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Anonymous Coward User ID: 79544619 10/27/2020 01:51 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Not quite sure how it fits in my nugget just as yet. Quoting: Travis Bickle I mean, The guy was a DICK! he actually influenced my career in a negative way, BIG-TIME. He was a bit jealous of my path at the time... Was Unscrupulous! Directed me a couple of times to violate rights and do bad things. I never did them and he had it out for me after that. Anyway... He ate a bullet night before last and the phone tree delivered the news to me. (It was an old buddy of mine that called me because, the department didn't keep up on numbers). Well... Here I sit. Feeling bad that he got so low as to kill himself and, at the same time, not at all sad about it. It's an odd feeling, Indifference.... How old was he? Last night I got email from someone who knew me online in 1995. Stranger than hell. . |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 79529128 10/27/2020 01:54 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Not quite sure how it fits in my nugget just as yet. Quoting: Travis Bickle I mean, The guy was a DICK! he actually influenced my career in a negative way, BIG-TIME. He was a bit jealous of my path at the time... Was Unscrupulous! Directed me a couple of times to violate rights and do bad things. I never did them and he had it out for me after that. Anyway... He ate a bullet night before last and the phone tree delivered the news to me. (It was an old buddy of mine that called me because, the department didn't keep up on numbers). Well... Here I sit. Feeling bad that he got so low as to kill himself and, at the same time, not at all sad about it. It's an odd feeling, Indifference.... 155,000 people die everyday. Over 5,000 children Because they don’t have access to clean water Do you feel indifferent about that? Have you ever noticed? Over 2,000,000 Americans have died since the first of the year, shed any tears? |
Travis Bickle
(OP) Vigilantes need love too.... User ID: 72715998 United States 10/27/2020 01:56 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Not quite sure how it fits in my nugget just as yet. Quoting: Travis Bickle I mean, The guy was a DICK! he actually influenced my career in a negative way, BIG-TIME. He was a bit jealous of my path at the time... Was Unscrupulous! Directed me a couple of times to violate rights and do bad things. I never did them and he had it out for me after that. Anyway... He ate a bullet night before last and the phone tree delivered the news to me. (It was an old buddy of mine that called me because, the department didn't keep up on numbers). Well... Here I sit. Feeling bad that he got so low as to kill himself and, at the same time, not at all sad about it. It's an odd feeling, Indifference.... 155,000 people die everyday. Over 5,000 children Because they don’t have access to clean water Do you feel indifferent about that? Have you ever noticed? Over 2,000,000 Americans have died since the first of the year, shed any tears? Umm, No man. Not a one. One of these days... A *REAL* rain is gonna come and wash all this scum off the streets. |
Travis Bickle
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Lupe_Ate_My_Taco's
User ID: 78131002 United States 10/27/2020 01:58 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Not quite sure how it fits in my nugget just as yet. Quoting: Travis Bickle I mean, The guy was a DICK! he actually influenced my career in a negative way, BIG-TIME. He was a bit jealous of my path at the time... Was Unscrupulous! Directed me a couple of times to violate rights and do bad things. I never did them and he had it out for me after that. Anyway... He ate a bullet night before last and the phone tree delivered the news to me. (It was an old buddy of mine that called me because, the department didn't keep up on numbers). Well... Here I sit. Feeling bad that he got so low as to kill himself and, at the same time, not at all sad about it. It's an odd feeling, Indifference.... Yep, it happens, I have had bad ones, good ones and just plain mixed up ones off themselves while on active duty and during retirement. The bad one's seem to always have it coming for them. The good ones, it always sucks and the mixed up ones, just made an impulsive permanent decision. You never forget them whether they were good or bad, it is what it is. You know the drill .... Suck it up and drive on, what's done is done. Still have a drink and do a "Roll Call" for him in your head, and find something good to remember him by and then lock it away forever. Last Edited by Lupe_Ate_My_Taco's on 10/27/2020 01:59 AM XRP & XLM XRP = eXchange Rate Peg (Wholesale) XLM = eXchange Liquidity Measure (Retail) NESARA / GESARA |
Travis Bickle
