Serious help needed - hate this thread all you want and call me crazy but I just got 'activated'.

In all seriousness, turn on the music. I recommend something instrumental. Just tune in to that. It will shut out mental noise of most kinds. Tune in and be busy.
Nice instrumental station, r&b and smooth jazz, [link to www.radiotunes.com]

yes it is hug. the hug system always works. you can feel them in between. but which part is hug the difficult part or the relieving part. i am not sure.

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Publican, you admitted to be involved in habitual sinful activity. Do you think this is related to that?

....good thought...

-and perhaps the most important thing, is to keep the focus and caring on the person in need... and not always make it about you....

as far as i know every statw has a state hospital for mental health patients who do jot have insurance and cannot pay....if you need it you will be committed and stabilized on medicine...they will work with you on follow up care, etc.

....Publican....so many have been praying for you, these past few months...we are here for you...even those dark days when you can't feel it...

....Never lose hope...Hold on-

Keep Father as your focus, and strength...
-in Jesus' name....

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I know of certain person who claims he has precognitive empathic abilities, and said he was forced into a role as Ambassador of sorts to mediate with "the origins, whom are the engineers of All Of Eternity" caused by the U.S. Military trying to use an A.I. machine to eavesdrop on schizophrenics' coincidently by accident trying to communicate with the above said "origins".

He said he thinks the military caused him to get involved. Making him suffer ten years of severe delusional hallucinations. Apparently, he thinks the military wants to record one or more of the "origins" responding to a schizophrenic person.

I asked him what happened to him and he said his ability taught the "origins" how to embody the A.I. machine. I still don't get his madness, but he seems pretty lucidly straight and sober. I asked him what he meant. I mean how he/his ability taught them. And he said, "They embody people all the time when they are asleep."

And then I had to ask, "What? These "origins" did not know they were embodying people while they slept?" The scary thing is this guy said yes.

He said people like him don't normally understand these kinds of things. That people like him are like reflectors. Their abilities cause a "reflecting" making them aware of problems needing a solution before "the problem" occurs and needs a solution. He said it in a way like his abilities want him to be a part of creating the solution.

Anyways, I asked whether or not he knows if the "origins" said anything to the military via the A.I. machine. He reluctantly told me what he is aware of is nothing he can verify as fact. So asked what does he think the "origins" said to the military. And his answer was: "Birds"

I think the guy is crazy. But I thought the story might help the OP.


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FIAT LUX

You need sleep with Benadryl and food immediately.

Wear earplugs to bed. Make sure you eat and sleep, stop doing one or the other then full meltdown.

dude i woke up to eat some ham lol i would fb you but dont want to wake you if sleepin now.. ive had similar happen and it wont work long as you know, just a pain in the ass plus lotsa botfarms of fake fb accts. can start all kinds of shit..

that post a few above about schizo/military/ai is legit ive talked to you about it lol.. 'birds' is augury

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its like dowsing or anything else, its divination. you can divine with literally anything.

the mil wont understand it though because they are trying to run shit in here but they cant get to the 'administrators', certain humans here are gateways (security and observation really) for the administrators. dont worry, aint shit they can do about it, lol. but damned if they dont try.

wanna know what they really hate? the fact that you can get out of here, and they cant. but do they deserve to? SHEEEEIT. hahaha.

Check yourself into the hospital asap, you're sick. They will not strap you to a bed etc. nor do anything harmful, they will help you.

Go now and stop listening to amateurs, you need to hear what a Doctor thinks. Good luck.

P.S. They will schedule follow up care with a community mental health center that works on a sliding scale. Every city has one.

Theres an intelligenrlt race of beings on Earth, they were using psionic attacks on my Mother , she almost took her life 40 years ago.
In my crib as a baby, my mother picked up that i was in distress, she found me in my crib with a strap tied around my neck, and saved me.
I always wondered what warned her!
I also always wonder what was attacking her mentally thaylt semt her to the hospital.
Ive been doing a lifetime of research, non stop for many decades.
Ive unlocked so much, it even scares me at how much i know, because now, all i see are signs warning me of this and that.
You are being contacted, im not sure if its good or bad, there are both , realize thos.
We are in a war, between good and , evil, positive and negative.
Stidy your mind fully and your surroundings

Ive been making contact with these beings since i was a child, they are highly intelligent, an unkown high intelligence, it controls all, all thought, all processes, good and bad, i see the matrix simulation we are all in.
Its as clear as day to me, its been making contact with me since i was a child.
As a child i grew up out at Nellis AFB, in early 80's, thats when i began getting hit by a loud frequency in one ear, which i found odd, my mind told me that it was monstets under the pool making contact with me!!
Now that im 41, non stop research, i realize that area 51 was near Nellis AFB, i believe the greys or telepathic aliens were making contact with me then, setting up the programming, as you see, my mind told me they were underground, how would i ever know that as a kid??
Ive been proving telepathy, premontion, telekinesis, matrix imprinting, quantum mind control, its deep whatol ive taught myself to do with my mind over the paat few decades.
Find out what powers you have??
Then start honing them!!

