Hi Op

Was Walter Russell right in his model of condensed light as matter?

How one quiets a mad mind?

Having experienced several satori's I have an absolute mental chaos now. It all just speeds up.
High anxiety post traumatic, my reason does not help, I know it's all an illusion but as Alan Watts said do not feel it.

Tried feeling what I resist, pain, fear etc.

It never quiets down OP.
Letting go of the reins and accepting is sooo hard mentally.