Any experts on Dissociative Identity Disorder around here?

Black people by nature have multiple identity disorder but this disorder is of the highest order.

Each person has a twin soul on every habitable planet in the universe. Now if I wanted to visit their world, I would either travel there by spaceship or by using the mind. If I was to host a visitor, I would go into the background and become a observer or do my own travels, whereupon my first self would take control. This is so both personalities or soul's are able to mutually benefit from the experience.

Non blacks on the other hand experience an inverted form of this. Instead of personalities coming from other places, they come from within. They are demons to begin with so whatever lies within will never be good. Horror movies and like have clearly shown us that.

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In this world, they are taught to supress their true nature and as a consequence, it does a number on the mind.

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What the heck does race have to do with MPD?
Are you speaking 'metaphorically' , perhaps...?

I dunno. It's so fantastic it's almost unbelievable but damn that guy knew his stuff. At worst he was a very educated troll (esp. psychology), making it even dumber that they'd ban him.

The person I was around was in her 20s yet they kept her in the locked juvenile ward at Cleo Wallace center in Westminster Colorado. She had been there since she was in her teens. She usually was a 8 year old girl with a pronounced stutter. Around 6 in the evening even though clocks were not present she would turn into a dog. She would growl, try to bite people etc. Her cycling was so regular they would put her in a restraint room before she shifted. You would hear her why are you doing this etc. she never remembered the day before. It always seemed like she was experiencing everything for the first time. The other personality was that of a very violent woman who used exsissive vulgarity and also had to be restrained. I never witnessed any other personalities, however the scuttlebutt was if she was alone with a male another personality would come out that was very disturbing, that of a little girl acting like an adult slut, daddy this daddy that as she would become very sexually aggressive almost desperate to please to avoid being punished. There was another personality but my memory is not the best anymore.

I knew a person with DID once.

She was really destructive.

A former anorexic (or some kind of eating disorder), who claimed to be a Christian, the totally shifted into claiming not to be one.

She seemed to be intelligent, but I see know it was just a bunch of hot air. She confused/scared me at the time.

She claimed to have run her own camp of the OTO, and was obsessed with Jack Parsons.

Claimed to be a demoniac, too - and that she was a wild type of sex with either a demon(s) or even worse.

Took a ton of pills to lose a bunch of weight once.

There's more, but them's the highlights. Or rather lowlights. She really did hurt a lot of people.

When did you recover your memories (like how old) and what triggered it and did it make you feel ill and how did you find a specialist who took you seriously, if you did?

I had years, and years of "normal" life, but went through some horrible emotional abuse that triggered other personalities... but I never really felt ill when it happened... just really bad headaches with vision problems, and light sensitivity.

I'm pretty much just lucky that someone took it serious... I wasn't looking for anyone, I kept getting brought to the hospital by the police, because my other personalities are some over the top characters... I mean inter galactic spy shit... Yeah my personalities are quite "out there". It was around the sixth time I was at some random hospital AGAIN, and the right doctor, at the right time, with the right diagnosis gave me my life back.

As for the how old question... the whole thing from start (first split) to finish (diagnosis) was about 5 years or so, and I'm fourty-ish. I'm lucky even though it was intense, it was figured out early.

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Before the advent of the races, this how black people commonly travelled.

Degeneration is the main culprit why this is not done anymore. But the main purpose was to set the basis so non blacks could be created.

That sounds a bit like Borderline Personality Disorder to me.

How long would you go between hospitalizations? Weeks , months, days?

I agree, I think he was real and if he wasn't he was such a good role player he must have known something real.

please excuse me, this is distasteful but i believe it may be pertinent to the discussion. what has been avoided is the influence drugs poisoning may have had on young children in causing did symptoms later in life. i doubt if its as isolated as most would wish to believe. as a teen, i walked into a situation where older sisters had allowed a younger sister maybe 5 or 6 to ingest lsd. it was a fucked up thing that was allowed to happen. the point being, that child's experience, probably altered the way she processed information from that point on, as it would anybody else.

How long would you go between hospitalizations? Weeks , months, days?

Months... usually about six.