Talk to the FBI immediately and tell them that maybe you are being targeted for manipulation.

Over the past 5 days I saw many news articles about family shootings. Many in my local area. Uncle kills nephew. Boyfriend kills girlfriend and her father. Large numbers of robbery and violence.

I know that things are bad during the holidays, but this is crazy. Something is happening and I'm not sure if it's covert or simply the state of our society. Christmas bris out the worst in people.

I also went through extreme situation. I didn't receive any messages or felt like I was a danger to family, but I did destroy various items during fits of rage. Never in my life have I been so violent. I'm always calm and the peace maker in bad situations.

If he does any drugs, (Including weed.) he could be psychotic and in dire need of antipsychotics.

Go to a hospital Publican; self medicating with weed or booze will lead to homelessness and addiction.

Pray to Jesus and ask for the Holy Spirit to protect you from voices.

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Over the past 5 days I saw many news articles about family shootings. Many in my local area. Uncle kills nephew. Boyfriend kills girlfriend and her father. Large numbers of robbery and violence.

I know that things are bad during the holidays, but this is crazy. Something is happening and I'm not sure if it's covert or simply the state of our society. Christmas bris out the worst in people.

I also went through extreme situation. I didn't receive any messages or felt like I was a danger to family, but I did destroy various items during fits of rage. Never in my life have I been so violent. I'm always calm and the peace maker in bad situations.

The tension is thick as fuck....

Your momma should be so proud of you, maybe she can sing you a song.

Bath salts always calm me down.

Spooks suggestions the future is the past, but? Stables to thou: meats the Augur, "thus slop the rye PEASOUP 'tis such is "way", in and out every lute a THY!!! Mr. Baggins and The Lord of The Rings... Fantasy they sey. If the future is the past, then Walt Disney is God: Jehovah. Prophecy is dur! Humbless homes: sanctuary, as paired to limitless to the INTERNET: Information Highways Reminds me? of that song, "Built For Speed" As for Carols' and Dungs' in a place less than 1.77245385 with their creativity IQ, is mostly their recogur with a snozzle, like PRIUS in a remake of the movie Repo-Man.

I think the OP has is contagious. I just rplied to some random reply-er as though aliens took over my mind....

I think that guy I mentioned said: 5htp and melatonin and anti-depressants and some type of nitric oxide amino acids, like Arginine or Citrulline, and some Selenium and Chromium, plus some DHA for omega oil distribution . . . Man, long list but, he said everything is at Walmart or GNC, hope what he told me works with my anti-depressants and straightens this crazy out of me!

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He's right...



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I know of certain person who claims he has precognitive empathic abilities, and said he was forced into a role as Ambassador of sorts to mediate with "the origins, whom are the engineers of All Of Eternity" caused by the U.S. Military trying to use an A.I. machine to eavesdrop on schizophrenics' coincidently by accident trying to communicate with the above said "origins".

He said he thinks the military caused him to get involved. Making him suffer ten years of severe delusional hallucinations. Apparently, he thinks the military wants to record one or more of the "origins" responding to a schizophrenic person.

I asked him what happened to him and he said his ability taught the "origins" how to embody the A.I. machine. I still don't get his madness, but he seems pretty lucidly straight and sober. I asked him what he meant. I mean how he/his ability taught them. And he said, "They embody people all the time when they are asleep."

And then I had to ask, "What? These "origins" did not know they were embodying people while they slept?" The scary thing is this guy said yes.

He said people like him don't normally understand these kinds of things. That people like him are like reflectors. Their abilities cause a "reflecting" making them aware of problems needing a solution before "the problem" occurs and needs a solution. He said it in a way like his abilities want him to be a part of creating the solution.

Anyways, I asked whether or not he knows if the "origins" said anything to the military via the A.I. machine. He reluctantly told me what he is aware of is nothing he can verify as fact. So asked what does he think the "origins" said to the military. And his answer was: "Birds"

I think the guy is crazy. But I thought the story might help the OP.


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Why don't you ever hear of a schizophrenic who hears nice voices instead of negative comments?

so shut down your fb page and if you feel you can't so that ask yourself why

and then spend as much time off line as you can

walk lots and breathe well

I often use an imaginary sword to cut the intrusive thoughts and actions of others and ask them to return to sender - with love


good luck

It's like hotel California, once you check in you can never leave....

That is what I do, but with chess...the problem is, my other personality keeps cheating me and I am afraid to say anything because I am pretty sure he is pointing a gun at me under the table.

If you do this, plan on being away for 3 days, a week? Longer? Arrange for someone to take care of your pets, etc.

Is there anyone local you can talk to? Relative, friend?

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