Mad World

For me it was a life time of experiences then I got into meditation and astral travel , 3rd eye focus, and before I knew it, my world changed.

Some of it it beyond the moon fantastic, while other aspects are truly Hell.

It's a balancing act and a lot of forcing myself to get back up if I fall. You get new tools every time you survive.

Keep going. There is no other option.



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They definitely put something on my back this last go around.

Can anyone see what it is?


I don't want or choose to be at the mercy of this thing.

Idk if that is related to a semi-lucid dreaming, when someone or something was on my back and trying to do something to me.. again and again. Then finally I broke free and smashed it then it went away, seemingly dreaming / astrally speaking.

Btw, Seer.

I'm doing ok although not close to ideal.

It's on my back right now. It's pushing. I can hold it out ..I'm giving real time feedback because it is less dangerous for me to do so at this time, than not doing so.

Nice to see you. You often show up when the energy is strong.

Which it is.

Maybe I'm getting my wings. :)

I choose to see it from that perspective.


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Interesting, I wonder if that has to do with my drinking beers? The more beers I drink the more I am at ease with myself than when I'm "normal", I think?

For 17 on the said list:

My interpretation is that it speaks of entanglement

The person you share the foxhole with, you want to be the same wavelength (known boundaries)

However since this list is Murphys Law of Combat, warfare is the unorthodox variable in this

So the longevity & safety of foxhole depends on both parties relationship

There is something else too.

I had a dreaming when / where I met K in an airport where there was an insane amount of a lot of people lined up but then she was hiding in a baby holder (spelling?) along with her friend (I sensed it was her friend for some reason).

Idk what that dreaming meant.

Well said.

If boundaries were being respected, there wouldn't be a problem.

They aren't though. They're trying to force through.

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Well I'm not gonna ask million questions on your said entanglement. Only comment I will add is that only you know.

Know thyself

If you don't like it. Be the crocodile that waits in the watering hole

There is some kind of enchantment on my hip that enables a lot of this.

I've gone to various people asking for help but always come up empty or with more problems because of it.


There is a lock of some sort on my left hip that gets fiddled with a lot. It has its uses but I don't want it there and don't know how to get it off.

I've tried everything.

I usually just hope it will go away and sometimes it does.

But it always comes back.


This last go around was more vicious and violent than they've been in years.

Where we go from here..I suppose time will tell.

I can only do all I can and go from there.


Thanks to anyone who offered support and prayers.


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Do you know what will happen?



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No, but someone else does. And they've always hidden it from me.

Can you feel it?

Again, no. I think ramping up the anxiety is a tool to kill my gut instinct on that front. People want total control over my actions.

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I only wish

Can you feel it?

The intensity dropped significantly but it's still there.

I am getting closer all the time


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No I am a little narc’d + vodkad up.
Injured my knee - out of commission for a while.

What is this feeling?

It feels like sitting on a penis with a thin bit of something in-between.

Once it breaches the line..I can't control what will happen.

you sly lol

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It's more like being locked on.

If you can avoid the point of no return, you can avoid the lock.


There's more than one lock, for various reasons.

Once a ghost dick gets glued to you..it's pure chaos until it lets go.

It wants to destroy everything.


Hence, Break the wheel.

It hates Creation.


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If Pygmalion's sculpture gained consciousness would she really be feminist, considering she was designed by a man? In the original myth, does the sculpture even have a name? A philosophical question.

I think her name is Rachael. Or maybe Sera.

IDK.


Pushing too hard, folds time inside out/


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I hope you get your mushrooms!

My mom wants to try it.

Thanks.

I'm really hoping it works.


Right now I feel like I'm being sucked inside out.

It doesn't hurt.

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