Beware the Narcissists Sociopaths Psychopaths!

Our soul journey is about our own souls growth. Other people participate with us to help us learn our lessons and we do the same for them. We don’t have one true love who comes back with us time and time again to live the same life. Why would we? We have many lives and many loves because it is our nature to love. The fact that we feel a greater love or a greater attachment with the narcissist, who is obviously disordered, would show us that there is something dysfunctional or disordered about this attachment. This person has likely come into our lives to help us heal some childhood wound from this life, or to come face to face with our own narcissism or sense of worthlessness and inadequacy.
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I feel I had a Soul Contract with him... I told him what he was...
I know his smear campaign that I am mentally ill, I had already turned psychopath by this time... Told him only a psychopath can beat a narcissist... No tears just mad that I had beat his game... And did it make me feel good!

Last joke, we had to find our hamster a home and he says then I can get rid of 2 rats, fake laugh...

Yeah

There is no cure for pure selfishness

yeah man, Donald Trump is pretty bad. I agree. Beware!

Sex and intimacy are important in any mutually loving relationship. And while they are each separate elements to a successful connection with a partner, today’s focus will be on the subject of sex. And Narcissists.

Narcissists and sex.

For many of you reading this article, you may have felt a twinge of dread, sadness, anger, shame…or a combination of these emotions.

Why?

Because to the Narcissist, sex is another tool for manipulation and destroying the self-esteem of their partner(s). In most cases, there’s serial cheating, withholding affection, degrading requests, porn addiction, and verbal assaults. Or, on the opposite end of the spectrum, they’re such skilled lovers that their partners often stay in the abusive relationship because they’ve never had it so good, which creates a twisted dynamic leading to self-loathing, guilt, and shame.

THE NARCISSIST IN THE BEDROOM


Somatic (overt, and similar to the histrionic) – The somatic Narcissist is all about the body – what it looks like, what it can do, and using their sexual prowess to gain Narcissistic supply. Somatic types are often big into sports, working out at the gym, and adorning their physique with clothes that accentuate their efforts.

He or she is sexually hyperactive and often very boastful of their sexual conquests, believing the more, the better. They are never faithful to their partners, and enjoy seducing people who are married, virgins, homosexual, and anyone who presents a carnal challenge. They may have cosmetic surgery to refine and sculpt their body in order to attract more targets.

In the bedroom, Somatics seem to be very good lovers; magical and intimate…in the beginning. In the same way they learned to be charming while weaving in and out of society, they’ve also learned how to be good in bed. Though as time passes, the Somatic’s partner begins to feel like an object that the Narcissist uses to “masturbate on”. Sex with a Somatic ultimately morphs into something cold, emotionless, and shame-inducing.

Once the relationship begins to sour (no doubt, because of the Narcissist), the Somatic’s true colors begin to show. This can manifest in several ways including their partner discovering the Narcissist’s porn addiction, multiple affair partners, online dating profiles, and degrading requests to do bizarre, uncomfortable, and emotionally traumatizing sexual acts.

Both the Somatic and Cerebral Narcissist prefer masturbation to sex with a partner, only engaging in sex to secure supply. On occasion, the male Somatic Narcissist has been fapping for so long due to their porn addiction, that they develop porn-induced erectile dysfunction. Subsequently, they blame their unsuspecting partner for their inability to perform; instilling the false belief in said partner that they are no longer desirable.

The Somatic Narcissist is able to comprehend that their sexual conquests are frowned upon by society in general, so they often try to convince their partners that they have a sexual addiction. They go even further by insisting that their partner(s) accept this about them.


Cerebral (often covert) – The Cerebral Narcissist can be charming and sexual during the idealization phase, but their primary game is to flaunt their intellect, career and/or academic achievements in order to entice their supply source. And while they can put on a decent show in the bedroom in the beginning, it soon becomes obvious they have no interest in sex. (Ironically, the Cerebral Narcissist may seem insatiable in the beginning of the relationship, but that’s likely because they experienced a devastating life event prior to, forcing him or her to seek immediate supply, which they are able to experience by having frequent sex, often with various partners).

Many targets of the Cerebral Narcissist have the complaint that their partner withholds sex from them as a form of punishment and/or control. This is absolutely true, but it’s important to also consider that the Cerebral Narcissist simply deplores sex. They believe acting upon animalistic, sexual urges is beyond them, and prefer to masturbate to satisfy themselves instead of “going feral” with a person they consider to be below them. In fact, they often acquire partners as a cover in order to fend off advances from other underlings of society. So, when it appears the Cerebral is withholding sex, often it’s just because they have no desire for it, and being a Narcissist, couldn’t care less about their partner’s desire for it. In fact, to the Cerebral Narcissist, their partner’s urges are abhorrent in his or her eyes, causing them to withdraw further.
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Soooo...
I'm outside doing one of my favorite things, smoking a CIG... Leaning down, leg sprawl ed and oh, spider... Shift... And then it hits.

I have more regard for this spider than my Narcopath had for me.

I am in a good place, but I know I had healed very quickly by praying to God, doing my Mahayana Buddhist chants, dancing, reading others stories of their experiences with the Personality Disordered, and a friend to talk hours to like therapy ha ha

I was a raging alcoholic for ten years and had still struggled to stay quit. 3 months ago in my stint in the mental ward I quit that and benzos with the help of a GABA antagonist, and had remained quit...

For those healing I will give the advice to treat this as the most extreme drug in the world to get off of! Like, heroine times 420! That is why also we were so drawn to them, and gawd those silent treatments and lack of affection... Just waiting for the next hit... He'd give it to me, but oh just enough to get me to the next...

Yes we loved SO deeply someone that would and could not feel love... So addicted to our drug of choice as they sucked our happiness and our souls from us...

While I reflect I realise he can't. While I can change and adapt and learn and grow, he can't change...

I Dont regret this.

God is the way to go and LOVE truly is the most powerful emotion in the Universe!

But there is evil and no love in others and I never wanted to see it or imagined it existed...

Until I was forced to. God showed me the otherside of Creation.

And soon Prime Creator will separate us.

Love and Light and Happiness and Joy to you

Peace will come

They are all the same entity, and their voices change if you're patient enough.