smallest of things.

The thing is, I knew none of that reaction was my emotional stuff. Today, not so much.

And while I'd like to blame all this on the Pisces new moon....heh, that wouldn't be rational. I do know my reaction today, how my body is handling this (horribly), is because of the new moon influence....EDIT, it's not because of the new moon, jeez...but the influence doesn't help. Heh, I wonder if that was a Freudian Slip....

Meh, I just took a muscle relaxer, to see if I can get my solar plexus to lighten up. It always worked when I'd do a long, long work run and my body would be vibrating to beat the band, because I'd been on the road for so long.

I know it's different, but I'm hoping.

You can be damn straight, if it doesn't work within the next half hour, then I'm going to take another one. And if that one doesn't work, then I'll take another one. By then, I would hope to be passed out....relax, they're not strong. Just 5 mg. Flexeril.

I gotta do something to help my body out. It's suffering right now, big time.

Do youse guyses have any idea how very strange it is to be self aware, to know your body is in crisis, like you're standing beside yourself, watching a train wreck happening....but it's me, and I'm sitting right here with it?


Fuck me running, but life is a trip....

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Oh, I think it's starting to work. I can take a deep breath without sputtering....


My head's getting a little wobbly, but I'm starting to be able to breath right again....


Sometimes, I'm a mess....


I love-love youse guyses....so very much.


Now that I can breath again, I'm going to try to meditate and take myself to my dream treehouse, my tree fort....my meditative fortress. I've been visiting this tree fort for almost my entire life....

I will for a few moments get to kickback in my fort, the golden sun shining softly on my face, the breeze gently blowing, the leaves making quiet sounds....and I will be free. For some moments, I will get to feel free.




Heh, I wish I could just let myself go, and sob angrily and throw shit....but, bad form, so....yeah....


Much better to tip toe, through the tulips, to the tree fort....

In general I am avoiding the Leftists I know. I don't consider "friends" who voted for Biden largely to be friends any more. We no longer have anything in common, I don't respect them as people anymore. The same with stupid people, and I know them, who want to take the vaccine no matter what I tell them, show them or what their OWN EXPERIENCE has shown them.

Most people actually are stupid or just don't want to know. If you have elderly relatives, I give them a pass because they ARE elderly and the world was very different when they were younger. They just can't adjust mentally/emotionally to what it is NOW. I don't discuss anything political with them or anything I think might upset them - unless it were a matter of life and death. It is particularly unfortunate because the elderly are a large voting block and probably did give Biden a lot of votes. But they remember him from 40 years ago and they're voting for one of their own - an elderly, demented person.

So, if I were you, I'd stop discussing politics at all with your relatives and if they bring it up, I'd just say, we just disagree and I don't want to discuss it. That's probably all you can do.

I don't think it's the indoctrination. I think people PREFER to believe this shit. It's easier. They don't have to think.

the issue is they CAN'T think.. The mind is a tape recorder and some don't even know.. in fact many do not ever know they can choose to erase some of the tape recordings and replace.

Gypsie... the big reason showers help or baths... is they clear your aura... And meditating right after can sometimes be a very useful time. I am just getting here.. I had a long meeting this morning.. so I haven't read the posts that have accumulated yet

....I have to ask, how do you explain the shaman visiting me while I was peeing?




Although, I do have to say he's was a kind of cosmic comedian....very light hearted. But him visiting me like that, was many years ago. I've integrated him. I've integrated all of my "guides" many years ago.

I am also a very watery person, heavy on the water in my natal chart. I mean, everyone who knows me here knows I'm always having Cries of Loveliness....the tears, both happy and sad, flow from me easily. They are, after all, cleansing....like water....harhar, my body cleanses itself with regularity.

And yes, I do know.... "of what you speak". All I know, is when I'm troubled and I take a shower, my guidance easily comes to me. I don't ever get in the shower to make that happen, it just does happen....but mostly when I'm out of sorts, or have something weighing heavy on my mind....you know, some kind of mystical question I have circling in my head.

