Thank you OP for sharing your painful story.

Those who are "awake" to any degree in Europe have similar stories to tell, resulting in splitting families and long-term friendships.

What I try to do in situations such as this is twofold: t remember myself and my state of mind before I actually started researching or suspecting that something was very wrong (and this is a stage we have all been at, some sooner, some later), and secondly, I am aware of the devastation, despair and unbearable sadness which many presently deluded people will feel when revelations are made in a way in which no-one can remain in doubt any more. This will be earth-shattering and earth-stopping in so many ways for those who have taken the bait of the media and other propaganda hook line and sinker.

And what will we do then? Scream at them and shout I TOLD YOU SO? Or will we be able to develop compassion, hold their hands and help them to understand where they went wrong and where they failed to discern, with the intention of furthering their soul growth. This is the CHOICE which lies ahead of us, those who are presently "in the know", while of course also realizing that we also have so much more to learn, including how to teach others which path too travel, and going forward as role models for others to exemplify.