Notes from an "alternate universe": The Revelation of the Real World

Nah, nah. It was always 982 and you knowwww it. I remember Triumphant George or one of the other dudes said they picked it for aesthetic reasons and I looked at it and that's an ugly fucking number. 981 looks nicer. That's history! (history tells the truth, right?)

So the bit about the Once Ever is something jumbled in my head but i can elucidate it

i suppose you probably know the answer though

oh, no no. never that

Alright well I was travelling on a road trip once with someone who had never been in the area

The town we were pasing through was a seaside area and it reminded my friend of her homeland

As we walked through the cobble streets and nicely lit back paths and alley ways, going through the various shops and cafes, she became more and more and more immersed in it

The weather was the same, the buildings were more similar, the people, the air, everything began to become so reminiscent of her hometown that she missed

she became more and more immersed in it until what I assume is she was basically "metaphysically" in both places at once

This is just my bystander description based on what she told me. To me it looked like just the same place, Carmel-by-the-Sea and we were on highway 1 along the coast

Something about all these signifiers and symbols of something precious from the past merged the two places for her

This is kind of the idea i had, mainly inspired from that (though I have my own examples that are just not as powerful for demonstration in report)

I'll say some

If when i was 8 my family went to a lake and we camped there, then we never went back. I would only know the one persepctive I've ever had of it, experiencing it that way.

if I went back to the lake now, and made peace with all things, calmly found stillness and emptied my mind

I infuse the environment into my being

and i open to being my 8 year old self in that place

with enough relaxation I might begin to blend the memory and the place I am in until I am "both"

my 8 year old self and my adult self

the superposition of our breathless exhilirance in that moment would decide

which of us abides there

and so i might return to 8

and sleeping

wake up there as a kid

and go jumping in the lake anew

now for all intents and purpose I invented this story to illustrate the possibility i had in mind

really though, just making stuff up

someone might have a clearer explanation or correction, please, chime in if you'd like

That does help, thank you

My brain is in whiny mode saying "but that only applies to things I already know how to do!" but everything starts with stuff you already "know," huh




There's not a third option where it's the 2012 that I want(vs the one that I think I want going by memory alone) by all appearances (bc I know it ofc can't be the exact same as it was even just by virtue of my memories from 2012-2022 being present, that's a relationship expression that wasn't interpreted "the first time" so the entire geometry is necessarily different)?

Or, is the "mixing" transitory? Like seeing a McDonald's in the year 1000. But interacting more with other more-year-1000 representations would make the timeplace appear More-Year-1000

On one hand I'd like to just wake up in the timeplace I'm thinking of, on the other it'd be interesting to see how my perspective merges the two because there are definitely Very Different routines going on in 2022 than were in 2012 for me.

Would a starting place making my routine resemble more that of 2012?



Anthropology seems like a whole lot of work for next to no results at the very least. It's an interesting deception, one that one could get lost very easily in

That does help, thank you

My brain is in whiny mode saying "but that only applies to things I already know how to do!" but everything starts with stuff you already "know," huh




There's not a third option where it's the 2012 that I want(vs the one that I think I want going by memory alone) by all appearances (bc I know it ofc can't be the exact same as it was even just by virtue of my memories from 2012-2022 being present, that's a relationship expression that wasn't interpreted "the first time" so the entire geometry is necessarily different)?

Or, is the "mixing" transitory? Like seeing a McDonald's in the year 1000. But interacting more with other more-year-1000 representations would make the timeplace appear More-Year-1000

On one hand I'd like to just wake up in the timeplace I'm thinking of, on the other it'd be interesting to see how my perspective merges the two because there are definitely Very Different routines going on in 2022 than were in 2012 for me.

Would a starting place making my routine resemble more that of 2012?



Anthropology seems like a whole lot of work for next to no results at the very least. It's an interesting deception, one that one could get lost very easily in

This is pretty much what I was struggling to articulate, also. You did it better than I could :p

Apologies for the double post

Awesome.

Do you remember this animation?

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the so called infinite grid of all possible moments. just going by intuitive leaps this metaphor stood out to me for a suggestion

Would there be any indication that you are experiencing [year] again?

I ask because I kinda feel like I've done all of this but chose option #1 the first time, because obviously I have no recollection of having made such a choice, but I had a lot of precognitive experiences that would be explained by having done this before. Which would make me choosing #2 at least my third time through 2012-2022, lol. And that means I've fallen in love with my SO at least three times, which is sorta romantic.

