Yipeee! Shumann has white God Rods tonight, zzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!

Courage
Honor
Truth
Frith
Self-Reliance
Vigor
Discipline
Joy
Hospitality

the nap i took earlier helped

Frith should be #1

but yes those are my nine virtues

i have rules, principals, directives, etc.

yea those are the virtues

if i operate within those I'm good

good with God and heaven

;)

Woop! right now another God rod!

damn, dreamworld has been really wild, but I can't remember

i prayed to be able to remember better, in my head, maybe i should type it here



God, fairies, and angels, please guide and protect me in dreamworld when I sleep. Please also keep a transcript of all my thoughts, feelings and activities, and relevant ones around me during my adventures. Hand me a copy of the transcript upon my waking.

Thank you!!!!!!!

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Wowie look at that!

Man, I feel awful, drank a little yesterday because of the debate, but probably not going to today.

I sure hope we have some doom

After seeing everyone go crazy for the debate, and I tried to get into it, I did, but really, everyone just makes me sick

why try at all? people are a bunch of assholes and God should burn us all

I'm not seeing whatever the f*ck is worth saving, presently, so I'll try to stop typing since I have to set the fucking example

ta fucking ta

WAR

there, saying WAR always makes me feel better

WAR!!!!!!!

I keep remembering this dream I had like a year ago

Where I was a general, and I had a very successful battle. Somehow I was there, on the battlefield, just after my victory. The only people standing besides me were children.

The only people I had spared were the children

when I woke up after that dream I cried all day

That feeling of being responsible for the death's of all those children's parents made the victory feel like a defeat

That bitterness, it's real

the bitterness of having your victories turned over into defeats, again and again, to where defeat becomes victory and bitterness is your only joy...

that bitterness is what each one of our "leaders" feels

Last Edited by Heather like a Feather on 09/27/2016 06:04 AM

being responsible for massive quantities of lives is a sickening lifestyle

Really, I am starting to think, that sociopaths are good for that lifestyle

it doesn't sicken them

because I felt so sick that whole day after that dream, sick and sad

sick, sad, and bitter is no state to set an example in

starting to buzz right now!

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