Heh, it's funny, because most of my life I've lived by the ocean, the gulf, or by rivers and lakes....and now I'm settling down in the dry, dry desert of southern New Mexico...

...I've been around the country, traveling to wherever I felt led. Every one of those places I had some kind of energy work to do with the land....or in WI, the dead. They had built a whole town on an Indian burial ground.....

I transitioned many spirits there.

Colorado Springs?....there was a "false ground" there, as in the ground, that conductive earth layer that we ground ourselves into when we meditate....or need to be grounded, was not the true ground layer.

As far as I can tell, the false ground happened back after they took Tesla's research, and they flubbed something up, creating this false ground.

It's a long story that has many elements to it, much metaphysical woowoo, but apparently I did get rid of that false ground. I mean, I two times got confirmation, and in big ways.

Being brought to the desert is different, though. I think I was brought here - a place I never thought I would be, despite the fact a seer told me I would be here, and become happy - because it is safe here....it's very safe here. I mean, we have our crack and meth heads that go bent, but that's fairly rare. Everyone here is nice. We have no riots....not an air of threat here. My son comments that it's weird, how different it is here from what we see elsewhere...heh, and I think we're in some kind of huge protective energy bubble.

As well, of all the places on the planet, it's said that the Wave starts here, in New Mexico. I'm pretty sure Santa Fe is the epicenter. The energy there is beyond remarkable. Dog Canyon down here where I live, there's a part like it's going from night to day, the energy just becomes so very remarkable....it's like a refined bubble within the larger refined bubble.

I still ground in incoming energies, like I've always done, when they come around....but I do believe I'm here because it's safe. I was being taken care of by being led here, even though I never would've thought to come here under my own volition....I mean, my life had to be threatened in order to get me here....HA!

The desert has it's beauty, too, and I do love it, I love our mountains, but when Spring rolls around, I want to go to the beach, badly. I want to be in my bathing suit, sitting in the sand with my rocks and crystals I brought with me to clean in the salt water and to sun them....I miss those perfect, quiet moments by the water....


....CosmicFire, we need a body of water on our 5,000 acres, along with the She Shed, treehouse and the plentiful ladies....

Harhar, just daydreaming out loud.....


Anyway, I just reviewed this post to see about something, and I see I've written probably more than anyone wants to read, harhar.


Being retired gives me a lot more frivolous time to do something, anything with....like blah, blah, blah.

Your wish is my command!

:rainbow hart:



:winks:

Perfect! Just perfect!....


It's been so long since I've had something I needed to clear out, I forgot how much fun the other side of the clearing is.

Those pesky little troubles from long ago, stuffed down, now gone, makes more room for fun and joy to happen!


My heart to yours, lovey, always....

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THIS

She hasn't taken the shot yet? You may already have saved her.

Frankly we're all a bit edgy at this point. If it's just edginess and tedium, you're in the top 10% of the population. You are free and it's not your job to push through a brick wall. You've given them enough so they know you disagree. You are not lying to them or reinforcing bad things. You've done your job, and if you avoid the subjects from now on, that's totally understandable.

Didn't read any comments. But never say you got info from an internet forum. Say alternative media that EVERYONE is watching. This is a hub, so it's not where the news comes from.

Say CNNs rating dropped 50% because nobody watches them anymore. Show the sheep that the flock is walking away and tell her OANN.

I've got Pisces as a rising sign. I wonder if that has something to do with how I'm feeling too. It's like watching a train wreck in super slow motion.

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The thing is, lovey, I have integrity to account to.

I am not ashamed of where and how I get my information, at all. And I'm not into "playing nice" to placate another.

I did too much of that when I was younger. It's what I had to face yesterday, at the core of the matter....just playing nice, not to rock the boat.

While I am on the other side of yesterday and I'm having a great time tonight, playing on GLP, I have indeed thought about this letter I said I'd write today, off and on.

I've pretty much come to this conclusion, this numerous of you have advised me to do, in one way or the other--





The only little thing I don't agree with is what's in bold.

