Life is getting strange

You're goddamn right boy! What'd ya think this was? Mr. Roger's Neighborhood?

yes, you're a slave

it feels polarized. I liked 90’s music then it was this tone on mtv that was bleak and grunge or Argo and gangsta rap. Exposing kids to these outlooks and not much in between.
You work at a desk and it’s not natural to sit for a day and formulate well put together emails that might change the inner child or whatever that wants to be free into trying to express itself but it’s not in balance so it becomes base emotions and lust , so lust and gold polarize humanity in an unattractive setting where some people with very strong emotions can be ripped apart. When really they hold grudges because they love the people and get upset because this feels so wrong. Becoming accustomed to a environment where outright subtle torture is accepted takes some really nice people and injures them. The things that would help are kept from them and their future is stolen in a way b those who adapt easier to bad conditions.
Overcoming things is great, but at the same time sometimes go too far and people are ruining lives and love and families defending a system that seems to target some way too much. Then the people are left despising people who might not be terrible causing those people to label them as a bad person and treate even worse. The office workers stay safe and listen to songs about freedom and love then erode that in others for a system that intentionally eroded those things.
If I met someone who understood this it would be great, but more and more the programming and cents out of handling of money guide people to see status in terms of money. I’m probably wrong and I hope I am in a way, but the level of beating up on people who really are not harming anyone is weird.
A few friends move, or bad luck not getting a decent chance at a decent job or random bad luck and lives are affected , some people don’t just move on to the next semi similar people where relationship mean more and those people are creepy and possessive? It’s like a disposable relationship place where people don’t really care, if they did they would easily defeat a system that goes too far in meddling in people’s lives that aren’t criminals and just feel they don’t belong here, so they ge setup and abused to take on the reactionary emotional response of being a jerk.
I hope I’m wrong, but it feels that way. People or the human spirit is being injured and it’s cool and fun to do so because you consider yourselves more evolved, well into what