Quit Weed. some musings.

Smoked in my 20's. Quit in my 30's (to focus on career). Picked the habit back up in my 40's. Cause old age is boring and the old people are insane. Now i have to quit cause I want to change jobs. Which means drug test. I hate my current job. Part of the reason why I want to get stoned all the time.

Anyway. Day 4. The dreams are insane but I'm enjoying them. I definitely feel better rested on the same amount of sleep. I feel a bit less mood swingy. Lost my sex drive because weed and fapping go hand in hand. Kinda sucks not having it to look forward to.

I think Ill always smoke. But probably try to stay off the everyday plan. Its much more enjoyable in moderation. Not sure how I creeped back to every day. Obtaining it sucks. Nothings ever changed there. You still have to be 'friends' with your weed dealer cause they always seems to be insecure about you using them as a hookup. That's never changed in 20 years. Which is funny because they always seem cool with the 100% markup, but you're using them, Ok. It's just unnecessary drama.

Also i noticed when im on weed sound is more vibrant, but when i quit, color is more vibrant. strange.