Lovey, it's not that I just want to be right, I don't want to have any kind of argument with either of them, it's that I want my mother to have all the information....before she goes getting jabbed....at 82. My gawd, it'll probably kill her, she's so frail.

But your words, and others who have been through this scene already, has resounded within me.

I think only one poster has said that anything they've done has done any good. One.

I am going to call my mother one more time and talk to her about all the countries putting a halt on the vaccine and the reasons why, but beyond that....she is old, she is from a different era, and that in itself says a lot about what she's actually going to be able to take in and understand. I mean, I have enough education to mostly understand the genetic modification that is this "vaccine"....but my mother does not. To be frankly honest, I'm the only one who has gone to college and has ant smattering of education enough to understand the grave dangers of this "vaccine".

But to sit down and create something like a research paper.... I just retired. These are supposed to be my golden years....and I don't want them tarnished, fighting an uphill battle I statistically will not win.

My brother has said he's not taking it, so that's good....it's just my mom, and I may of already scared the bejesus outta her with the HIV info. Neither of them will ever believe the election was stolen. I think I could sit them in front of video after video of astute researchers, and they still wouldn't believe it.....meh, their choice....and of course, they "won," Orange Man bad is no longer our President....why would they want to even try to believe it was stolen?....

I now feel resolved moving forward this way. Before I agree to go, we're going to have to agree not to discuss politics. This shouldn't be a problem, at all. We've had to do it before, and we did do it successfully.

And it all comes down to this: We all love one another, more than we love to fight one another...

Yup, that's exactly what it's been like for me....my gawd, all the solar plexus heaving I've done, for days now....although today has been easier. Heh, I got a lot of my chest yesterday.

It's been a rough one, lovey. I wouldn't be surprised that it would affect a Pisces anything....

HOPEFULLY, THE TRUTH COMES OUT BEFORE YOUR TRIP SO MAYBE.....MAYBE THEIR EYES CAN OPEN A LITTLE ON THE SUBJECT.

IF I WERE YOU AND THEY HAVEN'T OPENED THEIR EYES, I WOULDN'T GO ON THE TRIP. IT'S NOT WORTH GOING ON THE TRIP IF YOU LOSE YOUR PEACE OVER IT.
AND IF YOU DON'T GO, THERE'S ALWAYS NEXT YEAR, WHICH SURELY THEY WILL HAVE SOME HINT OF TRUTH.

GOOD LUCK.

I'm in the same boat as you, also dreading my spring/summer visit as well. At least it helps knowing I'm not the only one paddling on this river!

In spirit, we'll walk through it together, hand in hand, fortifying each other....






....I've been waiting forever to use that smilie. Fancy it's for you!


There is strength in numbers, eh?....

There is nothing you can do. Just give it up. You will never get them to see it your way. I have two sisters just like that. They refuse to be on the internet and only listen to CNN or MSM. I consider them Low Information voters. But I try to steer away from politics with them. When they say that Liberalism is mental illness, it is very true.

Their opinion is not above yours. They risk losing you as much as you risk losing them. Only one of them seems to care enough that they're considering sacrificing themselves for the others' sake. Which I think is wrong, but this is a tough situation for sure.

They don't seem to have any respect for you as an intelligent being who can form their own opinions, even if they may be contrary to their own.

This dehumanizing attitude is found in people who would participate or comply in informing on their neighbours, sending certain groups to concentration camps and such.

Your family members may seem like normal people but they would definitely inform on you if such a time comes. So it's best to cut off contact with them or you will end up suffering scars of betrayal. I believe you will lose your love for them when you see their actions and finally understand what they are.

I'm a man, I'ma make a new plan

Time for me to just stand up and travel new land

Time for me to just take matters into my own hands

Once I'm over these tracks, man, I'ma never look back

And I'm gone, I know right where I'm goin'

Sorry, Momma, I'm grown, I must travel alone

Ain't gon' follow no footsteps, I'm makin' my own

Only way that I know how to escape from this 8 Mile Road