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So i guess where this is going since you bring kabbalah up and metatron. So where is your 'true source'? You will say its your heart right?
Quoting: 589 True Source is in no book. True Source is everything, everyone and nothing and everything.
Even Yahweh / Metatron, the corrupt empires and dogmas are aspects of True Source - though Source is not bound to these except to the extent which we are...
Source is everything within this universe, as this universe, and beyond all bounds - including and beyond the multiverse of universes.
The Source precedes duality, precedes gender, precedes even the creation of light.
From which all things have emanated.
They attempt to give the credit to their demon lord, but this is a fool's game which can only last for a few thousand years before collapsing into dust and ruin, as always - then his empire structure goes to invade and prey upon other developing species for a new feast until that planet and species has been taken over.
These are not the ways of Source which can craft entire universes - these are ways and methods of cosmic barbarians in lamb's clothing.