:) But yes that is how i feel about my Lord.

CRAZY.. lol

I'm personally concerned with what TIME it is.

and.. about what questions we are personally asking.


Yes.. i feel like this entire process of understanding HIM has made me nefarious and.. crazy :(

but.. i have no personal burden.

I know he is with me. Zan and I have been extremely blessed.

more than we deserve.

There is NOTHING nefarious in what we are asking.

lol.. we don't have a choice.

We aren't dragons or demons... or the demented.


just a husband and a wife raising 4 children.. who have a few questions.. concerns.. and... we want some truth.

we dont both agree on the same things.

we only agree on one thing..

It's time.