the team of specialists designated to handle "the experiment" , can we talk about 'em?

Every time you say that S I relive memory of 2 year old daughter Singing "Eddy buddy wan to be a cat" Best ever.

Oh a rinky tinky tinky....



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Hihihi :-)

I like that cartoon much.
And the song summarizes a lot of things.

Lol Eva Gabor Cat turning pink when she plays the harp and all sultry...Square the Circle comes to mind. Scatman Crothers on the trumpet.

I enjoy the topic of time:P

Forgot to add this video

Hi, I do remember. I like the bold, lol

I have noticed some people who alter the past purposefully by changing the meaning deceptively to garner the present into effecting their future through manipulative means.

I don't think changing meaning of the past is a good thing, imo. I am thinking broadening the meaning of the past is a good thing because you are not changing it but more understanding it. I think I'm confusing myself though since it is late here:P lol

In my dream there was a scrawl written in blood on my wrist that said "I'll kill you". Morbid I know but I found it interesting.

Yesterday was not the best day for me

what do you think it means?

Check this guys:

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The quantum absurdity that leads to the notion of Schrodinger's cat — in which a cat can exist in two states simultaneously — could finally be tested in an object visible to the naked eye, a new study demonstrates.

Scientists have created a pendulum-like membrane that is so perfectly isolated from friction and heat "that it would just keep going for 10 years with a single push," said study co-author Simon Gröblacher, a physicist at Delft University of Technology in the Netherlands. "If you create a quantum state in this object, it will not go away."

This tiny, flea-size swing could allow scientists to finally test whether the quantum effects behind the Schrodinger's cat thought experiment do indeed exist at large scales.

Cool one, Fancy !

I think it is a layer of my own personality with malicious intentions towards me.

Yesterday was emotionally so exhausting. I fell into despair and when I got home I felt like the energy had been sucked right out of me. I couldn't do anything at all except for lay on the couch just staring at the wall.

I went into my bedroom and just laid there aimlessly for awhile and heard Lu but I wasn't talking to him. He was speaking for me, on my behalf, to certain others. The way it sounded in my head, was like he was on a phone call, and I could only hear his end of the conversation.

Usually when I talk to Lu it's a dialogue between me and him, but what was odd about yesterday is my own inner voice was totally mute, and he was referring to me to these 'others' in the third person. I'm very familiar with my inner voice and his inner voice since he has been present since I was very young so this was odd.

He claims he was speaking on my behalf to the council. Or rather, he admit to that information later. What was strange was how randomly exhausted I got right after work and while I was laying in my bed, closing my eyes but not sleeping - I was seeing these visions, faces and voices, and one of them was a dead white bird - my mind said: "hawk". But a white hawk sounds strange.

Then I fell asleep for about an hour which was weird. I woke up feeling slightly better, still despondent. I asked Lu why I got so tired and took such a short and odd nap, he said I had to sleep so he could have a conversation without my hearing. He won't comment much farther than that.

To explain briefly about his nature, as he's given me more information in the past month and years as my 'spiritual studies' have caused me to question him - he calls himself an intercessor (he calls himself a guardian as well) but one thing I heard yesterday for the very first time - was he called himself my twin brother. When I asked him what he meant by that, he said there's no way I could understand it right now, and not to try and wrap my head around it.

For me, there's always a clear differentiation between when I'm speaking to Lu, or for example when I am speaking to myself - sometimes in my head I go, "you stupid fucking idiot bitch" when I'm pissed off at myself but the tone of that is nothing like Lu. It would be like in real life, two completely different people talking, they have different voices and faces. And there is no face or form when I am (inwardly) talking to myself.

There's also - sometimes apparently - others. Lu claims, he basically always mediates conversation between myself and the council, but that they will occasionally speak directly to me, but without identifying themselves. I know that tone too - it's , hmm, low and monotonous and very authoritative. Also, it doesn't generally engage in dialogue. It's like, "no pingback", can't trace it.

Another example is "messenger", the one who made me stop smoking. This one wasn't Lu either and it identified itself as an angel, or came off that way to me. I have only even spoken to "messenger" once and 'it' was very powerful. It induced physical changes in my motivation and environment.

I could explain more about this - well some of it I've learned only quite recently as Lu has become less reticent to admit to certain things - but I doubt most people would understand...I'm sure the way it sounds is like "voices in my head" but it's not like that. It's like telepathic communication. "voices" - audio hallucinations - they have sound. The sound for this form of communication is astral, there's no way you'd confuse it for actual voices talking to you.

I know the difference because - once or twice - as I have been laying down to sleep, when I get flashing visions of stuff - I occasionally hear short bursts of random sentences or something - and they sound like voices. Auditory, audible, there is a huge and obvious difference.

So...to conclude the inane ramble which went so far from your original question, I believe that the note scrawled in blood on my wrist was a layer of my personality which is bent on self-destruction, and that was its way of speaking to me.

