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Zovalex
User ID: 77432258 United States 09/28/2020 08:51 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Nice to see you again, SS. In your previous incarnation, you were always one of the posters whose threads I would look for and follow. You always posted mind-bending content that I enjoyed. I wish you would return here more often. . “Mental slavery is the worst form of slavery. It gives you the illusion of freedom, makes you trust, love, and defend your oppressor, while making an enemy of those who are trying to free you or open your eyes.” -Fiyah “None are more hopelessly enslaved than those who falsely believe they are free.” -Johann Wolfgang von Goethe “You have been programmed to resist the very person that is here to set you free, from the prison of your Mind... You are not free... everything you are has been manufactured by Minds that have not your best interest. You are imprisoned by beliefs and not reality. Religions are mental programs to imprison your Mind.” -SOL |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 73043282 United States 09/28/2020 08:52 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Lovely. I just became aware of the supraconscious last night. Or at least aware that I was aware. I was CRAZY dipolar before - from childhood to adulthood, I lived from both the deepest depths of the subconscious to the highest of the supra. That was 40 years of the most excruciating existential crises ever. Still blocked a little in the slide through the perspectives. I miss the clear signal from the supra. |
Sicksent
(OP) User ID: 77867334 United States 09/28/2020 09:15 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yes and no. I have no choice after I started. I was beaten beyond measure. Hence my disappearance and retreat. In every direction I chose to look into, I only saw defeat. For a time, I lost EVERYTHING. A single moment started it. In every direction the light grew dimmer if deciding to trod any paths away from me. I isolated, and was torn apart in every way. When I found any type of solace or succor, I clung to it like a needy beggar, like a junkie... when nothing worked to change my condition, I began destroying everything around me. Pain, meet PAIN. ...ah, what the hell |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 73043282 United States 09/28/2020 09:17 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yes and no. I have no choice after I started. I was beaten beyond measure. Hence my disappearance and retreat. In every direction I chose to look into, I only saw defeat. For a time, I lost EVERYTHING. A single moment started it. In every direction the light grew dimmer if deciding to trod any paths away from me. I isolated, and was torn apart in every way. When I found any type of solace or succor, I clung to it like a needy beggar, like a junkie... when nothing worked to change my condition, I began destroying everything around me. Pain, meet PAIN. Fucking A. Sounds exactly like what I went through. Did you ever watch the dismantling of your old self/conceptual body of substance (I dont know how else to describe it). That went on for over a week for me. It was brutal. |
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(OP) User ID: 77867334 United States 09/28/2020 09:18 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Lovely. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 73043282 I just became aware of the supraconscious last night. Or at least aware that I was aware. I was CRAZY dipolar before - from childhood to adulthood, I lived from both the deepest depths of the subconscious to the highest of the supra. That was 40 years of the most excruciating existential crises ever. Still blocked a little in the slide through the perspectives. I miss the clear signal from the supra. As does everything, it all comes and goes in waves. We'll have our peaks, and our troughs, as existence will define through us. ...ah, what the hell |
I_am_who_I_am
User ID: 77603895 United States 09/28/2020 09:22 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Welcome back Are you feeling better now? |
Sicksent
(OP) User ID: 77867334 United States 09/28/2020 09:27 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Nice to see you again, SS. Quoting: Zovalex In your previous incarnation, you were always one of the posters whose threads I would look for and follow. You always posted mind-bending content that I enjoyed. I wish you would return here more often. . My last 4 years or so have not been a time of fun or joy. In every meaning of the words, I was broken until not a single thing left of my life was NOT broken. I enjoyed immensely the era of Swinging on Spirals. I still wish to share so much. The great work does not deserve to be silent/silenced. ...ah, what the hell |
Sicksent
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Zovalex
User ID: 77432258 United States 09/28/2020 09:33 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Nice to see you again, SS. Quoting: Zovalex In your previous incarnation, you were always one of the posters whose threads I would look for and follow. You always posted mind-bending content that I enjoyed. I wish you would return here more often. . My last 4 years or so have not been a time of fun or joy. In every meaning of the words, I was broken until not a single thing left of my life was NOT broken. I enjoyed immensely the era of Swinging on Spirals. I still wish to share so much. The great work does not deserve to be silent/silenced. It’s my honor to upgrade your membership, friend. Your knowledge can benefit so very many here, and you will find tremendous support from the GLP community. . “Mental slavery is the worst form of slavery. It gives you the illusion of freedom, makes you trust, love, and defend your oppressor, while making an enemy of those who are trying to free you or open your eyes.” -Fiyah “None are more hopelessly enslaved than those who falsely believe they are free.” -Johann Wolfgang von Goethe “You have been programmed to resist the very person that is here to set you free, from the prison of your Mind... You are not free... everything you are has been manufactured by Minds that have not your best interest. You are imprisoned by beliefs and not reality. Religions are mental programs to imprison your Mind.” -SOL |
