I started Hospice at home, prayers and emotional support appreciated. UPDATE: Our Beloved Monkey Flower Has Passed - 7 April 2020 - ljs

Prayers sent

Im glad you have a great supportive family, op. If you don't mind saying , what are your health issues? I want to share the story of a terminal little boy who had brain cancer...his doctor told him to imagine daily a Pac man eating the tumor away...guess what ? He recovered! The tumor was gone ! Visualization really works. I've been on glp 19 years, I'm a 49 year old female, my sons and I all have autoimmune diseases so I understand being down and sick. Bedridden so much over the last 18 years myself. Whatever your situation, stay strong and know that miracles do happen. God bless you friend.

Just make sure they are receiving plenty of fluids...my uncle, dad, grandma went by hospice ... they stopped feeding my dad. He had advanced lung cancer but was still up and moving and aware. He died from a blood clot in his lung sooner than we figured, prob a good thing.

Life is beautiful with you.

May the Lord grace you with His Presence in Jesus Name




I've never heard of monkey flowers before. How precious they are as are you my dear!! For others who are not familiar ..

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Praise the Lord! Great info!!



OP.. I can't thank you enough for starting this thread and sharing your experience with all of us. Such beauty in a world so messed up is something to be cherished. I will save this thread for a reminder of all the beautiful people and love in this forum.

May the Lord bless your husband and improve his cooking skills

Good morning, monkey!

Dear Heavenly Father, Bless and Comfort these people...

In Jesus name I pray---Amen.

:Love to you 2:

Wishing you that which you desire OP...

:hugs from Father:

Your goal of soul growth will be with you.


:choose soul grow:

You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers

this is for you :



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Hang in there mf! You sound upbeat!

We are thinking of you!

Thank you so much for sharing such a personal experience with us. I am sending much love and a big hug from small town, Indiana. Your husband sound wonderful, how long have you been married? what first attracted you to him. I just got engaged, and love hearing about what makes marriages good, and what helps them last. i will say a prayer for you both.

Monkeyflower, you are a beautiful person with a beautiful soul as conveyed in your writings.

I hope our souls will meet in another realm. Until then, may you be surrounded in God's love and light always.

God Bless you Monkey Flower....you are so beautiful....

Hi monkeyflower,

May your days be filled with unconditional peace and love as you await our Lord's calling.
I will pray for you all!

"When you go through deep waters, I will be there with you" Isaiah 43:2

Hi monkeyflower,

I've read somewhere you like information. Well I have some information I would like to send you. (pdf) How can I receive your email address?

Be Healed In Lord Jesus Christ name!

Best,
Jeff

Dear Monkeyflower:


That you think of others and how this can be made a "meaningful experience" for others shows your very deep inner concern for your fellow humans, irrespective of your own situation. In this you are following the GOLDEN RULE - do unto others as you wish to be done to - and as such you are a role model for others.

You are simultaneously laying down a "track" in the earth's genetic mind, which can be seen as a computer-like system where files can be stored and downloaded by others. There are so many files currently in the genetic mind which support violent behaviour, selfishness, corruption and aggression. These need to be rewritten. So know that by doing THE VERY OPPOSITE, you are rewriting these "violent" information sources, and also supporting those who are in the gravest of circumstances, and who wish to do something positive to help others progress in their understanding.

And through it, you will also grow and take that wisdom wherever you are going, to the next life, to the next reunion, just as this life has involved many reunions. I salute you for your love for others, and am sending you a big hug for you and your husband, embracing all those who support and love you.

Colour Crusader.

Last Edited by Colour Crusader on 01/23/2020 05:16 PM

OP.... I LOVE YOU!
Your light still shines strong!
I pray for safe passage for you, but please stay as long as you are able.
Just know that you are loved!

OP, you sound like an incredibly strong, brave woman. My prayers are with you and your family.

Hello again friends

Wow! Thank you everyone. I am awestruck by the loving support and selfless kindness in this thread.

Yesterday my eldest granddaughter and her daughter spent the day at my house. My beautiful granddaughter is making my room (actually the family room) all cozy and comfy for me. My job was to play with the baby and snuggle her. (I am sooo blessed)

We talked, ate raspberry/BlackBerry pie warm from the oven. We laughed and cried and it was beautiful. My precious beautiful granddaughter promised me she will stay til the end. She promised me that her daughter and all of my grandchildren will know me. She is so strong, loving, brave and beautiful.

By the time she and my great granddaughter went home I was very tired but felt so spoiled and lucky. She will be back to finish making my living space cozy in a few days. I really can't imagine a better day. It was to me, a perfect day.

I haven't slept well the last couple of nights, and days have been so busy. Meeting my hospice team, getting into a hospice routine. Finally today I slept, a lot. Yay! My only visitor was my nurse. I already love her. She is gentle, open, caring and honest. I came to this thread to write but mostly dozed off when I started to type. The best thing is when I do sleep I sleep peacefully now. No fears,(Except for my concerns about my husband when I am gone). I sleep well because I know I am loved. By my blood family, my family of friends, and my GLP family.

I truly can not find the words to thank my GLP family. I shared things from this thread with my granddaughter yesterday and you guys made my badass granddaughter cry. She was so moved by what she read and heard and saw. You all have my granddaughter hope

She has more hope now for the future and what the future might hold for her daughter. Hope, what a beautiful gift you all have her. Thank you.

I met my husband thru friends years ago. We didn't realize we were dating until people told us. We were both newly divorced and had told ourselves no dating, no relationships. We were both done. This year we will be together 31 years. We have been and stayed close since the day we met. I am not sure exactly how long we have been married. I could wake my husband to ask him but he would probably have to look for our marriage license. We married for health insurance and tax reasons. Our commitment is the love and trust we share. For he and i, that is and was our reason for marrying. Also, I was a package deal. We share my(our) sons from my first marriage. My husband must be doing the dad stuff right, as he was best man at all 3 of their weddings. He played a big and important role in raising them to be loving, compassionate respectable men they are now.

Thanks for reading my written babbling. Physically I could feel a bit better, but mentally, spiritually and emotionally I am floating on my own soft and gentle safe cloud. I might write more later.

Sending hugs and love to all of you...



Last Edited by monkeyflower on 01/24/2020 03:24 AM

I'm so happy to hear that your granddaughter is being so helpful. Having supportive family makes all the difference, doesn't it? My family is that way too, so I know that when my time comes, it will be much the same, thankfully. And I bet that pie was amazing :)

Have a good night!

Hope Is The Thing With Feathers
By Emily Dickinson

"Hope" is the thing with feathers -
That perches in the soul -
And sings the tune without the words -
And never stops - at all -

And sweetest - in the Gale - is heard -
And sore must be the storm -
That could abash the little Bird
That kept so many warm -

I've heard it in the chillest land -
And on the strangest Sea -
Yet - never - in Extremity,
It asked a crumb - of me.