(OP) Vigilantes need love too.... User ID: 72715998 United States 10/27/2020 02:00 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Not quite sure how it fits in my nugget just as yet. Quoting: Travis Bickle I mean, The guy was a DICK! he actually influenced my career in a negative way, BIG-TIME. He was a bit jealous of my path at the time... Was Unscrupulous! Directed me a couple of times to violate rights and do bad things. I never did them and he had it out for me after that. Anyway... He ate a bullet night before last and the phone tree delivered the news to me. (It was an old buddy of mine that called me because, the department didn't keep up on numbers). Well... Here I sit. Feeling bad that he got so low as to kill himself and, at the same time, not at all sad about it. It's an odd feeling, Indifference.... How old was he? Last night I got email from someone who knew me online in 1995. Stranger than hell. . 58... One of these days... A *REAL* rain is gonna come and wash all this scum off the streets. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 6491436 United States 10/27/2020 02:04 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Not quite sure how it fits in my nugget just as yet. Quoting: Travis Bickle I mean, The guy was a DICK! he actually influenced my career in a negative way, BIG-TIME. He was a bit jealous of my path at the time... Was Unscrupulous! Directed me a couple of times to violate rights and do bad things. I never did them and he had it out for me after that. Anyway... He ate a bullet night before last and the phone tree delivered the news to me. (It was an old buddy of mine that called me because, the department didn't keep up on numbers). Well... Here I sit. Feeling bad that he got so low as to kill himself and, at the same time, not at all sad about it. It's an odd feeling, Indifference.... Good. I hope all the shitheads in the world kill themselves soon. Good riddance. |
Travis Bickle
(OP) Vigilantes need love too.... User ID: 72715998 United States 10/27/2020 02:05 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Not quite sure how it fits in my nugget just as yet. Quoting: Travis Bickle I mean, The guy was a DICK! he actually influenced my career in a negative way, BIG-TIME. He was a bit jealous of my path at the time... Was Unscrupulous! Directed me a couple of times to violate rights and do bad things. I never did them and he had it out for me after that. Anyway... He ate a bullet night before last and the phone tree delivered the news to me. (It was an old buddy of mine that called me because, the department didn't keep up on numbers). Well... Here I sit. Feeling bad that he got so low as to kill himself and, at the same time, not at all sad about it. It's an odd feeling, Indifference.... Yep, it happens, I have had bad ones, good ones and just plain mixed up ones off themselves while on active duty and during retirement. The bad one's seem to always have it coming for them. The good ones, it always sucks and the mixed up ones, just made an impulsive permanent decision. You never forget them whether they were good or bad, it is what it is. You know the drill .... Suck it up and drive on, what's done is done. Still have a drink and do a "Roll Call" for him in your head, and find something good to remember him by and then lock it away forever. Lupe... Damn dude. You always know what to say. It's like, you been there... I'm gonna definitely keep driving on. That's what I do! One of these days... A *REAL* rain is gonna come and wash all this scum off the streets. |
Travis Bickle
(OP) Vigilantes need love too.... User ID: 72715998 United States 10/27/2020 02:06 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Not quite sure how it fits in my nugget just as yet. Quoting: Travis Bickle I mean, The guy was a DICK! he actually influenced my career in a negative way, BIG-TIME. He was a bit jealous of my path at the time... Was Unscrupulous! Directed me a couple of times to violate rights and do bad things. I never did them and he had it out for me after that. Anyway... He ate a bullet night before last and the phone tree delivered the news to me. (It was an old buddy of mine that called me because, the department didn't keep up on numbers). Well... Here I sit. Feeling bad that he got so low as to kill himself and, at the same time, not at all sad about it. It's an odd feeling, Indifference.... Good. I hope all the shitheads in the world kill themselves soon. Good riddance. One of these days... A *REAL* rain is gonna come and wash all this scum off the streets. |
Lupe_Ate_My_Taco's
User ID: 78131002 United States 10/27/2020 02:06 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Not quite sure how it fits in my nugget just as yet. Quoting: Travis Bickle I mean, The guy was a DICK! he actually influenced my career in a negative way, BIG-TIME. He was a bit jealous of my path at the time... Was Unscrupulous! Directed me a couple of times to violate rights and do bad things. I never did them and he had it out for me after that. Anyway... He ate a bullet night before last and the phone tree delivered the news to me. (It was an old buddy of mine that called me because, the department didn't keep up on numbers). Well... Here I sit. Feeling bad that he got so low as to kill himself and, at the same time, not at all sad about it. It's an odd feeling, Indifference.... Good. I hope all the shitheads in the world kill themselves soon. Good riddance. well, arn't you just a ray of sunshine on a gloomy-day XRP & XLM XRP = eXchange Rate Peg (Wholesale) XLM = eXchange Liquidity Measure (Retail) NESARA / GESARA |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 79527243 10/27/2020 02:08 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Not quite sure how it fits in my nugget just as yet. Quoting: Travis Bickle I mean, The guy was a DICK! he actually influenced my career in a negative way, BIG-TIME. He was a bit jealous of my path at the time... Was Unscrupulous! Directed me a couple of times to violate rights and do bad things. I never did them and he had it out for me after that. Anyway... He ate a bullet night before last and the phone tree delivered the news to me. (It was an old buddy of mine that called me because, the department didn't keep up on numbers). Well... Here I sit. Feeling bad that he got so low as to kill himself and, at the same time, not at all sad about it. It's an odd feeling, Indifference.... How old was he? Last night I got email from someone who knew me online in 1995. Stranger than hell. . 