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Hello, Friend.

blwkss
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luvstruk

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...of course.
What about it?
 Quoting: ~OM~


Thanks for responding. I've just never heard anyone else mention the head thing before. I just randomly clicked the thread and was surprised to see it spoken of. Others experience it too? On purpose, at will?
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Many...sometimes spontaneously, as a result of meditative practice, intercourse, some drugs, some at death, some by focus at will.

You are welcome.

pyraAmid

frequencyWorld

kundalinii
 Quoting: ~OM~

Have any insight with regard to kubdalini, and it's activation?

Know anything about 'anointing onesself' with oil (Soma?)

hf
 Quoting: LilMiss


Yes.
Yes.

What do you gather from it?

ouroboros8
om tat sat om
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What is the real reason for synchronicities?
 Quoting: Nazzy3


This thread was posted on as soon as I posted this.

Thread: Random Thought About Synchronicity
 Quoting: Nazzy3


Life is an illusion, a dream of sorts.
All matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration,
we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively,
there is no such thing as death,
and we are the imagination of ourselves.

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The syncs are any of your other "yous" & the "holodeck" meeting "you" at an intersection point in your life line path and/or the result of your manifesting capability within the illusion.

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When syncs happen, pay deeper attention.
"You" are giving "you" a message from another life before/after the one "you" are experiencing NOW; and whatever it is is so important is one of the things that made one of the others came back, to tell you and stir/change/advise for you to take a better/more loving approach & decision.

:samsara:
 Quoting: ~OM~


HOW and WHY does the “other self” have the awareness of the other selves, and ability to communicate with those selves, yet our “self” in THIS life/reality is not aware of the other selves, nor has the ability to communicate with them?
.
 Quoting: Zovalex


Because the 'amnesia' is one of the constraints/rule-sets of this 'game'. It is put in place to provide resistence and growth experiences.
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I gather the experiences were more than I could have ever imagined.

The Kubdalini rise was expected...I spoke with my grandmother about it when I was 5.

Had not heard of the annointing, so that was a little intimidating...until it became bliss.
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OP, are you willing to answer my question posted on Pg 2, please?
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I want to know how I can make a few extra coins per month.
I cannot code at all. I was thinking about making muffins.

I'm in El Paso, and I don't think there is a real Flea market.

Can you give me some ideas for side hustles?
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here is a trutn

abraham fathered no children, he was infertile and shot blanks his entire life, the hebrew lineage is via sarah and a matriarchal lineage ...

you only knew who your mother was back then

abrahaminic religions are based on a fundamental lie

also, the garden of eden and blaming women is a lie, programming them to believe they caused the fall, resulting in some of them believing in menstrual pain, childbirth pain, and menopause - all lies
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^here is a TRUTH^
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OP, are you willing to answer my question posted on Pg 2, please?
 Quoting: Zovalex


Will do.

Read this for now.
Thread: On death, reincarnation and the deepest NDE I've experience...
om tat sat om
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I gather the experiences were more than I could have ever imagined.

The Kubdalini rise was expected...I spoke with my grandmother about it when I was 5.

Had not heard of the annointing, so that was a little intimidating...until it became bliss.
 Quoting: LilMiss


You diverted and did not answered my question.


What do you gather from it?

ouroboros8
 Quoting: ~OM~


Lets try again.
om tat sat om
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here is a trutn

abraham fathered no children, he was infertile and shot blanks his entire life, the hebrew lineage is via sarah and a matriarchal lineage ...

you only knew who your mother was back then

abrahaminic religions are based on a fundamental lie

also, the garden of eden and blaming women is a lie, programming them to believe they caused the fall
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 76310233


^here is a TRUTH^
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 76310233


It goes deeper than that.
...but yes, bastards were sacrificed to baal.

Abraham forgave.

Matriarcal line is even today how you do all those Ancestry DNA test lately. Mitocondrial RNA.

Guilt-trips for control is a theme of dogmatism.

