Depressed, Waiting on Grandma to Die

Sorry, man. Life really sucks sometimes.

^ this ^

I sat by my mom for 72 hours straight, never leaving her side.
I grew so tired everyone told me to go home for a short nap.
At home, I still couldn't sleep so at 2:30 am I'm standing alone in the backyard and felt a wave of sorts pass around me.
I felt it was mom.

No sooner had I stepped back through the patio door the hospice nurse called and informed me she was gone.

I told the nurse about knowing it from the backyard incident and she told me that happens quite a lot.

So yes, I too would advise not drinking or dulling you senses until your loved one has passed.

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