58... Francoeur? |
Fluffy Pancakes
User ID: 75929767 United States 10/27/2020 02:12 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Sorry for that, Travis. It's never easy. Even when you're not heavily invested. Things are bad enough, there is no need to make anything up. ~Fluffy "Never interrupt an enemy in the process of destroying himself." Quercitin and zinc...Get it. Take it. Visit howbad.info...If you took the shot, for sure. |
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Travis Bickle
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 69368754 United States 10/27/2020 02:41 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Not quite sure how it fits in my nugget just as yet. Quoting: Travis Bickle I mean, The guy was a DICK! he actually influenced my career in a negative way, BIG-TIME. He was a bit jealous of my path at the time... Was Unscrupulous! Directed me a couple of times to violate rights and do bad things. I never did them and he had it out for me after that. Anyway... He ate a bullet night before last and the phone tree delivered the news to me. (It was an old buddy of mine that called me because, the department didn't keep up on numbers). Well... Here I sit. Feeling bad that he got so low as to kill himself and, at the same time, not at all sad about it. It's an odd feeling, Indifference.... How old was he? Last night I got email from someone who knew me online in 1995. Stranger than hell. . 58... yeah. you reach a point where you have no purpose in this world. I'm 62 and have seen it. The way to go isn't shooting yourself, though, it's either nitrogen or helium gas. It's a very strange and dysfunctional period we are in. . |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 78619133 United States 10/27/2020 02:49 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | maybe not a good time to post this with all the depressions and suicides..dont let that dick influence someone close to the edge. Travis...just Ramones him away: "Hate to see you go,go,go,go...GOODBYE! (he sounds like a turd and you know what to do!) |
Don Draper from Nantucket
User ID: 57553864 United States 10/27/2020 03:08 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You never know what is going on in another's head. I understand just how helpless and low a person can get...to a degree, but we only get one chance at this thing called life and you might as well live it to the fullest! Try not to dwell too long on it and move on, is all we can do. Good luck Brother PLATA BITCHEZZZZZZ UPGRADE UNAVAILABLE The Rolling Stones said it best... "What's confusing you is the nature of my game" |
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Travis Bickle
(OP) Vigilantes need love too.... User ID: 72715998 United States 10/27/2020 03:34 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Not quite sure how it fits in my nugget just as yet. Quoting: Travis Bickle I mean, The guy was a DICK! he actually influenced my career in a negative way, BIG-TIME. He was a bit jealous of my path at the time... Was Unscrupulous! Directed me a couple of times to violate rights and do bad things. I never did them and he had it out for me after that. Anyway... He ate a bullet night before last and the phone tree delivered the news to me. (It was an old buddy of mine that called me because, the department didn't keep up on numbers). Well... Here I sit. Feeling bad that he got so low as to kill himself and, at the same time, not at all sad about it. It's an odd feeling, Indifference.... How old was he? Last night I got email from someone who knew me online in 1995. Stranger than hell. . 58... yeah. you reach a point where you have no purpose in this world. I'm 62 and have seen it. The way to go isn't shooting yourself, though, it's either nitrogen or helium gas. It's a very strange and dysfunctional period we are in. . Careful man... I've seen that. It's not pretty. Though most methods aren't. Stay well. Stay strong. Hit me up if you wanna talk. One of these days... A *REAL* rain is gonna come and wash all this scum off the streets. |
Travis Bickle