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Peeps think hate is the problem,
Fear is the problem;
and fear is the cold absence of agape.
om tat sat om
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Is it wrong of me to want to have my own place at 34 married with kids? Is it wrong of me to want to leave my husbands parents house?
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Is it wrong of me to want to have my own place at 34 married with kids? Is it wrong of me to want to leave my husbands parents house?
 Quoting: Anonymous Coward 76131719


A plantain tree has no seeds.
It's "seeds" grow out of the trunk, near the ground.
It takes close to one year to harvest the fruit.
Meanwhile many "seeds" have spur,
If you leave them there,
they suffocate their parent & themselves
& bear no good fruit.

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On Children
Khalil Gibran

Your children are not your children.
They are the sons and daughters of Life's longing for itself.
They come through you but not from you,
And though they are with you yet they belong not to you.

You may give them your love but not your thoughts,
For they have their own thoughts.
You may house their bodies but not their souls,
For their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow,
which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams.
You may strive to be like them,
but seek not to make them like you.
For life goes not backward nor tarries with yesterday.

You are the bows from which your children
as living arrows are sent forth.
The archer sees the mark upon the path of the infinite,
and He bends you with His might
that His arrows may go swift and far.
Let your bending in the archer's hand be for gladness;
For even as He loves the arrow that flies,
so He loves also the bow that is stable.

om tat sat om
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I gather the experiences were more than I could have ever imagined.

The Kubdalini rise was expected...I spoke with my grandmother about it when I was 5.

Had not heard of the annointing, so that was a little intimidating...until it became bliss.
 Quoting: LilMiss


You diverted and did not answered my question.


What do you gather from it?

ouroboros8
 Quoting: ~OM~


Lets try again.
 Quoting: ~OM~


Whew. Where shall I begin? *giggles*

I gather that I am not 'just' a human be-ing, but a spirit, experiencing. Creating Who and What I Am in these moments.

My experience occurred in 2011, and I am nowhere (now-here) close to being 'done.' I am no master.

I became a Reiki practitioner (like my grandmother) in 1997. After my experiences, I was able to do 'distance work' with ease.

To be continued. LOL

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another if you don't mind.....

lets see how to word it....

will it happen if so when?
neither here nor there.

In the spirit of brotherhood
Please spin your tale of fate
Let everything be understood
To the celebration I might be late
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another if you don't mind.....

lets see how to word it....

will it happen if so when?
 Quoting: Enchanter


Matters not, always mind. hf

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shoon

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doctorFun

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growingEarth

evolveTamoanchan

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Even a stopped clock is right twice a day!
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another if you don't mind.....

lets see how to word it....

will it happen if so when?
 Quoting: Enchanter


Matters not, always mind. hf

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shoon

readyToRock

doctorFun

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growingEarth

evolveTamoanchan

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priestKingPhi
 Quoting: ~OM~


why does It hurt so?
neither here nor there.

In the spirit of brotherhood
Please spin your tale of fate
Let everything be understood
To the celebration I might be late
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why does It hurt so?
 Quoting: Enchanter


Because growth is painful,
just like giving birth.
Because not all on the surface are for good's benefit.
Because humans have demonstated time and again,
that they are not taking steps against the tares.
Because the heart-heavy are abusing, dreadful & hectoring.
Because the light-hearted are as gentle as lambs and need help.
Growing pains.

The Creation knows and guides each.
Order is perfect, regardless it may seem otherwise.

Even a stopped clock is right twice a day!
 Quoting: DinedwiththeDevil


IX0XI
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One can only overrule up to a collective safe point.
Point of No Return way behind.
~
Only She is setting her timing now.
Much longer and too much wheat would fester.
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IX0XI



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OP, are you willing to answer my question posted on Pg 2, please?
 Quoting: Zovalex


Will do.

Read this for now.
Thread: On death, reincarnation and the deepest NDE I've experience...
 Quoting: ~OM~


Completed, along with several hours of additional reading associated with that thread, including your ancestral roots.

Relative to my question, the information and posts I read seem to indicate the answer is: “Both”.
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Completed, along with several hours of additional reading associated with that thread, including your ancestral roots.
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I felt it would be useful.
Very glad it sparked additional reading.

