Mind Control...BRAINWASHING...and Psychology...What do you know?

Thank you, Marlin.

The reset of time is fascinating.

I don’t want to go back, but that is the year I began to wake up. It is the year I began to see media different.

The images reminded me of something that disturbed me. It was strange that the images in media could trigger memories.

And here we are today and now. Merry Christmas

Ask Trin..........

Isn’t the wizard with the beard married to Aaron?

So the mind control regarding the anus is being explained by a man who prefers the anus as a source of sexual delight while the OP of the thread is supposedly against such.

Huh.

I understand when instructors teach concepts, and reference material.
Although the wizard and Aaron may have personal experiences that give them such liberty to expound upon the subjects, I would imagine their view or paradigm to be somewhat fixated and skewed.

Marriage has likely made them settle into monogamous sex, as they fight full time against their own confirmation bias (dictated by their desires) to the point of obsession.

It’s sort of like people who smoke marijuana often conclude everyone else is secretory smoking too, but not everyone is.

It’s fun to imagine the world obsessed with shit holes, but there slightly more women than men on the planet and a margin of men who do not find that place to be where their inspiration and moral focus rests.

It’s hard to imagine.

But, evil is everywhere. Fear is promulgated.

Money is generated.

Hence

Survival

So the standard lines:
1) All I say is truth, all you infer is projection.
2) My inspiration is aethereal light, yours is animalistic
3) Fear and violence are why we survive, and defensible for us to use on those grounds alone.

These are lies one is willing to tell you when they are already okay with killing you.

Well, that is fine that you would be okay with them telling you such.

Would it matter what they were saying in that situation.

Surely, you would be alright killing them should they feel it is alright to kill you.

Question those that feel they have authority over you.

You have nothing to lose.

Except the right to talk about what they have already stolen. Just because you don't value it, just because your back is against the wall, just because you think suspense gets more work out of someone than providing even a single answer, doesn't mean that people who see and experience you doing this shit at all levels don't think the less of you for it.

The excuses stopped adding up. The threats made life too miserable to care about continuing. The insularity and xenophobia mean that alienation becomes cancerous and dangerous, and tradition means everyone heads off a cliff rather than change a damn thing. So here's the miracle: it fails. You want to appeal to quantum computing? To magic shows? To propping up the same old lies with astronomical body counts? And you are okay with all this? Because fear and family and blood and loyalty to the fucking ancestors? And over this, the world will be burnt to a cinder? That's the verdict right there. Yeah it's sad, but hey, at least some people got laid a lot and did a lot of drugs and things for which the rest of us got punished and never even had to say they were sorry, right? And that's the whole point. Sad, but a sucker is born every minute. I'm glad to know I was right all along, and that makes it worth it to me.

I wrote a book about it look up
The psychopath machine

More reading. I'll pass. If you haven't explained yourself sufficiently to evoke sympathy after thousands of videos and screeds, perhaps it is time to throw in the towel.

“Except the right to talk about what they have already stolen. Just because you don't value it, just because your back is against the wall, just because you think suspense gets more work out of someone than providing even a single answer, doesn't mean that people who see and experience you doing this shit at all levels don't think the less of you for it.”

Who are you speaking to?

The OP? Another poster? Your own personal Jesus or demon?

There is no Jesus, and the demons on here are hired goons. Their ability to be 'personal' is due to the same mining of data that personalizes ads. I know you can't stop pretending and denying, but the same demands on you rob you of any sympathy from me...uncanny valley and all that. You may be real, you may not, but one thing I know: a person who cannot and will not depart from the script isn't a person I'm inclined to listen to or help. And that's the lot of you.

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Did you come to GLP to help people or learn from people?

What script do speak of? Is someone running a script for you?

Why don’t write your own script and give them a ride?

The consequences are rolling down the pike as we speak and I know there isn't enough pain to punish me for not writing a script as you say and acting as this collective's hero or bagman. You wish to thread the needle between maintaining a tradition you know to be unethical, political decisions you knew to be crimes against humanity, the deals you made with the rich and the powerful, and a general contempt for freethinkers and the poor, and a desire not to be hated for doing hateful things to others. It ended up not working. But I'm the stupid one because I don't care about those who don't care about me. It's a basic exchange, which for normal people requires very little investment. But you guys wanted to be rich and look down on people. Not my fault, and there's no need for me to act as a human shield for all those you've designated to be hurt in your stead simply because you all lack a conscience about what this site does.

