I recall the exact reason and moment I chose to click on the Secrets thread on Dec 9 2011.. It already had 140 pages and I had completely avoided it, like I did most outrageously titled 'AMA' threads.

Had I been somewhere else at that time..I may have never done so. I had a very deliberate reason and it felt like my entire life had led up to that moment.

When he chose me over the others to answer my questions which he made direct note of, it singled me out.


While open to various theories, I didn't accept it a lot of what he preached when it came right down to it..which led to the eventual ostracizing I received from his entire group. We had some great moments though.

I wouldn't give them back.