Relative to my question, the information and posts I read seem to indicate the answer is: “Both”.
 Quoting: Zovalex


"dharma"
When one falls out of dharma the universe nudge you back to it. Children live in dharma, animals and nature too. Its the middle road. Extremes are always detrimental, thou they may help or are needed on certain situations.

A correct walking within a mixture of your three roles.
To be the gifter, the gifted and/or the gift.

I will today go back to your previous post and expand.

Beautiful day. hf
om tat sat om
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"dharma"
When one falls out of dharma the universe nudge you back to it. Children live in dharma, animals and nature too. Its the middle road. Extremes are always detrimental, thou they may help or are needed on certain situations.

A correct walking within a mixture of your three roles.
To be the gifter, the gifted and/or the gift.

 Quoting: ~OM~


Apparently, the English interpretation of "dharma" is not universally agreed upon.

Considering your linguistic skills, I would need to know exactly what YOU mean by "dharma".

....and by-the-way:

I am deeply appreciative of the time and effort you take from your schedule to assist others in responding to various posts on your threads.

Thank you.
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"dharma"
When one falls out of dharma the universe nudge you back to it. Children live in dharma, animals and nature too. Its the middle road. Extremes are always detrimental, thou they may help or are needed on certain situations.

A correct walking within a mixture of your three roles.
To be the gifter, the gifted and/or the gift.

 Quoting: ~OM~


Apparently, the English interpretation of "dharma" is not universally agreed upon.

Considering your linguistic skills, I would need to know exactly what YOU mean by "dharma".

....and by-the-way:

I am deeply appreciative of the time and effort you take from your schedule to assist others in responding to various posts on your threads.

Thank you.
 Quoting: Zovalex


You are welcome.

I do apologize that I have not yet expanded on the other post you did. I've read it twice already, and have been meditating on it. Will soon read it one more time and comment on it.

Will add some more about dharma, which is "the way", or "right way of living", that "middle road".

Part of the difficulty is that you have an ample energy, feels a sincere quest and the post touches a few subject of interest.

As much as I love the forum/medium, I do deal with a few many other matters, have to "recharge"/"discharge" at times, and other things that I do, I do at the time they feel appropriate, or with ample anticipation get an "cosmic-nudge" to act upon something or prepare for.

So, thank you, for understanding, being a wondering individual, courteous & amiable.

hf
om tat sat om
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What is the best way to cope with spiritual exhaustion??

I have long waited for the world to change (2012, etc) and in every way have tried to be of service to others and to do the best I can spiritually.

Lately I have started to doubt my spiritual beliefs because life is getting more and more difficult and I am beginning to think that the awaited changes are never going to happen.

I feel tired of life and feel myself losing my faith.
 Quoting: Cleolotus


Still waiting on an answer on this one......
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Some believe we are reincarnated to learn lessons so our Soul can evolve and develop into a higher level Being.
 Quoting: Zovalex


It is the basic of it.
The Creator observing itself thru all of Creation.

Others believe our Soul is reincarnated not from choice, but as a prisoner being used by darker forces to harvest energy.
 Quoting: Zovalex


It is reincarnated by choice, on the “place-in-between” lives everyone KNOWS.
The soul there is back with the undivided, which is still you within, each a fractal.

The illusion comes in place on the material, by dogmas and the constriction, entanglement and concussion they are manufactured to be.
To disconnect the soul more from what it relearned before reincarnating and keep pushing the slave-energy-vampirism dynamic.

I believe we DO have a Purpose and lessons for each incarnation, but we also have to contend with dark forces that do indeed harvest fear energy (and other energies).
 Quoting: Zovalex


Yes.

I also feel that a large number of those walking the earth are unsouled biological entities (“organic portals”).
 Quoting: Zovalex


Yes.
The soul sparks only in relation as of how much it comprehends/feels its connection with the whole.
Empty vessels otherwise. Agent Smiths.
A matrix tool of the illusion.

I believe absolutely that there are alien/human hybrids among us (some for good, some for darker purposes).
 Quoting: Zovalex


Yes.

