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Anonymous Coward User ID: 6475186 United States 05/22/2016 06:22 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You more than likely don't really know me, but I have taken the time to read and know you, and the parent comment drove me closer, because I know the difference parenting can make.. It is huge... But then I have to ask myself, would you be you, would you be here teaching us as you are... ?! Hmm, just know you ware loved and go from there... Feel it and know it |
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(OP) User ID: 23740678 United States 05/22/2016 06:46 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I have so many more questions than I have answers. And so few places to ask where answers can be found. Every time I find myself asking something that really counts all around me is only silence. Because they aren't the kind of questions others know how to answer, and the ones who do know, won't say. It's been awhile but consistently I seem to have found the only way to get answers is to address the questions myself. And then I get an answer, but never in the way I would have expected. And it take patience. I'm a person who wants hard definitive answers. But there are some things I've had to accept are a book of questions that will remain open. Sometimes we have to choose the version of things that we want to accept. Or live in the twilight zone of uncertainty. Other times it seems like ... I have all but given up on certain answers and then they find me...and get me wondering again, and I remember that in my heart I'm a seeker of truth, and I always will be a seeker of truth, whatever form that truth may take, however ugly or irrevocable. Sometimes I feel I would go to no end of suffering for a prize that is invisible and which is socially deemed of no value....just to know the truth. And where does the truth get you when the smoke has cleared? Exactly in the same place you were before, just with a precious light that nobody even may know you have... I have so many questions, questions I still don't even know how to ask. Last Edited by Caylus Ark on 05/22/2016 06:47 PM |
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(OP) User ID: 23740678 United States 05/22/2016 06:57 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You more than likely don't really know me, but I have taken the time to read and know you, and the parent comment drove me closer, because I know the difference parenting can make.. It is huge... But then I have to ask myself, would you be you, would you be here teaching us as you are... ?! Hmm, just know you ware loved and go from there... Feel it and know it Quoting: Anonymous Coward 6475186 I probably wouldn't be the same version of myself, no. I often ask myself if happiness really matters. I'm not really sure of the answer to that. Thank you, I appreciate you caring. Tough love, huh? Well... |
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(OP) User ID: 23740678 United States 05/22/2016 07:18 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I was contented watching the new seasons of pokemon all day for my day off earlier and avoiding the heavy stuff that has been really haunting me but when I saw that thing about 'well here we go again' of course your head is going to hurt, suddenly I can't find myself able to pay attention to pokemon anymore. Sometimes it feels like I can't really control it. That same sort of thing can happen with glp sometimes. I can avoid it for awhile but if 'something' dings I am hooked on it and have to tear myself away. There is something I sometimes feel the dreams are preparing me for. or perhaps, priming. |
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(OP) User ID: 23740678 United States 05/22/2016 07:27 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Look, I don't know how I knew, but I knew so I said here we go again.. Meaning she was going to be back in a similar situation as she found herself in before.. I hope a little better this time I'm out, y'all have a good evening Well thanks for talking....it's been interesting I hope it doesn't go quite the same way, I did learn a thing or two after all. I could probably coexist with the surreal indefinitely... |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 6475186 United States 05/22/2016 07:32 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | meaning u have no filters! u probably burnt your filters out! lol Quoting: Anonymous Coward 11688366 I doubt, being I had a skeleton woman sign today;) What's a skeleton woman sign? It's been a while since I got them from the 3.. So I was shocked it even came about today.. But happy it did.. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 11688366 United States 05/22/2016 07:37 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | its more like stimuli for you no longer gets filtered at sensory gates. it all gets funneled! lol [link to www.horseconfidence4u.co.uk] |
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(OP) User ID: 23740678 United States 05/22/2016 07:38 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | meaning u have no filters! u probably burnt your filters out! lol Quoting: Anonymous Coward 11688366 I doubt, being I had a skeleton woman sign today;) What's a skeleton woman sign? It's been a while since I got them from the 3.. So I was shocked it even came about today.. But happy it did.. There was something I saw with skeletons yesterday that affected me deeply and you're not the only person to mention them today in some form. I wonder what it means. |