(OP) Vigilantes need love too.... User ID: 72715998 United States 10/27/2020 03:35 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | maybe not a good time to post this with all the depressions and suicides..dont let that dick influence someone close to the edge. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 78619133 Travis...just Ramones him away: "Hate to see you go,go,go,go...GOODBYE! (he sounds like a turd and you know what to do!) You get it. One of these days... A *REAL* rain is gonna come and wash all this scum off the streets. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 78619133 United States 10/27/2020 03:40 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | maybe not a good time to post this with all the depressions and suicides..dont let that dick influence someone close to the edge. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 78619133 Travis...just Ramones him away: "Hate to see you go,go,go,go...GOODBYE! (he sounds like a turd and you know what to do!) You get it. Cheers! the sack is calling! |
Travis Bickle
(OP) Vigilantes need love too.... User ID: 72715998 United States 10/27/2020 03:40 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You never know what is going on in another's head. I understand just how helpless and low a person can get...to a degree, but we only get one chance at this thing called life and you might as well live it to the fullest! Try not to dwell too long on it and move on, is all we can do. Quoting: Don Draper from Nantucket Good luck Brother Thank you D! I'm not at all near the point he was. Just trying to cope with caring and not caring at the same time. I mean, it ALWAYS made sense when dealing with an enemy. I'd never lose sleep over something like that but, a "friend" that was also an enemy? Like Lupe said earlier... Find the good parts. There were a couple of those times. I'm Just trying to process it. One of these days... A *REAL* rain is gonna come and wash all this scum off the streets. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 79546688 Italy 10/27/2020 03:48 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Not quite sure how it fits in my nugget just as yet. Quoting: Travis Bickle I mean, The guy was a DICK! he actually influenced my career in a negative way, BIG-TIME. He was a bit jealous of my path at the time... Was Unscrupulous! Directed me a couple of times to violate rights and do bad things. I never did them and he had it out for me after that. Anyway... He ate a bullet night before last and the phone tree delivered the news to me. (It was an old buddy of mine that called me because, the department didn't keep up on numbers). Well... Here I sit. Feeling bad that he got so low as to kill himself and, at the same time, not at all sad about it. It's an odd feeling, Indifference.... 155,000 people die everyday. Over 5,000 children Because they don’t have access to clean water Do you feel indifferent about that? Have you ever noticed? Over 2,000,000 Americans have died since the first of the year, shed any tears? People die, period. What they say about finding peace and all that stuff before you die, are just words of being selfish, you find peace for yourself, it is only about yourself, because a lot live normal life, thousands of humans die everyday without the opportunity to find peace or to prepare for it, for all short of reasons. Life is only a part of a journey, for some it is not even part of the journey, just a glance and puff they gone. And everything is imprinted into our dna, to not feel indifferent about death for others or close to us after a while, because it is defense for living, imprinted into us. It is funny and very lonely the path of life for all. Even if most have not realized it until it is too late, cause then not only you can't find peace, but fear assimilates you whilst darkness is covering your mortal path. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 79546688 Italy 10/27/2020 04:04 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You never know what is going on in another's head. I understand just how helpless and low a person can get...to a degree, but we only get one chance at this thing called life and you might as well live it to the fullest! Try not to dwell too long on it and move on, is all we can do. Quoting: Don Draper from Nantucket Good luck Brother Thank you D! I'm not at all near the point he was. Just trying to cope with caring and not caring at the same time. I mean, it ALWAYS made sense when dealing with an enemy. I'd never lose sleep over something like that but, a "friend" that was also an enemy? Like Lupe said earlier... Find the good parts. There were a couple of those times. I'm Just trying to process it. Practically to summarize, you knew him, he did not treat you right, but now that he killed himself which is different than to just die actually, you are feeling empty on what you should feel about, because you feel from inside that every dead deserves respect, as we all will die at some point. See it as a game, when a good opponent is defeated, depending of the time you had spent with him, you could feel empty for a while, like everything now is starting from zero, maybe it is one less opponent that knew you, so had something to say about you, at the end if you are the only one left, who is to remember you, even for a while, as a thought even if it passes and go. So, you remembered him. :), that is enough, now move on. The same goes for a bad opponent, to a less degree of course for different reasons perhaps but still it is them, that think of us after death that makes us stay alive. |
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