Esoteric Freemasonry holds many secrets that I am compelled to study, but from my reading of Albert Pike and Manly Hall, it is a massive undertaking of TIME.....something I do not have in abundance.
 Quoting: Zovalex


TIME is an illusion, and words have power and declare.
Pike & Hall works are vail within much allegory.
You need a good key to correctly comprehend.

Freemasons aren’t evil nor saints per se,
Mystery Schools have a purpose and will be for eternity on a mayor or lesser scale.
They are The Keepers of the Mysteries, The Elephants that do not forget.

They work within a chessboard, among many aspects of society and within the dark and light tiles.

They search and build.
Search for The Elders, the Arcanum Arcanorums.
Build & Train the 1’s.

They have misused the mysteries and communication techniques for a while now.
Not All, thou. There is balance within, and the Creator/Creation forces/strives for a zeroSum.
That is the WildCard, with its purpose & value.

At times, some knowledge has to be more exoteric that esoteric to keep the goods from those that would do wrong with it.Sometime, protecting your innocence is the protection on its own, from others and from yourSELF.

With great power comes greater responsibility.
As the infinite 8 untangles into the cyclic 0,
the exoteric must be overtopped by the esoteric.

And at that...the Elephants must HEED.

There are several other schools of thought out there as we well know.
The problem is they are all just that: BELIEFS.

Each school of thought (“belief”) offers its own compelling and convincing EVIDENCE to support the belief as “truth”, but there is no PROOF of any of it.
 Quoting: Zovalex


The offers to compel and convincing EVIDENCE for a certain belief is akin to the table that try to sustain itself without sturdy legs. You can remove one of the 4 and it can still stand; remove two and it falls to the ground.

Fear, guilt and misinformation is the main tools/legs of the dogmatic.
Again, on each recycle/reincarnation everyone KNOWS-again,
reequalizes with the Creator and refocuses it purpose within the Creation.

Dark forces tools within the material are those of removing you from this you already reKnew.

It’s a bit of a NeverEnding Story. 8

Perhaps each person’s belief IS real and true.....for that person. The universe can present endless possibilities, I suppose.
 Quoting: Zovalex


Yes.
Each is a Locus.
A particular position or place where something occurs or is situated
A singularity, or the possibility of a sparked soul of the Creator within the Creation.
A curve/twist of time/space into space/time.
Everyone is in the middle of its own Creation, not too unsimilar to an online RPG.
With many players and aspects of YOUR OWN playing.
Gravitas of each differ, like earned levels, by closeness/separateness within the illusion, from its source.

Love, Understanding, Will are keys to be the Master of your Fate & hence, the INVICTUS Captain of your Soul.

You said yourself, “A bit of ongoing malicious focus and a bit manufacturing IRL and the individual if unaware of the source be push toward high levels of confusion.” Even YOU are in a position to mislead and misdirect, should you choose. I don’t feel that is the case here, or I would not be inquiring. Nonetheless, we are all left to choose what our “truth” is and what it isn’t, possibly contingent on our individual Soul maturity and level of development.

So what IS the truth?
 Quoting: Zovalex


CHOICE.
I seek not to misdirect, ever.
Unless another self attacks first, and makes maliciousness clear,
then I would without delay aikido it into madness.

I can/will/do defend mySELF.

With limited time available but needing to fulfill the meaning and purpose of this particular existence in this particular “reality” in this particular moment and place in “time”, what direction do YOU recommend?
 Quoting: Zovalex


Observe Nature, constantly go within & follow you purpose.
If your purpose seems like not yourself,
looking not for youSELF & the otherSELFs benefit,
it is not your purpose & a result of tares seeding.

Choose the Path of Love.

ISHQ AGAPE LOVE

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1. What is the best way to cope with spiritual exhaustion??

2. I have long waited for the world to change (2012, etc) and in every way have tried to be of service to others and to do the best I can spiritually.

3. Lately I have started to doubt my spiritual beliefs because life is getting more and more difficult and I am beginning to think that the awaited changes are never going to happen.

