Empowering Myself, Takeing my life back.

Things are changing on this World at this minute, very soon things will be very different. Do not let negative energies manifest anymore in your life. Distance yourself from anything that brings you down.
The World is changing and you will soon be with your twin flame. Not much longer. Keep calm, by Christmas everything will have changed

That reminds me of a line in a song "You avoid anything that will bring you down, like realtives or areal job. You're so light, I bet you think you don't have a shadow..."

job won't give you control of your life. quite the contrary. to have control of your life you need to become extremist and paranoid about your time and energy.

Been there. I was a stay at home wife. Our marriage started having problems. I put my son (3yrs old) in day care and my oldest (5 yr old) in school.

Two years down the road, once my baby was in school, I had the financial means to leave.

I could not afford to be on my own and pay day care year round for my youngest. I had to wait until he was in school.

Good luck.

Make sure you know what you are doing. I still second guess myself if I did the right thing. I was not able to give my boys everything they would have had if I had stayed married. But I tried. I bought a house, gave them their own rooms, and kept them in the same town so they didn't have to change day care or schools.

It is very hard raising kids on your own. Don't leave your husband unless you are VERY sure. Make that marriage work if at all possible. Maybe get a job and then the fights about money will go away. You will have more power since you will have your own paycheck.

Good luck.