An amusing notion if nothing else :p

I do! I can remember where I was when I saw it the first time, the kitchen floor of my apartment in 2020. It was how I visualized "time/space leaps" for a good while

If you catch the description on the video, i think he talks about what you've been mentioning

such as, asynchronous traversals of space and time

IDK as I said

my jumps were always simple as shit

i walk through a door, or just switch with myself in the mirror

i used to snap (my fingers)

but i've yet to break the laws of physics! This is why neuronics was so interesting to my, i figured it would sharpen my imagination or "scenario design" abilities

I even called myself DEMIURGE when i first posted here I was going to craft worlds and shit

and then when i finally found something to "get" again, i started using the genius which has been T R I P P Y

puns, not intended

Nothing quite like spinning the universe around a symbol? even now Im still going through dream soup.

at first I made symbols like a madman, almost as often as i used to jump to change things around but it got messy for a while and i studied some more

Still waiting on the wise details regarding the genius. I've been gathering some "elementon" or components as I call them while at work

been receiving calls from the ocean

might be my place to go with the symbol. not clear yet

Well, there's definitely still time to do that. And, with what the Builder's a-building, should be much easier going here shortly.

It's easier to break the laws of physics when we realize that the laws are inaccurate

Time travel is probably incredibly mundane, all things considered. I don't think I'd be interested in it at all if I was coming from a place closer to the Builder's. Which is maybe why I'm clinging onto it so desperately now, because I know with expanded perspective I'd see how worthless it is. But I think I'd be able to treasure the experience that much more. Like a child who loves a broken toy. The love for the toy isn't diminished when they grow up and realize it's broken (broken in terms of how it was intended to be, fully whole in terms of how much it's loved)

I always had hangups when it came to the "rules" bit of the genius. Felt silly to do them in front of my family and, for a time, I didn't really get out of the house. Change is in the air

I get it. I want my mundane life. Just, the world I see doesn't have quite the arrangements I need. I mean mundane, but I dont mean poor, irritating, drudgerous, arduous, or tiresome.

I just mean mundane, like, to paraphrase TG in one of the conversations with Nefandi he said "Oh I still go and do stuff, Georgeing about"

I found it funny then and now I find that's what I want. I want to keep Stefaning about. I want to know what it means to be Stefan.

Since I know at a certain threshold of development, I wont be the same anymore.

I want to savor it.

AGHHH The rules yeah I kept forgetting them OR the opposite

I still look at the clock and see 7:07 and pull out two hand guns, whispering "pistols" to myself

Or when it's 5:55 i used to announce "five fifty five, come alive" and we would have to dance for a minute

I dont even remember what for. I just let my natural inclination decide whether I want to participate in it or not.

The thing about rules, I guess, is that they establish a function of some kind, it creates conditional effects like logic provides

"if THIS then THAT"

so it's like pseudo-causality

and if taking it all into account, for example, the infinite grid of all possible moments suggests what exactly?

Causality is folk science

Well maybe it's not science at all, but folk magic

ERGO, logic, or the rules, the conditionals or the functions, produce pseudo-causality to empower the symbol

that's my best guess though i have another entirely other best guess

new dates on site

dont miss it!

You’re right. That part was easy. I also think I got my symbol (as if there were a little tree strung with lights but the actual tree was invisible) up at the apex of the entrance.

The trickier part was keeping myself anchored there.

You mentioned you would be in grey pajamas (so having a ‘concrete’ form) but materializing myself in that way is kind of like having hands and a reflection in a dream…a tough ask…

Glad I started trying a bit early, definitely need it.

Hmm, perhaps it best to expand our language.

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I am talking from a waking perspective, where +space and +time are spherical from the onset

As viewed in their positive spatial and positive temporal components, order (radial) and chaos(spherical) are at right angles. Where they overlap is where they can relate and where we can perceive. Thus we have 3 directions all 90 degrees from eachother. And because Fields cannot terminate in space, only in INVERSEspace or upon themselves then the resultants fields of space and time MUST be spherical. (from a waking perspective)


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Generally, It takes two poles to induce AETHER. Magnetism expands out into spasm pulling dielectricity with it. The more space the less the time. As the smaller the space the higher the capacitance with time and dielectricity. IE you can store more magnetism is more space, and you can store more time in less space.


Thus from its outset into positive space and positive time, space and time are Spherical/toroidal/hyperboloidal.


Space is only relational to masses and magnitudes and the distances between them. Space is the measured volume between masses and magnitudes, whose measure is time.

Space is the divergent remainder of counterspace in loss of its inertia in distension from its Ether fulcrum at which point we differentiate this Ether modality as magnetism. "
potential of inertia in discharge, i.e. magnetism = polarization = space

And in this way, motion is the destruction of the space between objects. This shared collapse of space must be Spherical. increased movement is the proportionality of the decreasing sphere of space (= motion).


