CAstro hik,
For you I have IX (9) The Grail Knight,
otherwise known as The Hermit.
The grail knight could be any of the Perfecti. He contemplates the passage of time and events in order to find truth and meaning. Your work is to become detached from the present, to become the still observer. You are probably enjoying the lockdowns more than others because it gives you time to do research into occult and hidden truths. Be careful not to fall in love with your own company too much or become too detached from reality in your journey.
This card represents the fall of Saturn and the rise of the Moon goddess. Saturn is lead. The moon is silver. The terrestrial Adam (I) must fall and die so that the Adam Christ (Christian Rosenkreutz) can be born within you. It would benefit you to study the story of The Chymical Wedding of Christian Rosenkreutz. There are translations you can find online.