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I_am_who_I_am
User ID: 77603895 United States 09/28/2020 09:39 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | If you descend to the very bottom you can use that as a springboard to shoot up faster to the very top. The things that don't kill us really do make us stronger if we can grow from them. I'm sorry about the pain that you have been through the last few years but I hope that you utilize it all for tremendous strength. |
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Sicksent
(OP) User ID: 77867334 United States 09/28/2020 09:45 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yes and no. I have no choice after I started. I was beaten beyond measure. Hence my disappearance and retreat. In every direction I chose to look into, I only saw defeat. For a time, I lost EVERYTHING. A single moment started it. In every direction the light grew dimmer if deciding to trod any paths away from me. I isolated, and was torn apart in every way. When I found any type of solace or succor, I clung to it like a needy beggar, like a junkie... when nothing worked to change my condition, I began destroying everything around me. Pain, meet PAIN. Fucking A. Sounds exactly like what I went through. Did you ever watch the dismantling of your old self/conceptual body of substance (I dont know how else to describe it). That went on for over a week for me. It was brutal. I think we all go through a different "desemblence" of our self. I think that it becomes a crescendo of inner turmoil, that for the fact we are eternal, would rend us asunder into meaningless fading echoes of what our lives have tried to attain. But for the idea we are eternal, the meaningless becomes known to be a false construction imposed upon us from our external experiences. Being rent asunder, yet finding ourselves still able to attain sovereignty if only having the willpower and fortitude to carry on, well...we find meaning and grace being fat greater than any pain we are meant to endure. We have MEANING. And it is greater than we can imagine. We can't grasp that. But we WILL experience it. ...ah, what the hell |
Sicksent
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Sync User ID: 76854568 United Kingdom 09/28/2020 09:46 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yes and no. I have no choice after I started. I was beaten beyond measure. Hence my disappearance and retreat. In every direction I chose to look into, I only saw defeat. For a time, I lost EVERYTHING. A single moment started it. In every direction the light grew dimmer if deciding to trod any paths away from me. I isolated, and was torn apart in every way. When I found any type of solace or succor, I clung to it like a needy beggar, like a junkie... when nothing worked to change my condition, I began destroying everything around me. Pain, meet PAIN. Some shamanic initiation processes can be as brutal during as they are breathtakingly life affirming after. The most liberating lessons we could ever hope for are often those we barely manage to survive. Congratulations, man. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 76932923 France 09/28/2020 09:49 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yes and no. I have no choice after I started. I was beaten beyond measure. Hence my disappearance and retreat. In every direction I chose to look into, I only saw defeat. For a time, I lost EVERYTHING. A single moment started it. In every direction the light grew dimmer if deciding to trod any paths away from me. I isolated, and was torn apart in every way. When I found any type of solace or succor, I clung to it like a needy beggar, like a junkie... when nothing worked to change my condition, I began destroying everything around me. Pain, meet PAIN. Fucking A. Sounds exactly like what I went through. Did you ever watch the dismantling of your old self/conceptual body of substance (I dont know how else to describe it). That went on for over a week for me. It was brutal. I think we all go through a different "desemblence" of our self. I think that it becomes a crescendo of inner turmoil, that for the fact we are eternal, would rend us asunder into meaningless fading echoes of what our lives have tried to attain. But for the idea we are eternal, the meaningless becomes known to be a false construction imposed upon us from our external experiences. Being rent asunder, yet finding ourselves still able to attain sovereignty if only having the willpower and fortitude to carry on, well...we find meaning and grace being fat greater than any pain we are meant to endure. We have MEANING. And it is greater than we can imagine. We can't grasp that. But we WILL experience it. what is the spectrum for our lives to have meaning, are we are jumping straight into the philosophical? |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 76932923 France 09/28/2020 09:57 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | hey, all wallets on the table, don't anybody do anything stupid! did the nine checksum produce any patterns that opened mental doors, conscious or unconscious via reasonings? the nine pattern as far as i could determine produced a closed deterministic universe. then quantum became popular! |