4. I feel tired of life and feel myself losing my faith.
 Quoting: Cleolotus


Still waiting on an answer on this one......
 Quoting: Cleolotus


1. Recharge, go into nature, do things that bring you joy, listen to music, pet your pets, Do good to others, don't tell anyone, do without expectations.

2. Define "change". It is always "changing". Maybe be aware of specific expectations you may have and let the wheel turn.
Within the eternity of it, don't wait for the "beginning" or "end" to "start" or feel "accomplished". Is not a race, it is a marathon & you only are running with or against yourSELF.

Don't fight against the sea or winds, It only makes it harder.
Nor let yourSELF adrift, It would take you nowhere.
Use the sea and winds with purpose & navigate.

3. You are the maker of your own change. The doubting/slowing/"deplenish" usually occur when we avert change within ourselves. The cold comes from walking not the best option. It is a nudge.

It is a calling & warning to readjust & follow what you love best.

4. Be not afraid to let loose of preconceptions.
What we own, own us.

hf

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Whew. Where shall I begin? *giggles*

I gather that I am not 'just' a human be-ing, but a spirit, experiencing. Creating Who and What I Am in these moments.

My experience occurred in 2011, and I am nowhere (now-here) close to being 'done.' I am no master.

I became a Reiki practitioner (like my grandmother) in 1997. After my experiences, I was able to do 'distance work' with ease.

To be continued. LOL

boygirlhug
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Your energy signature feels confirmed like a deer's food source.
MIL a MOON bit.

-_-

Be Well.

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Part of the difficulty is that you have an ample energy, feels a sincere quest and the post touches a few subject of interest.
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I'll share something with you.

There is a dream that came to me some 13 years ago that opened my eyes to my "quest"....my "purpose" here.

By sharing this dream with you, as well as two instances that confirmed the dream's meaning, you will better understand my sincerity and "need" for answers.

The dream:

I found myself standing in the center of a blacktop road that had a gentle rise, ascending upward, to a point on the horizon. It was a beautiful clear day, blue sky, golden sun shine illuminating everything.

On either side of the road was a grass slope, tilted slightly upward, and either side of the road was lined with beautiful lush trees.

I began to walk up the road.

As I glanced to my right, I saw a large church situated just off the road, in a grassy area, surrounded by trees, about 30 yards from the road.

I was stunned at the beauty of its architecture. The fine details, the brown stone from which it was constructed, the steeple, the front doors. It was a very OLD church. But the construction, the exquisite design and detail of the building were a marvel to behold.

As I continued to gaze at this beautiful structure, I realized there was a massive HOLE in the side and the sloped roof, as if a bomb had struck it. In this dream, I noted that most of the structure was still standing, undamaged, but the hole was of such a large size that it rendered the entire structure unusable.

I continued walking up this road, and I turned my attention to the left. Again, I saw a magnificent church, very different from the first one. This one was more of a gray granite, with double steeples, but just as exquisitely detailed as the first church. Everything about this church was very different from the first church, but equally beautiful and stunning in architecture.

Alas, this church also had a massive hole in the side and had also damaged a portion of the roof, as if a bomb had hit it. The size and scope of the 'bomb hole' was very large, rendering the church unusable, yet the majority of the structure still stood, undamaged.

I continued my walk up this ascending road, and turned my attention to the right. Again, a gorgeously constructed church, beautiful in architecture and design, with the most finely crafted details all around. It was also very different in color and design from the other two, but equally as stunning.

But here again: a massive "bomb hole" in the side and a portion of the roof, leaving most of the structure standing and intact, yet unusable due to the sheer size and damage of the hole that had been blown into it.

This processed repeated.

As I continued walking up this hill, in the center of the road, a new church would appear on either side, stunning and beautiful, with incredible detail in its craftsmanship, yet with a very large hole blown into it, rendering the structure unusable, yet mostly intact.

I stopped in the center of the road after viewing the 8th church.

I had reached the crest of the road.

Directly in front of me was......nothingness. The road, the sky, the sunshine, the grass, the trees....just a few feet in front of me it all faded into a gray haze of nothingness. Non-existence.