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This began in the early 1990s, but has already happened unlimited times before this. All has failed, this is the purpose and the problem. Yet hope remains in July, do you remember?

My birthday is in July. Not looking forward to it though.

Lu is your spirit guide? Speaking to council...I had to do that during my crossing. It was so bizzare. Like being ontrial for your life. A parent Lee I passed the tests. Was told I get at least another 50 years to do my work.

"A Parent Lee" was how they kept identifying me. I wonder if they meant ley lines ley.

My Male guide says he is my twin too. TF? Except in one body?

:Supersaiyan1:

Nice GIF! Hey there Kmang
Werk werk werk

Yes I had that initial thought too - like tf or anima/animus
Supposedly it isn't quite that simple but I can't help feeling it must be something like that

Lu is my "guardian" ... I guess you could say guide but I think guardian is a better description

Yeah I am doing some custom gifs today :)
I thought of you for that one hehe, hopefully work goes well for you.
Meanwhile, I shall play around

I'll take that as a compliment for sure!

Does he, Lu, ever say anything about his body part in conjuction to you specifically? Like heart as part, etc?

So you took that as your own blood? Not the bird/hawk?

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Creation is believed to be the work of culture heroes who traveled across a formless land, creating sacred sites and significant places of interest in their travels. In this way, "songlines" (or Yiri in the Warlpiri language[citation needed]) were established, some of which could travel right across Australia, through as many as six to ten different language groupings. The dreaming and travelling trails of the Spirit Beings are the songlines. The signs of the Spirit Beings may be of spiritual essence, physical remains such as petrosomatoglyphs of body impressions or footprints, among natural and elemental simulacra.

"Dreaming" existed before the life of the individual begins, and continues to exist when the life of the individual ends. Both before and after life, it is believed that this spirit-child exists in the Dreaming and is only initiated into life by being born through a mother.


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Within the animist belief system of Indigenous Australians, a songline, also called dreaming track, is one of the paths across the land (or sometimes the sky[1]) which mark the route followed by localised 'creator-beings' during the Dreaming. The paths of the songlines are recorded in traditional songs, stories, dance, and painting.

A knowledgeable person is able to navigate across the land by repeating the words of the song, which describe the location of landmarks, waterholes, and other natural phenomena. In some cases, the paths of the creator-beings are said to be evident from their marks, or petrosomatoglyphs, on the land, such as large depressions in the land which are said to be their footprints.

By singing the songs in the appropriate sequence, Indigenous people could navigate vast distances, often travelling through the deserts of Australia's interior. The continent of Australia contains an extensive system of songlines, some of which are of a few kilometres, whilst others traverse hundreds of kilometres through lands of many different Indigenous peoples — peoples who may speak markedly different languages and have different cultural traditions.

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A petrosomatoglyph is a supposed image of parts of a human or animal body in rock. They occur all over the world, often functioning as an important form of symbolism, used in religious and secular ceremonies, such as the crowning of kings. Some are regarded as artefacts linked to saints or culture heroes.

The word comes from the Greek – petra ("stone"), – soma ("body"), and – glyphein ("to carve"). Feet are the most common; however, knees, elbows, hands, head, fingers, etc., are also found.

Stylised representations of parts of the body are often open to dispute and are therefore on the fringes of acceptability as identifiable petrosomatoglyphs. Natural objects, such as rock crystals and rock formations which look like petrosomatoglyphs, whole animals, plants, etc., are collectively called "mimeoliths".

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Hi. I've had such a lazy Sunday. Been avoiding glp. But I will be back.

hahaha me too, it's too hard getting to +320 on destiny.. lol

I wanted to play vidja so badly on my day off today. Instead I did nothing but sleep, eat and watch catfish. Le sigh

some days it works like that, just roll with it..

did you know destiny announced new dlc?

"Rise of Iron"..

Damn you are so late on the train with that game

It's been out quite a long time now

I know, I know.. I avoided it because I thought I would hate an fps mmo, but a friend got it so I thought I would too since I rarely get along with other gamers..

now I am addicted to it and he barely plays.. lol

oh well, I was late to wow too.

I typically hate FPS games but I also really enjoyed Destiny for the time I played. And then I started playing FFXIV lol...dropped Destiny at that point

Last night in my dream...there was a hotel...an interesting party was being held there, and I was somebody else...there was some kind of portrait of a man up on a wall, and a group congregating around it...I was somebody on a special assignment...to seduce a certain person? But I wasn't me, I was someone different...

There was an intriguing man there...something vaguely victorian about the feel. And something special about this picture on the wall. Something happened with time. I took off my watch and put a drop of blue paint inside of it. All of the numbers on the watch began swirling like they'd turned to water. And soon the whole face of the watch was turning blue, and time was all smeared. I feared I'd ruined the watch. I took it apart and it was all blue...

I don't really think the dream means anything in particular, don't even know why I'm relating it here.