That certainly sounds loke a very serious case. But of course just like any psychiatric illness you do unfortunately get cases that are so extreme and severe there is no way for the person to function in society. But generally they are the rare end of the bell curve, even sort of uncommon and exotic disorders like DID don't necessarily have only unfixable cases...I think those are just the ones you'd find in a long term state hospital or sensationalized in media

Interesting...so it must have taken a few years for you to find good help...and something would bring on the "breakdown" which would lead you to be brought in again?

Easily the most entertaining thread on GLP. And I don't back down from many but that guy freaked me out.

Oh yeah I have no doubt...using psychotropic meds on a young developing mind could have some incredibly adverse effects...presumably permanent...such a horrfying thing to consider

Absolutely. He had a very intense vibe. Like holy hell.

Ah, you might be right. She deffo claimed DID, but just because she said it, doesn't mean it's the truth.

Multiple personality Disorder was not really changed to DID, it was just deemed so rare as to be almost non existent, and as a result of a lot of media exposure was being over diagnosed, as well as to many people self diagnosing.

Most people with what seems like MPD are DID, dissociative; they are temporarily being someone else.

The real tragedy is when it's beyond dissociation, because the survivor has no CORE personality; they were so badly abused they didn't have time to develop one, so they "play act" by miming other peoples lives. If the person is lucky enough to be able to capitalize on singing or acting talents they are great careers for DIDs.

Also dissociative disorder doesn't always mean you're being someone else either. You can have many variations of dissociation and DID.

I'm apparently incapable of creating any human relationships, and that's a form of disassociation. It's extremely painful emotionally, life is just a long tunnel with faces passing on the sides. Think about going 40-50 years with NO emotional intimate relationships; no friendships, no family, no experience of being loved.

the reality is the world doesn't have time for everyone.

What do you mean the world doesn't have time for everybody? That's a sad story though Bird. And yeah multiple personalities is how everyone always thinks about it but there's a lot more to it than that. It's kind of a shame most don't really get the meaning of "dissociation".

Interesting...so it must have taken a few years for you to find good help...and something would bring on the "breakdown" which would lead you to be brought in again?

Yup, pretty much. I was so lucky. Now I can laugh my ass off at the ridiculous "alters", but when it was actually happening it was so damn scary... not knowing why you were somewhere you weren't suppose to be, or how you even got there, and even wearing clothes that came from who knows where.

I am getting sleepy though. If this thread is still going tomorrow... I could do a few more questions.

Good luck with your research!

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Nobody had any time for me. Not when I was born, at 3, at 5 at 12, ever. I haven't had any friends since college. That's 40 years.

Nobody wants to create bonds with a women who doesn't put out, that's the bottom line. You'd be shocked how much of life for a women is contingent upon putting out. I became abstinent about 10 years ago. They ALL disappear after that, even the crummy hangers on, like you're a creature from another planet.

You say ridiculous, why ? Are you an MK survivor, or was the MPD/DID a phycological illness that developed for some other reason?

I'm not shocked at all, I'm a woman myself and I hate the burden of sexual expectation all the time. I hear there are some men out there who are hetero asexuals like not interested in the sex part of a relationship...maybe worth looking into for you...

Don't read about it.

It's called getting older.

It's our own godlike ability.

We grow up together. We watch TV together. We sleep together. We eat together.

We experience each other's reality.

Remember. Your thoughts, our thoughts, create our reality. Think in the circles to which you wish to belong...and brother, the circle of 'mental illness' is a circle unto which you do not wish to belong.

You'll only ever identify with a disorder if you're not fitting in

Hmm. This is a good answer. Thanks. But how does a person fix obsessive thought loops? It feels impossible at times.

if i tell you you have it..would you be surprised about it ??

right

identify what is fisiological and wat patological

and act tecnically..

that is pure freedom

anyway if the subject was born totaly sane and found insane people in his house...

i see a great great unexpressed depression in that..

like a person who getsvery very drubk makes crazy fuck then he does not remember what happened..


if it is genetic...its not a funny thing anyway

i want to shere you about my father

he was gambling addicted and or other crazy spents..

he was telecontrolled by jews..

my mum too and my sister is drug addicted and moneyless ever

should i ask the israelian gevernemnt and cia and italian government penal compensations fot their insane iditos of shit ??

or it is not about money

and its a last blood duel ??