OMG, somebody HELP!!! I'm desperate!!

Hello LG - when you replied to Louis about all the terrible things that have happened in your life, and how you got through it. But maybe this is about a build up of it all, and you still have some sadness to process.

I know one thing for sure, all the suggestions about the various meds you should try - no way.

Try to find a good person to talk to about everything.




And I think Bodhi suggested a lotus tea

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When I say I will try drugs, people start getting super mad, saying I am swapping one crutch for another, and then that fucks with my head even more!

I think Im going to go with other things for now, and then try something more conventional around the month mark. I can see myself capitulating around the month mark..

Im so glad that you eventually went back to normal. Reassuring.

She simply won't. I have asked her.

She has zero tolerance for trolls and inane posts so she would get nothing from here sadly.

I just share with her what I know she would be interested in and have shared her ho made chainmail and jewelry, she has a talent for it and is making me a silver, a black, and a dark polychromic necktie all from chainmail.

They're not done yet, but look incredible.

She made this as a gift for a member who needed it and we sent it via priority post to them. [link to imgur.com (secure)]

Last Edited by Louis in Richmond on 08/23/2020 09:14 PM

Perhaps Sloane, especially the miscarriage. That one shook me up really hard. I mean there are so many possibilities, its impossible to know exactly what, maybe its a combination of everything.

I wont do meds for now, but I may for the sake of my sanity of I don't get better in a month from now. What other choice will I have?

Thanks for showing up. We haven't always got along, but I'm not one to hold a grudge. And I'm glad to see neither are you :)

You need deliverance.

Imwriting it all down, thanks.

Meds will come after all natural attempts have failed.

True.

Aww bless, well tell her to just ignore the trolls. Show her this tread and my karma. .at its all part of parcel of glp lol

Oh I like it, Im sure Lance loved it! Is this her former line of work or a hobby on the side?

Tell her from she has talent

Absolutely not.

Buddy list!!

This is her stress relief, I'll pass on your compliment and will share a picture of me wearing a tie in the foodie thread and send you the link when I post it. When she worked she carried many items with her and made hundreds of dollars in sales.

Now being a homebody she no longer has the sales exposure and has switched to making chainmail. It's quite the challenge and making a mistake requiring something be taken apart to fix leaves her in tears. She is getting better at her creations over the months of working and gaining experience.

I don't think there's any way to stop or reverse it once the floodgates have been opened. Totally get why you don't want this, the process can be destructive to the material world of those it arises in. Best thing is to go with the flow as much as you can, fighting it only makes it worse and more symptoms can manifest. Personally I had to get used to going to sleep in a heightened state of awareness/with high energy. In the beginning it was difficult so I would watch TV shows in bed and fall asleep with them still going (TV automatically turned itself off)

This website covers the topic from a few different perspectives

[link to garyosborn.moonfruit.com]

It's a shock to the system but try to have some trust and faith that it will work out in the end, if indeed this is the issue

Sounds like you might have had undiagnosed mild Bipolar Disorder and your experiment set it off along with your age.
Old people are often tired all the time because they have to sleep frequently due to never getting nice deep sleep in.

You have two choices. Go get yourself checked into a hospital and get official diagnoses/ medications psychological therapies, or set up an aggressive sleep-wake schedule for yourself, which will also require you to take up meditation and an aggressive work out schedule, and nutrition program. Hang on tight, becuase this could take months to get back to normal. In the mean time you will need to treat yourself extra well. Pre think about situations that might irritate you and how you will handle them. You do not want a viral video being made with you freaking out.

Quit smoking meth! Seriously... you think it’s weed? Are you sure it’s not the trials in the sky? The new WiFi signal? Obama? I think it’s the magnetic force pull from the flat earth being aligned with xeno. Or........ just go to the doctor. Or take someone’s advice you read and try a Anal bleach cleansing. Or is that a...

fentanyl

Marijuana, especially medical Marijuana is a lot different that what was available in the late 1970s. Good reason to stay away from it.

Good luck OP.

Remember, Marijuana is oil soluble, and is stored in the fat deposits of your body, including your brain which is mostly fat. The human body has special receptors for cannabinoid turpenes, meaning it makes a perfect fit for the body to uptake it, and store away what is in excess. You might not need to have Marijuana again, as it will always be with you. And this includes CBD oil too.

Please tell me that's not true.

Are you saying that it may not never leave my body completely?

That this may be a new normal for me?

Yes, it stays in fat. Your brain is mostly fat. There's like 1/3 of an inch of fat in your arms. If you lose a lot of weight all of a sudden, it's likely that you will get stoned. The turpenes in Marijuana products, including CBD oil are all soluble in fat. My searches for studies to support the many claims for Marijuana to cure everything, I've found almost none.

You want something to help with your arthritis? Take some borax; 1/8 teaspoon per tall glass of water, daily.
www.health-science-spirit.com/borax.htm

Marijuana will not help with any pain. All it does is change your perception of the pain; where once you get stoned you won't care about a lot of things. Some people feel they have to have it every day, or they can't function. Are you so weak in the head that you need a mental crutch?

Marijuana is good for depression, and it's good for boring meetings. It will make you think that your senses are heightened, when in reality it drowns out everything else except what you're focusing on.

After over 40 years of smoking weed fairly regularly, as in every other day, I gave it up, because I finally came to the conclusion that it was making my life worse. It interferes with my life, and many things I do, including driving. I got some of that CBD oil, thinking it would be safe, and it got me stoned. Why smoke it, when you can just eat it. Not supposed to do that, but it does for me. It leaves your body when you lose fat deposits, as in losing weight.

When I tried it for pain abatement, all it did was make me angry, because it did nothing for the pain, all it did was make my thoughts all loopy. Then I couldn't do my work, and I got frustrated to where I don't touch the stuff anymore, nor do I hang out with people that use it.

You have pain from arthritis? Take some Naprosyn, every day for pain remedy. And only take it after eating something.

Glaucoma? Take selenium supplements.

One last reminder, Marijuana is not legal on a federal level. Which means if Biden gets elected, Kamala Harris will likely enforce the laws regarding Marijuana. You think Trump was severe, wait till the Dems get in. You ain't seen nothing yet.

OP, if you're overly concerned about your predicament, call the Poison Control Center. The number is inside the front page of most paper phone books. A physician may be able to offer you assistance, much better than people here who take great efforts to be anonymous, because of the liability issues.

Must be nice to "have to stop working" after smoking weed. Are you serious? What kind of job do you have?

I think she's finally asleep!!
WooHoo!!

She is truly talented!

I know a lot of people say to turn the TV off, but when I have problems with falling asleep it sure does help me to have it on. I can get to sleep a lot faster this way then tossing and turning for hours, almost to the point of being in tears in silence (not complete silence, I've always used a fan for white noise).

Love Goddess I hope you feel better today. :)

Most people would have to push through it or go get some meds. She must have emergency funds saved up.

Yup. It does help. I watch you tube videos and that helps me to fall asleep. My mind stops racing.

idiot

Anxiety happens if yer a godless heathen and then Iniesta strong weed, a feeling of conviction comes over you. Get right with the Creator an problem solved

Timber cutter