Not something I would normally do, but I'm in need of some help from someone with strong supernatural abilities

Sorry for the lag...had to tell our Chihuahua good night. If I got to see him again, I would grab him and hold him for dear life. I would want to spend hours talking and laughing and talking some more. No sex, he is not "mine" anymore...but just to see his face, hear his voice, look into his eyes and hold him and breathe in his familiar scent would make me happier than I have been in years and might ever be in the future.

Relocate

Get rid of your stress as much as possible

Get out of the city

Country or mountain organic living

Downsize


Don't worry about the ex move on


Develop healthy living


Find a Christian strong centered natural Path doctor
One who will spend time helping you


Find a low key place to call home

My breath stinks like sea dragon turd barnacles eating anchovie toe jam out of a skunk corpse while burning tires full of old socks, armpit hair and rotten garlic and a bit of bloody anal sex,


For thirty seven dollars I will French kiss you and your tumors will fly from your brain right out your ass,

Worked for my wife, course her face melted after,

I can fly over in a few minutes just have to pump up my Nike's, just have to weld on the mask and notify tsa, there's a midget that follows me around and I do snore on Wednesdays .

Jesus Christ is the great physician

Follow him

He healed the blind leapers and others

He is alive still

Don't give up

I feel he has something special for you

Jesus loves you always

OP, drink lots of lemon water to keep yourself alkalized. Wheat grass too. Drink dandelion tea to. All of this is anti- cancer.

Alkalize your body to kill cancer

I feel like if your doctor really felt like you have a brain tumor that he would have immediately sent you for an MRI or CT Scan. Have you had your Vitamin D checked?

If you are supposed to get back with your ex or see him again it will happen. Give that to God and accept his divine plan for this season. There are people in your life right now that love you and you're missing out because you are looking in the wrong direction.

Hang in there. Go outside and sit in the sun for 15 minutes every day. It will help.

All your relationships out of spirit (and even in spirit) are handlers basically. Let it go don't make deals with demons because then you're going to have a bad ride.

I'm the last person to say let it go but accept the fact that this place (earth) is designed to harvest your energy (mostly negative). Humans generally have a single fate here but deals with demons bypasses that fate for another type of fate.

That Is Kinda Funny

I've been trying to give everything to God, I honestly have, but you just don't understand how messed up my life is right now. And the people who you would think would love and support me the most are the cause of most of my stress! (And by the way, lupus and being in the sun don't go together well)

You're obsessed. If he wanted you, nothing would keep him from getting you. Like you feel. He doesn't feel that.
What if you only want him because you're still being a "selfish bitch", as you described yourself, and you only want what you can't have. Subconsciously, it's eating you up inside, playing out in your dreams. Sounds like you already have a powerful spirit guiding you. Keep your demons on a leash. You need to work on giving freely to others, expecting nothing in return... Then all will return to you as it should be. Good luck.

I wouldn't say I'm obsessed...we have been apart about 4 and a half years. I had moved on, but last year out of nowhere I started having dreams about him and having these weird feelings that I can't explain, but it was like I could feel him. Like I said, I can't explain it. I wasn't happy about it, I didn't want to think about him. I tried NOT to think about him and every time he would leave my mind for a while, not only did the dreams become more frequent, but I started getting "signs" that only the two of us would understand. It was only when I admitted to myself that I was still in love with him did the dreams stop, until recently and now they are so intense but I can't remember them!!

Holy crap, you sound like my older sister!

How do you know your dreams are intense if you can't remember them?

Honest question.

Also, I don't like to tell people I donate things, because I don't do it for accolades, but since you brought it up...I do give freely as often as I can. I usually don't have more than two nickels to rub together, but I'm a couponing veteran and that's how we get a lot of our things. I try when I am able to get extra so I can donate to our local food bank and other charities.

Agree OP. Don’t lose heart.

