Look I felt this too last night. I just couldn't beleiev he won, even though I knew he should win. I was convinced she would steal it, and it surprised me he actually won. It makes u feel weary. This is normal. We are used to being screwed over and lied to and have come to expect it. Even if trump only does half of what he says he will, we will be ok. Maybe they will control him a little, but nobody can fully control trump and he does love AMERICA and will fight for it. We are going to be ok.