Anonymous Coward 38984493,
You have card III(3) Esclarmonde de Foix-The Empress
Cathar women were allowed to become heads of households and families and rule over cities and castles. Many Cathar women created sanctuaries and schools which housed widows, orphans, homeless. You would benefit from studying the life of a woman called Esclarmonde de Foix. She was thought to be a protector of the holy grail. You would also benefit from studying the Egyptian goddess Nut.
This card represents the love of a mother. Fertility. Feminine. Marriage. Wilderness. Nurturing love.
I recommend for you to incorporate copper into your life. Copper has the power to awaken clairvoyance for you. Another useful practice for you would be to combine salt with alcohol in a container. Ignite it to create a smoke offering to the gods of medicine. When making your smoke offering, ask for healing for yourself or the person in your life who is ill right now.