I wonder ....

In creating an imbalance within oneself of only one side of the emotional/spiritual equation ... do we create the other half as well, in our reality that impacts us directly?


Say, we created chaos and strife within ourselves...then project that to our perceived reality, and reality creates peace and harmony to balance out your creations?

Thus torturing you with your own imbalance?


Does that work with love and forgiveness as well? The more you love and forgive .. the more reality creates the opposites to .. temp you with .. until you learn proper balance?


The more you forgive, the more people will be allowed to enter into your sphere of perception, that will vampire off of your imbalance? moar and moar until you either learn to say 'fuck off' ... or you are drained to a husk of a biological and spiritual entity that can barely connect with this plane of existence?

light growing dimmer and dimmer ...