I did not wish to walk straight into this "nothingness", but with no road left to walk, I turned directly left and stepped onto the grassy area.

I continued through the trees, sun shining through, blue skies overhead.

As I continued walking through trees and grass, I came to a clearing.

In the center of the clearing was a large church. The 9th church. Differently designed from the previous 8 churches. Large, towering, magnificent in its strength and power that exuded from it.

But this one was different in one major respect:

It was 100% intact and undamaged.

As I stood directly in front of it, in awe at its size and beauty, an "understanding" of what was happening suddenly filled my mind, my whole body, my whole being.

I suddenly understood that each of the 8 previous churches represented a past life. This 9th church I was standing in front of represented my current life that I am living right now.

Like the churches, each life was different and unique. Each reincarnation into a different life had its own beauty, its own exquisite detail, unlike all the other lives.

I realized in the dream that each church symbolized spirituality. Not in a Christian sense, mind you. My mind used a church only because it was the closest physical representation of "spirituality" that it knew.

At that moment, I was filled with an understanding that the bombed out hole in each church signified that I was supposed to have learned spirituality in each of those past lives, BUT I HAD FAILED TO DO SO. I physically died in each life, and although each life was beautiful in its detail and experience, the fact I had failed to learn spirituality rendered each of those lives unusable.

I was now faced with my LAST AND FINAL opportunity to learn spirituality in this 9th time around. The road ends here. Should I fail this time around, there are NO more lives after this one. It ENDS.

This "understanding" was incredibly powerful, like a booming voice resonating within my entire being. My heart was pounding like a hammer.

In the dream, with this understanding of what I was being presented with, I looked at this 9th church.

Another realization suddenly occurred to me:

In the past 8 lives, I was supposed to willingly face my own death, but chose not to.

I was now being presented with the same choice:

Turn and walk away, or enter the church. But by entering the church, I would die inside of it.

The "understanding" that was given to me in the dream made clear that I had chosen wrong in the 8 previous lives, that I was intended to walk into the church and face my own death, but had failed to do so.

But the "understanding" also caused me to realize this was my LAST opportunity to choose what I was intended to learn, but never did: to willingly, voluntarily, face my own death. To accept it, and die.

My heart was literally pounding, thumping.

I stood for a while, pondering this decision, and understanding that if I chose NOT to face my own death inside this structure, I would cease to exist anyway.

I slowly advanced toward the church.

As I approached, I noticed a smaller, side door to the right side of the face of the building, a little distance from the main doors. I turned obliquely toward this door.

As I stood before this rather ordinary looking door opening, it was dark inside, and completely, utterly SILENT.

Heart racing, realizing I was about to be killed in some unknown fashion by entering this structure, I stepped across the threshold of that door.

I stood there, looking around, expecting "something" to happen in that instant.

Silence.

....just silence, and the sound of me trying to control my heavy breathing and pounding heart.

I noticed another door entry slightly ahead of me, with stairs leading to the basement of this church. I "knew" I was supposed to go down into this cellar, and there I would face my own death.

I slowly descended the steps. It was gray, and dimly lit. It smelled of dust and mustiness.

I was near panicked, but still in control of my body and mind, as I realized, "This is where it happens. This is where I will now die".

I stood at the bottom of the steps, in this dimly lit cellar, slowing looking from right to left, wondering what was about to happen that would kill me right here on this spot.

Suddenly, lightning fast, a "shadow being" lunged directly at me from the left, with a long dagger in hand. In that micro-second of time, I realized that I did NOT have to die! I simply had to be WILLING to die, but now that I had made the decision to be WILLING to die, I was permitted to defend myself and LIVE.

In that split second, I turned and grabbed this "shadow being" and wrestled it onto the ground.

In that moment of wrestling the shadow being, I knew that if I permitted myself to feel FEAR of dying, that it would win and it would kill me. As I grappled and wrestled with this shadow being, trying to gain control of the knife, I firmly suppressed any sense of FEAR, knowing that FEAR is what would cause me to lose the fight and be killed.