What’s coming to me, OP is that you would benefit by really getting in the presence of God. Get Very still and quiet. Surrender your health concerns and the desire that you have to connect with your ex. Pour out your heart until it’s all out there and then let your heart and mind get quite before God.

Visualize really putting it all in God’s hands and leaving it there. Ask God to help you believe that He’s working on your behalf, that He’s with you and that He loves you. You are not alone.

And then pray for your ex. Visualize him surrounded with your love. Put out loving thoughts toward him and imagine the two of you talking and laughing and connecting. Forgive him and the person he’s with now if that’s an issue for you – – and I think maybe it is – –and you will be sending him a strong message that he will respond to.

Oh that's a valid question! I don't know how to explain it, except you know how sometimes when you're just waking up and you have the fuzzy memory of your dream? Well, it's that and I can remember in those first few seconds the dream, that he was in it and this incredibly intense feeling. But a few minutes later and it's gone. I can still remember the intensity and him in it, but that's all. And many times the dreams happen in the middle of the night and wake me up.

I'm not talking about THINGS. Give freely of your love, kindness, strength..etc.
Lots of people are being "punished" in ways right now that seem harsh. People seem to kick you when you're down, even relatives hate you. When you don't get it, take a walk down memory lane. See yourself doing what you did too. You did it. Probably alot. Absorb it and find a way to let it go. Be grateful for this correction. I bet when you calm down, so will that lupus.

Thank you!! I really was hesitant about making this thread, because I AM a Christian, and I do pray, but you're right. My life has been literally hell lately between finances and my family, and I've grown further and further away from God. And God never moves, WE do! And yes, I still have resentment about "her"...we had actually been talking and were thinking of starting over when his high school sweetheart came back in his life. So, he moved to another state to be with her. But what he's told me, I think he's regretting it.

Never fails. :)

This is some of the best part of GLP.

I am sorry but you are stuck with the pussy warts for life. Some cunt knew she had em and she gave em to me anyway and didnt tell me. Now just do what I do and spread it to everyone else. Only fair we all got it now. Its fucked but thats the way it is.

Then comes BRIEF with good advice.

I try.

Thank you Beeches!! Yes, I have grown beyond my younger self, but when I look back to how I was in our relationship, especially the last year...I regret so much! And the sad thing is that he was actually much more patient with me than I realized and tried to keep telling me what I was like. He kept saying "you just don't get it"...well, I get it now and I so wish I could tell him that and apologize face to face.

Find out where he works. Call him at work - away from the lady.

A short call will find out all you need to know...

Maybe some day you can tell him. Be grateful.

OP, As i prayed for you (I wrote the post you just responded to,) I believe the key to your recovery healthwise is to allow God to really enable you to forgive her—and him. When you can let go of the resentment (with God’s help) and the unfairness of what’s been done to you, God can and WILL bring healing to your body and heart.

I also feel led to tell you about a woman I knew about who hadn’t talked to her daughter in many, many years. In fact the daughter and her husband moved from the East Coast to the West Coast just to get away from her. They had zero communication. As the woman drew closer to the Lord, forgave her son-in-law and just really prayed for them – – and loved them from a distance — God began to move in the situation. The mother didn’t even have an address for the daughter. But the daughter responded in the spirit to the prayers of the mother had been putting out there and the she contacted her mother. Not only did they start communicating again but the mother was asked by them to move out West Coast to be with them. I know there is no distance in the spirit realm and I really believe you needed to hear this.

Praying for you.

Thank you!!

I make my own liposomal Vitamin C. I haven't been sick in years since I've started the regiment. I haven't even taken an allergy pill (unless I go on a vacation and forget to take it with me). I take natural iodine supplements as well.


In the meantime work on bettering yourself. Become a person that draws good people to you, instead of wanting to be drawn to others.

Last Edited by Zedakah on 10/06/2017 11:35 PM

It's a trap! Do not try to contact him, it will not go as you believe it will. It will only bring more problems into your life.