Mad World

Lol maybe it's just part of the training

"Congrats. You've stopped killing each other because some old book/ person claimed you had to or you'd be punished.

Congrats, you've stopped killing each other because some old person claimed you should or you'd be punished

Congrats, you've stopped killing each other over bullshit"

It's already being slowly swept out the door

Vhat vill come next? I vonder



Last Edited by Sol-tari on 09/29/2022 06:12 PM

I'm still not sure you ever knew what I meant by this.

It was never about 'ending all creation'.

It was about ending the paradigm that now exists that is hel bent on ending all Natural Creation.

And I fight hard, true.

Sorry if you or others misinterpreted.



Last Edited by Vafþrúðnir on 09/30/2022 02:27 AM

For me personally I learned first about the concept in May 2018 from the Operator 17 thread and a sudden being swept up in said “Magick” seconds after their post on said.

It was some of the most intense I had experienced at the time and during said a large earthquake occurred in Hawaii(paradise) which then led to IIRC, nearly a month of eruptions.

Break the wheel=I came to believe meant ending samsara.

Break the world=systems collapse/Armageddon/end of the world..if you will.


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One of a couple reasons I associate sex magick with destruction and black magick. Perhaps the right partner never manifested and the wrong partners lead to Hell. Can’t say really. So I avoid it totally and completely as a defense mechanism.


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Being swept up wasn't something I ever controlled. It(they) somehow could just come to me and I was then forced to deal with it best I could manage.

After years and different ways to try to force stop it ranging from fasting, ignoring all sexual impulse, seeking out exorcisms, salt baths, eating sage, praying endlessly..and coming up empty, I started to grow bitter and hated those that would force the energy on me.

It was non-consensual and there was and is an enchantment on me that allows some access. No amount of pleading and ignoring and hatred I aimed their way would break their will and give up trying whatever they were doing.


Such that, I basically became a stone wall and put everything I had into blocking access to the one place they wanted to be.

The wall or block often holds on its own unless the wizard is exceptionally strong and I have to fight to hold it.

This last go around I had to fight every waking moment to hold the line.

It was terrifying and horrible. Which I mentioned endlessly which also did not stop them. Which is black magick to try to break someones will in such a way.

That's how I see it.


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You are nuttier than a fruitcake and you invited all the crap that is in your life

It will only get worse as you narrate

People are responsible for their own behavior. If you invite someone into your house, and then ask them to leave they have no right to stay. That is how it works.

If anyone or thing stays past their welcome, they are responsible for what occurs after.

My story, my rules.


I'm pretty even really. Just this pesky sex magick thing and those who exploit it.

You either believe in it, or you don't. Not my business what you believe. Nor do I care. Stop coming into my thread or my space.

You are not welcome.

It really should go without saying proxytard coward AC..this is GLP.









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Finished episode 4 last night. I like who they chose to play Lucifer.

Heh.


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Heh wait a minute, even tho I read comics, watched, whatnot... but till just now I never noticed the constant 'D' with each of characters. I wonder was / is there is a reason for the D?

Dunno..maybe they will address that later in the series.

I know parents often choose to do the same with their kids. All naming them starting with the same letter.

the 8th, demonstrate! lol

D = name after the Demiurge (spelling?) word - it came to my mind just now. After God's own demiurge power or something like that. Maybe not, just my guess.

Maybe. Good guess I'd say.

Would that make them archons?

Demon-state?

Choronzon was in the latest episode. Have to say..he didn't look anything like I imagined him yet they made Hell pretty scary.

Idk, but the Dream as written said something along the line; the mortals rule them and they (The Endless group) serve them (for theirs sake, I think). I doubt they are archons. I best stop now, and let you watch rest of the Sandman series to get better ideas or something like that.

who doesn't have their own demon? we don't start out that way but being human we pick them up and never learn to release them. free your own mind! lol

you are what you eat and you become what you watch if youre not careful! lol

i know for a fact you've seen and watch a lot! lol

i didn't mention participate because sometimes it's best to leave the past as the past, in order to grow or change! lol

I hear you. I wasn't happy to see him pop up either.

Speaking of are what you eat..The Great British Baking Show started season 10 a few weeks back.

I've made 2 cinnamon apple cakes since. Goes great with coffee. I added more walnuts the second time. Super yummy.


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Cinnamon Apple Cake
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i see you only taking responsibility for becoming what you eat! lol

and that apple cake will definitely grow you! lol

at least you'll have something while you watch! lol

I'm taking ballet and cutting the beer out of my life, has made a big difference.

Almost 2 months no beer, no THC.


Hoping to get my second run of mushrooms today. Interested to see what I might quit next.

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