Thus SPACE = MOTION

But it also implies each object creates there own spherical space and time around them that interacts with the space and time of other objects.

BUT, this is in reference to POSITIVE space and POSITIVE time in the dimension of waking awareness. I'm not sure how to describe INVERSE space or INVERSE time, as the notions of 2d or 3d are nonsensical from that perspective.


Space appears as a bubble...spherical


Probably...

Well, I think I have a physiological intolerance to refined sugar now. That's new

One more question re: "merging" 2012 and 2022: I have some medical debt and I will not lie and say that's not a big reason I want to "go back." I'd like to give no quarter to it, but the collectors won't get off my back. At any rate, will that be re-presented as not-debt if I decide to go through with this?

Yo same. I look at my Java like a cup of chaos almost as if I'm in the chaos simulator Just Cause playing the game where all the chaos objects are colored red to make it easy to see what can be exploded for Fun and Profit.

Just wow. Immediate oxygen deprivation occurs. Balancing with water somewhat~

The sugar is e v e r y w h e r e

They put it in savory stuff, bitter stuff, spicy stuff. They make no sense they-so-irrarional

Or maybe it's on purpose for addiction purpose how many bad guys do exist in parallels of me...

I already cut caffeine out because it made me feel like I was dying (shortness of breath, blurry vision, chest pain, etc.) suddenly after 3 years of drinking energy drinks daily. Now I guess it's the sugar with the same symptoms. Nicotine is last to go I guess!

I decided to take spawnXs advice to not cut cold turkey. After all I tried it and had a meal I wasn't aware had so much sugar. Then I couldn't breathe normally for a few hours. Actually it affected me for longer. Really troublesome.

I will say I feel the blockages, for lack of another way to call them.

Been thinking about plants. What do they do to light then form sugar? Even before it is all refined, they already processed light somehow.

So eating sugars makes me more relative to physicality I suppose and also makes it difficult to pull my own resources. Not even that, the metaphysical seems beyond some barrier in brain. Like I have a stuffy net processing in my body. Like I'm a fish. I ate the sugar bait.

Now it's going to take some days, as the builder said. I don't know how many days but I'm optimistic about it.

ISFP

What would be your go to sugar free:

Breakfast:
Lunch:
Dinner:

I really cannot imagine a world where I give up the sugar. It's too deeply tied in what keeps my childlike relationships relevant.

Chaol dropped the best play 'urban real estate'.
Few levels ahead of the squads attainability.

Peak popping prices.

knock_knock_youre_next

I read claims of some lucid dreamers would patch up with nicotine. Never tried. Must I?

Dude I have no idea. I dropped energy drinks and candy and various purposeless sweets. I'm sure the sugar flows through one way or another.

I did a keto diet a few years back while living on east coast. It was neat but didn't seem that phenomenal. I was less hungry though, and felt pretty creative about designing my own martial arts system. I used to jump as absolutely high as I could and bring my feet up as high as I could and then land as softly as I could. Good training for free running or parkour if you don't want to pay with injuries later.

Childlike relationships will be relative always, never gone, never lost. Candy to me is a symbol of poverty. I never could have it and always wanted it. Stole ice creams and got busted. Cried. Once prayed to God so that I would win a candy prize. I didn't win so I got angry and praid to the devil instead.

This is what refined sweets is to me. Voracious, ravenous, thirsty hoe status starving for some chaos with a gaping stupid mouth and a confused brain ready to betray anyone and even sell one's own soul to get another hit.

I see it that brutally and it feels to me the same. I hope you can understand why seeing clearly feels better.

What are some other forms of chaos I can partake without violating my wellbeing?

I don't follow a tripartite meal schedule. I usually allow my hunger to guide me. I don't always act on my hunger if it's there.

Mostly at this time I am attracted to usual stuff such as veggies, fish and fowl, potato and berries. I might never stop eating berries in my life. I also stopped eating mammal meat almost entirely. It doesn't integrate well.

So I usually eat chicken or fish, vegetable if I can. Though not always, because it doesn't go so conveniently all the time. When it's too much hunger I eat what I can which is usually mixes of stuff.

None of this is strict! I have other motivations too such as preferring to keep a simple diet in the house without too much divergence. Then there is also the idea about death and what it is. What is aging?

It gets complex when discussing metabolism, wellbeing, longevity and similar things. There's something I must breakthrough on my own before I can share the knowledge.

So for now I am 28 and look 18 or so. When I let my facial hair grow I look 24. This is is what has been reported to me.

Personally I am not the one who wants to live long but someone I care about doesn't want to die. So I might as well find out.

That's the idea.