Vague. Uncommitted language. Words spoken to an unknown abyss.

Who would you fathom yourself to be speaking to?
Who, if anyone, has power over you?

What is the great unethical decision the encumbers your soul?

Soon, ethics will be obsolete. Comfort yourself with that realization.

Do I work for amoral people or do I get murdered by them? Is that a good enough synopsis?

Oh, you feel that you have to do something or you will get murdered?
What is it that you are to do?

Even talking about it openly serves the purposes of the people who are using illegal methods. Talking about it vaguely makes me look nuts. It is this site, all the main posters, all the esoteric posts are inclined toward this project. And it sucks, because it happened just as I was returning to health, but these people want me to be sick. There is no end to the tasks, the loyalty tests, the insults, the lies, the threats, anything. It just isn't worth it to simply stay alive.

Just as you were coming back to health? What made you sick?
Loyalty tests? There is no loyalty to unjust causes.
Some horrid causes may be just.
The misery is not worth it to stay alive? Don’t you have anything worth living for?
Let’s hope you do.
Too bad you don’t find passion for whatever it is that you are doing.

You and everyone else on this site will never have anything but biblical and other traditions to speak in. There are constant posts about Satan and 'burning' operatives. The pressure is said to make a diamond, but what it does is break a spirit. Why they can't ask an insider to do their dirty work, I have no idea, but it isn't like they are going to get anyone they care about into trouble for it. It's been a waste of nearly a decade, and the only thing I'd have to show for it is the betrayal of my whole value system. Why go on?

True. With your entire value system being betrayed and ten years of absolute misery, end it. All the insiders will be glad you performed whatever dirty work you do.

Say, do you work with commodities or information?

I didn't perform it. It was desired that I forge a manuscript to say something it didn't so false claims could be made, and crimes could be covered up. My conscience about it made me untrustworthy, and so all sorts of psychological warfare was engaged to make me feel evil if I didn't. For nearly ten years now.

So you created a manuscript to look innocent, or make whatever look innocent, yet it is sinister. Your conscience bothered you, thus making you the target of psychological warfare by nefarious Sierra who trusted your loyalty.

It happens. Let’s hope the cause and manuscript is remotely justifiable by a stretch of the conscience and in order for survival.

It isn't. My conscience prevented me from doing the work, then force was applied by others to make me do it. The manuscript is in my computer, and I want to destroy it. Whatever survival is at stake, the value of human life was entirely undermined by the things the people who forced me to forge it were willing to do to get that done. I really don't care if everyone involves loses someone they love, because of the things they were willing to do to someone who posed no risk to them. Now do you get it?

It is terrible when those that pose no risk are so carelessly regarded.
Some manuscripts write themselves by the very will of the people.
Live and let live or don’t.
So be it.

If that were the case, why force me to write it? I lost ten years, and so did they. Just because they couldn't abide being told no?

You are still writing this manuscript that is taking ten years as the ominous, “they,” squeeze it out of you whilst refusing to take, “No,” for an answer. That sounds almost like a writer’s hell. Why are you the chosen hand to create such?

Probably because they couldn't find anyone else. They're cold-blooded killers, so I know if they had someone else, they would have pulled the trigger. Spent half the time making me terrified of them, and the other half saying I shouldn't be afraid of them and to trust them. That is probably the biggest reason it failed. And no, I've done nothing worthy of hell.

Cold blooded killers. Not cold enough for you to keep quiet about them, but for sure cold ones. Half the time you love them and half the time you hate them. Whatever it was, it failed. Sounds like it’s over and not worthy of Hell.
So here you are.

The question of why a cold blooded killer doesn't kill has entirely to do with advantage. Thus, it gets dragged out to the last second. The advantage eventually depends on trust so the initial experience of fear needs to be dispelled in order for that investment of effort to pay off. But the fear was overreach, so what now? That's what I'm asking. When is the person coming to kill me or set me up to be killed? Even after ten years of labor, not even that much can be done in return. Pretty sick. And no, I didn't deserve to be treated this way.

Hunt the hunter. Why wait for them in fear when you can hunt in readiness? Never too old to learn to kill with any common object or anywhere. Make the waiting/hunting look fun and almost playful, then take their breath away with your performance, literally. If you are sick, get a trusted soul to help you.



That’s just my strategy or something. Nothing else to do. What’s your game plan?