thanks everyone.

I got someone holding onto my money this time so I don't fuck it up AGAIN!

the hangover, comedowns and regret have only been getting worse.

figured I should try something new, plus I realize I'm a fucking idiot when I'm fucked up, plus I close myself off from everyone in my day to day life.

today will be the first day going without smokes.

stopped detoxing from opiates since monday and smoked a bowl of res to stop the restless legs that night but it only made things so much worse.

restless legs and restless mind....

been loving the dreams I'm having though!

that's a plus, feels like I haven't dreamed in years.