Please send my family prayers, we could use all the love we can get.

So today I was able to sit with her for a few minutes, her covid test came back negative so one person at a time was allowed in.

She was responsive, but not very much. I could tell she could hear me. But she wouldn't open her eyes. I know she did open her eyes with her kids when they asked if she wanted a DNR when her ventilator comes out. She opened them wide and nodded yes.

Today doctors tried to lower the oxygen to see if the ventilator could be turned off and she started to crash. She's just not strong enough. Tomorrow morning, the ventilator is coming out.

Today I got to tell her how much I love her. How much her brother (my Dad who she's lived with for 18 years) loves her. I told her I would take care of him no matter what, and for her not to worry about him. I said he wouldn't be alone, and she nodded her head and squeezed my hand (lightly). I know she could hear me.

The doctors don't have high hopes. I could see it in their faces. Too much damage was done, and it apparently wasn't the first event she had, she had more that went untreated.

I just pray she isn't in pain. I'm glad she and her Son and Daughter have a chance to say goodbye, many people don't get that.

I will pray for your aunt. I can tell you love her very much.

You're a good person, Brandywine. Your aunt is lucky to have you in her life. I think she heard you, too. It's hard to let go of the people we love. I've lost both parents in the last 3 years. My mom passed last year with dementia. She didn't know us and couldn't talk at the end. It was the hardest and yet the easiest thing to tell her it was ok to let go and see dad and her family. She was ready. I miss her every day.

When that time comes for your aunt, give her your blessing to move on. Her passing will be easier. Remind her of your love for her.

Sending more prayers up for you all for peace of mind, comfort and love. I'm also asking for angels to guide the staff and your aunt. I promise they are there.

Truth!

Prayers daily for healing and full recovery of function for your aunt.

you did good, OP. Prayers for your well-being too.

My aunt needs prayers. This weekend she had a cardiac event and died in my car. I got her to the ER and they brought her back. She is in the ICU right now and its touch and go. I can't go in there because of covid. Please, I don't ask for much, I beg for prayers.

I've never felt so helpless in my entire life, knowing I needed to be doing CPR, but I was driving so all I could do was hold her up with one hand and drive with the other. Time was moving so slowly.

She is alive, but she died two times, and was without oxygen and we don't know the extent of the damage yet because she needs to have a negative covid test before they will do a CT scan on her brain. The results should be back in an hour or two.

Thank you so much for the heartfelt prayers. I appreciate each and every one of you! No word yet on her tests, I will update tomorrow as there will be more doctors and staff available to speak in the daytime. She is stable right now, and sedated but responded to stimuli earlier. That's something for me to rest on for the evening.

I am so overwhelmed right now and can't pick an emotion, I don't know why I keep settling on guilt. But I can't help but feel it. All I wanted to do was pull over and do CPR (I am trained), but I knew an ambulance would not have gotten her there sooner. There was no time and it came out of nowhere and so fast.

I feel guilty.

I feel guilty because I know she told me she wanted a DNR a few years ago, but she never got paperwork for it. I feel guilty because I demanded they do everything in their power to keep her alive until her two kids got there, because they have the ultimate say, not me. I'm glad they got there before she was transferred to the ICU, they got to hold her hands. They got to tell her they loved her. But I just feel guilt. I know I'm being unreasonable with myself. I'd do it all over again the same way. Maybe its just exhaustion.

My aunt needs prayers. This weekend she had a cardiac event and died in my car. I got her to the ER and they brought her back. She is in the ICU right now and its touch and go. I can't go in there because of covid. Please, I don't ask for much, I beg for prayers.

I've never felt so helpless in my entire life, knowing I needed to be doing CPR, but I was driving so all I could do was hold her up with one hand and drive with the other. Time was moving so slowly.

She is alive, but she died two times, and was without oxygen and we don't know the extent of the damage yet because she needs to have a negative covid test before they will do a CT scan on her brain. The results should be back in an hour or two.

Praying right now.

"May the Lord provide comfort and healing to you and your Aunt. I pray that God guides the doctors and nurses towards a solution."

It is in God's hands now. Know that there are people here that care about you even though we may appear as strangers, we are ALL God's children, and that makes unrelated on the most basic level.

My aunt needs prayers. This weekend she had a cardiac event and died in my car. I got her to the ER and they brought her back. She is in the ICU right now and its touch and go. I can't go in there because of covid. Please, I don't ask for much, I beg for prayers.

I've never felt so helpless in my entire life, knowing I needed to be doing CPR, but I was driving so all I could do was hold her up with one hand and drive with the other. Time was moving so slowly.

She is alive, but she died two times, and was without oxygen and we don't know the extent of the damage yet because she needs to have a negative covid test before they will do a CT scan on her brain. The results should be back in an hour or two.