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BunBun
(OP) User ID: 72403579 United States 08/10/2016 05:26 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Holy FUCK you are batshit insane. Quoting: Lord of the Gulf Stream 72764040 You keep saying you're smart but you sound like a fucking idiot. And insane to boot. I bet you say that to all the 8 year-old girls. Your such a charmer. You pull pony tails too? I bet you do. You think you're intelligent. More intelligent than the BunBun. Well, enjoy your momentary victory. You have eternity to tell me how smart you are and how stupid I am. Christard and Lover of God |
Daddysgirl
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BunBun
(OP) User ID: 72403579 United States 08/10/2016 05:32 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | See, this is the Christian Contingency Response. Suck it up, BunBun. Swallow it down. Father will deal with it in His Sweet Time. You can eat it, BunBun, for breakfast, lunch and dinner. That resentment in your chest-if you were a good girl, you would just let it go. This is an admonishment and a threat from a Christian straight out of the Bible. I am being told that if I don't stop it, not only will God refuse to take the vengeance that I want, but He will take vengeance out on me. That's exactly what this kind of thing is saying. That I am not the one in danger of being destroyed by God, even though other men have sought to destroy me. Just because I dare to think about taking it out of their asses. Christianity will mess up your head and tell you to do things that make you hurt really badly. God doesn't have any problem saddling us with that grief and hurt. We are just supposed to swallow it. Well, I can't swallow anymore. Too much has been done and I am really upset. Plus, the men aren't done with me and I am not really safe. It's not over yet. It's still going on, which I find completely unacceptable. But, in Christianity, you are bound because if you don't forgive or if you seek vengeance yourself-you are condemned. Condemned. They will put you in hell fire for eternity and all of them will think that you deserved it, even though what happened to you didn't happen to them. Christard and Lover of God |
BunBun
(OP) User ID: 72403579 United States 08/10/2016 05:34 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | My main concern for you is that you post every single thing about your personal life on here...you obviously don't realize the ramifications of your actions my dear... Quoting: Daddysgirl Then enlighten me, if I'm so stupid. What are the ramifications? Complete strangers will feel uncomfortable and will hurt me? That already happens on a daily basis. Maybe I don't give a shit, dear. Ramifications be damned. have you thought about that? Christard and Lover of God |
Daddysgirl
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BunBun
(OP) User ID: 72403579 United States 08/10/2016 05:52 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I accepted Lord Jesus as my savior that day and I was baptized, but I kicked Kent in the head when I was laid back in the water. I don't want to go to hell, so I will do what they tell me for a little while. I will say that I forgive the men who did me harm-the ones who are still going to do me harm in the future. But, I don't trust them anymore. I will not trust them and no one-not even God-can make me trust these men. I am telling you. We are going to bury Jerry. I am going to have him cremated and all the things in his house are going into a dumpster. The paintings are NOT going to hang in my house. I will not allow that. Eventually, I am going to bury Derek and Sam and Mike. I am going to put each one of them down into the gound. I am going at some point in there too. I want to be buried, I don't want to be cremated. I wanted to be buried near my parents, but that cemetary is filled up. I will have to be buried out here, but that is not where I want to be. The rest of my family is at the other cemetary. It's too bad. I'm not happy about it at all. A little while later, I will remember in my Soul what was done. It all comes up again. I am enraged all over again. Over and over and over again. I cycle, I know what I know. I hurt really badly. There is no help for it. But, I think that God gets mad at me and I think that's unfair. He left me down here and He knew that I was in harm's way. He saw what Derek was doing to me and He saw he intent of Derek's heart and He still tried to talk me out of it. Because I had sinned too. You can't tell someone that they have to eat disrespect because they have sinned. You can't tell someone that they have to eat pain and grief for years at a stretch and expect that they are going to be okay with it. They won't be. Whenever a woman takes to her bed screaming and yelling in pain, you can just count on it not ending well. It won't end well. That's a solid gold fact. There is no other way that it can go. It's ridiculous to think anything else. When a little girl has been so abused that she has created imaginary adult men to live with her, something has gone seriously wrong. When she eschews other girls and remains alone, something is seriously wrong. When she tells you something is wrong, something is seriously wrong. It isn't going to go away. I have been carrying this for 39 years. It's not going to go away and it's not going to resolve. I will not listen to the therapists. They have no answers. They just try to convince me to go along and get along. I am through. I have had enough. I'm not playing any longer. Christard and Lover of God |
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