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Sicksent
(OP) User ID: 77867334 United States 09/28/2020 10:22 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | hey, all wallets on the table, don't anybody do anything stupid! did the nine checksum produce any patterns that opened mental doors, conscious or unconscious via reasonings? the nine pattern as far as i could determine produced a closed deterministic universe. then quantum became popular! The nine pattern and its 'checksum' as you termed it, I would say, is akin to a gate and the process of moving through it, or not. It's not the gate. Not the gatekeeper. Not the mover. Not the static. It is not the lock. It is not the key. It is the condition of placing the key into the lock and turning it the correct direction in order to open the way. It is everywhere and nowhere, all dependent on conditions of overall environment. ...ah, what the hell |
Xenophon
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(OP) User ID: 77867334 United States 09/28/2020 10:27 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | hey, all wallets on the table, don't anybody do anything stupid! did the nine checksum produce any patterns that opened mental doors, conscious or unconscious via reasonings? the nine pattern as far as i could determine produced a closed deterministic universe. then quantum became popular! Because it forms a loop in its patterning. ALL PATTERNS being expressed do this by the very nature of what they ARE or are not. Deterministic universe is in its own words, a closed system. Imbue a closed system with the inner voice of the eternal that becomes an active participant and the closed system is breached in places to become an open system. How large is consciousness? ...ah, what the hell |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 76932923 France 09/28/2020 10:31 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | hey, all wallets on the table, don't anybody do anything stupid! did the nine checksum produce any patterns that opened mental doors, conscious or unconscious via reasonings? the nine pattern as far as i could determine produced a closed deterministic universe. then quantum became popular! The nine pattern and its 'checksum' as you termed it, I would say, is akin to a gate and the process of moving through it, or not. It's not the gate. Not the gatekeeper. Not the mover. Not the static. It is not the lock. It is not the key. It is the condition of placing the key into the lock and turning it the correct direction in order to open the way. It is everywhere and nowhere, all dependent on conditions of overall environment. it sounds like the hindu vedic sun sign. facing all directions, and yet if you face it right it as one meaning and if you face it left it has the identical opposition meaning! |
Sicksent
(OP) User ID: 77867334 United States 09/28/2020 10:31 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Nice to see you again, SS. Quoting: Zovalex In your previous incarnation, you were always one of the posters whose threads I would look for and follow. You always posted mind-bending content that I enjoyed. I wish you would return here more often. . My last 4 years or so have not been a time of fun or joy. In every meaning of the words, I was broken until not a single thing left of my life was NOT broken. I enjoyed immensely the era of Swinging on Spirals. I still wish to share so much. The great work does not deserve to be silent/silenced. It’s my honor to upgrade your membership, friend. Your knowledge can benefit so very many here, and you will find tremendous support from the GLP community. . *tipping my hat ...ah, what the hell |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 76932923 France 09/28/2020 10:35 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | hey, all wallets on the table, don't anybody do anything stupid! did the nine checksum produce any patterns that opened mental doors, conscious or unconscious via reasonings? the nine pattern as far as i could determine produced a closed deterministic universe. then quantum became popular! Because it forms a loop in its patterning. ALL PATTERNS being expressed do this by the very nature of what they ARE or are not. Deterministic universe is in its own words, a closed system. Imbue a closed system with the inner voice of the eternal that becomes an active participant and the closed system is breached in places to become an open system. How large is consciousness? consciousness is the dependent on the vantage point! |
Sicksent
(OP) User ID: 77867334 United States 09/28/2020 10:36 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Yes and no. I have no choice after I started. I was beaten beyond measure. Hence my disappearance and retreat. In every direction I chose to look into, I only saw defeat. For a time, I lost EVERYTHING. A single moment started it. In every direction the light grew dimmer if deciding to trod any paths away from me. I isolated, and was torn apart in every way. When I found any type of solace or succor, I clung to it like a needy beggar, like a junkie... when nothing worked to change my condition, I began destroying everything around me. Pain, meet PAIN. Some shamanic initiation processes can be as brutal during as they are breathtakingly life affirming after. The most liberating lessons we could ever hope for are often those we barely manage to survive. Congratulations, man. Hell wears many disguises, and comes in near infinite flavors. It's power lies in its precision of execution. ...ah, what the hell |