By overcoming the FEAR of being killed, I was able to gain control of the knife, and I plunged it directly into the center of this dark being's chest, killing it.

I stood up, both exhilarated and stressed to a maximum level because I had willingly faced my own death.....and yet by my willingness to die, I LIVED.

The dream continued into a different scene in which I ran through the church, made my way through some secret passage ways, crawled through a tiny window opening, and escaped.

I suddenly found myself in the middle of a very large and extensive concrete parking lot, many acres in size.

My wife was right there with me, with a broken down car. We were both standing outside of this non-working vehicle, in the middle of this massive, enormous EMPTY concrete lot that extended almost as far as the eye could see.

At the far end of this massive "parking lot", was a huge crowd of black "shadow beings", running directly at us, screaming maniacally, wanting to murder both of us.

At the far right, off in the distance, was a tree line....SAFETY.

I looked at my wife and told her we only have a few seconds to stand here before that crowd descends upon us and kills us both, but she didn't believe me. She thought the shadow beings were coming to rescue us from this massive, empty concrete lot. I tried to convince her that these shadow beings were coming to KILL us, NOT to save us, and that we need to move NOW to that tree line, for the sake of our lives.

Incredibly, she looked directly at me with an expression of sorrowful love and compassion, as if I had lost my mind! She thought these shadow beings were her FRIENDS coming to rescue us, whereas I knew they were murderers intent on killing both of us the instant they arrived...which was only a few seconds away.

I pleaded with her to join me in running to the tree line at the far end of the lot, where we would be safe. Somehow, I knew these shadow beings were not permitted to go beyond the limits of this massive concrete parking lot.

She continued looking at me, feeling sorry for me that I had "lost my mind" to actually believe that these shadow beings would kill us.

In that instant I realized I had to make a choice:

I still had a few precious seconds in which I could run to safety, but leave my wife behind who WANTED to stay behind....

OR:

I could stay and die with her.

In that instant, I decided I would not let her die alone. I chose to die with her, by her side.

But this time, I was completely at peace inside, accepting our fate of death. I had NO fear of dying in this instant. I had already conquered the fear earlier, inside the church.

In that instant, I stood there with her, looking into her eyes, knowing we were about to die together. I didn’t want to die, but I was not about to let my wife be murdered alone. I chose that we would be murdered together, for her sake, so she would not die alone.

Suddenly, the crowd of screaming, black, shadow-beings reached our position and descended on us to kill us both right where we stood.

I immediately woke up from the dream just as the shadow beings hit us.

I was sitting straight up in bed, heart racing, breathing heavily, and shaking all over. It took several seconds to realize it was a dream. But the impact it had on me was unlike any dream I had ever had before then, and since then.

That dream quite literally set me on a different path in my life. I began scouring the internet and discovering all kinds of intriguing websites and reading material on spirituality, life after death, reincarnation, and so much more.

I was eventually led right here to GodLikeProductions, where I have come into contact with many incredible people.

Additionally, I later consulted a few times with a world-reknowned astrologer. Of interest was the fact in my first reading he emphasized that my birth chart indicates that I MUST learn Spirituality, and that it must be merged with Discipline in order to develop my spirituality.

This was striking, as I had never shared my dream with him.

Later, in 2006, I was touring some model homes. In one model, I entered the living room and saw a large framed print on the wall above the couch.

The print was the very same 9th church I had seen in my dream, complete with the surrounding grass and trees. I stood there, completely stunned. It was the EXACT church, in the EXACT scene. I inquired with the front office to buy the print from them, but was unable to (they were just a branch office of a larger corporation).

To me, the Universe was impressing upon me that my dream was not merely an intense, fictional construct of my subconscious mind. To my mind, the Universe was impressing on me the level of importance and purpose that this dream signified.

Accordingly, over the past 12 years I have been studying, reading, learning, and inquiring about the nature of our reality, and trying to determine “What IS spirituality? What is Truth?”

So when you mention that you see I am on a “quest”, you were more right than you know.

Thank you for all that you do to help others, both in the surreal world of the internet, and in your day job.
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