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So is that what you wrestle when you say you are wrestling the energy? I mean are you talking about some type of light or sensation. Interesting use of words there.

I saw a Bible verse on your thread some days back about a man that wrestled with angels.

It is wrestling. Like the Force in Star Wars saga.


Resistance and Will. You push and pull it. Spin and repel it.

Absorb and expel it.


It is learned and a skill. It is also unforgiving for those that push their limits.

But then limits wouldn't exist. Failure is motivation to succeed.



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Evening seer, hope you are doing okay today.

Every time this topic comes up, it is like two sheets of ice, one sliding off the other and then it sucks in other people/subjects.

Wyrd magic to witness, not sure what to make of it.

I'm glad I waited until today to watch this.

Timing is everything.

Seer, have you ever watched the 'Contact' 1997 film?

I'm thinking and feeling about that film a bit more lately, for some reason.

Rick why don't you ever talk to me? What did I do wrong?

I stopped having those dreams after 2016. But been shown to me throughout my life. Like a deja vu.

I have seen you all in my dreams since then. Just like aether said he can watch and become aware of people while they sleep. I hold conversations with some of you and go on adventures, lucid of what we are doing.

I don't always know who is who but I know it's someone from the general vicinity within this 'group'. I'll just call it the collective. I mean if we are going to talk about dreams...I have had some really amazing ones before that I will share with you another time.

I can do this with my sister as well. We will call each other up and discuss what we were doing together perfectly. Lucid, astral, spiritual warfare training is what I consider it. I became her teacher.

It can be abused and used to cause major harm. I believe the indoctrination into these magickal groups..the chaos ones you have been looking at recently and every single one of the sex magick groups, especially those, as K pointed out how it has been exploited and far removed from the original purpose of sexual energy and has solely become just another avenue for sex addiction.

Those should be avoided unless you are prepared for the push and pull. If you want to wrestle monsters. Although you must first hold your own solid foundation before joining ANY group whatsoever.

If you go in without your own Will, your own knowledge of personal potential, proper personal training, first. Not only does one make the mistake of allowing someone else to set the boundary for them but to set a limit or a measure over them.

The moment you allow someone else the opportunity to drive YOU..you can and will be easily overtaken. They used to hide in the shadows but today they don't have the care to hide it anymore. It seems to me everything the theosophical society planned for the 21st century is taking perfect shape.

Get in the wrong 'group' or 'hive' or 'unit' and it becomes exactly that you speak of where you are bending to the stronger force.

I can easily interact with many different groups or forces. Some of the stronger ones I have encountered I have considered those to be not human because of how foreign or 'distant' might be the better word for how it feels. Feels more structural and less emotional which I would associate with angelic or demonic group.

Although I could also have been in contact with darker groups before. But more of a beast nature to them.

There is actually a recent thread where a guy has talked about his experience with an entity trying to convince a number of people to follow it. It is trying to create a legion, hive mind, group of people to gather behind it for a battle. It convinced the friend and family of a scenario that if they do not choose to follow IT then they will die.

Thread: I've been communicating with a demonic entity for about six months now and what I learned turned my life upside down (update page 20).

You know it is all grooming. Grooming forces which are the base forces we see bending the entire world around us, initially what everyone is doing to everyone, some out of ignorance, through learned behaviors, others knowing full well what they are doing. Fear based programming.

Manipulating thought, bending to another. All sounds less like magick to me and more like the challenge of shaking a core belief, breaking the Will. This kind of chaos is not magick. It is simply chaos. A con for temporary gain. The powers of persuasion.

Even Crowley said these systems do not ever really change. The system or beast is only given a new name. Reinvented but it's always the same. Meme.

To me true magick is when you create positive change. Betterment for the whole. When you bring truth, and ask of nothing in return. True Magick is when you transcend beyond what serves you, and you start serving others. Why occult? Why should the nature of truth be hidden other than there be conspiracy...a quieted and hidden truth in a race against time. Sudden destruction in the wake. Those who have been deprived of truth, unfortunately, will perish.

When freedom should be extended to every one. Above the limits of time and space. Bringing truth to all of the earth. Not just certain people or groups. But bringing freedom and potential back to the whole world. No competition necessary. Healing and all things that are good, which we all have the responsibility here in having that knowledge. I've tasted truth. As have all of you. As stewards of this very existence.

All other so called 'magick' is nothing more than satiated madness. Impulse and pleasure driven for the darker self. Those pleasure feedback loops..in a constant state of pleasuring the self. You call it hell because that is what hell is.

It's all so very fascinating....

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3rd eye tingle topic

individually we trust ourselves collectively we do not trust ourselves

My new theory?

Everyone is in the wrong partially..

Everyone has made mistakes...

Some shoulder the burden of that more than others.

If all are not redeemed none are redeemed but we are fleeting creatures , living in denial of this is the lifestyle.

I didn't have the maturity before and there's still some way to go, but I think amongst the chaos I'm seeing a pattern emerging.

So everyone is in the wrong for their share of selfish mistrust.

Not that I want to bring a sickle to the tares.

The message should be we are in this together, not fend for yourself against the mistrust of others.

My trusting myself to do good in this world is widely influenced by my projections of how others will respond to my attempts a goodness.

It's all fucked.

The demiurge, devil, lucifer satan whatever you want to call him has lost trust in others ability to do good, even the god he fell out with.

I know his heart mistrust his supposed creator and he's lost all faith.

Some differences may never be reconciled..

To be clear..I am not advocating for Chaos and sex magick. I'm exposing it.

This is about the internet and the wizards behind it and what is happening in our world, laid out quite well in The Social Dilemma and Childhood 2.0.

Ralph Breaks the Internet, may not be coincidentally titled.

I have seen it, yes. Good flick.

For me personally the energy and syncs have gone from constant 3 weeks ago..to almost nil at the moment.

Which for me indicates this chaos cycle is over. This time around was more light hearted and I learned quite a bit. Which is why I see it as training.

When inside the cycle it is very obvious..after leaving it..it starts to fade like a dream..which is why I keep notes along the way.

Thanks for sticking by me over the years. None of this has been easy but then things worth doing usually aren't.

I don't think anyone said you were?

I've been accused of such before, after a way.

Not seen those movies though.

I loved that movie as a child, opened my mind up to the possibility that time may not be constant.

They're more documentary, than movie.

The trailer should make it clear enough.


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Notice how she glitches a little when Ralph wakes her up?

The energy can do that to your brain. It feels and sounds exactly like it looks.

Hi Seer

Patience, enduring all the trials Patiently : )



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Marty

I was working in the first preschool during college, on 9/11.

Some of those kids are in their mid-twenties now. They are all still perpetually children to me because I never saw them again after they moved on to grade school.

I had to stop that line of work..because it was too difficult on me.

I did it enjoy it though.

Hey I know that. Not attacking anyone with what I had to say. I was just having a bit of a rant. Just my thoughts.

Morning!

I enjoyed your thoughts I just wanted to be very clear that I am not an advocate especially after what I've been through for the last 9 years.

Good morning. I dream about you a lot too. :)

My dear sweet friend

There IS Wisdom in the act of being patient and both

Patience and Wisdom are gifts of the fruit of Our labors : )

Like I have always said, it is better to be quick to forgive and very very slow to anger

Patience birthed within US is a gift that keeps on giving

Forward Motion, My dear sweet friend



gd2balive

Mothers are the bestfriend who keep giving long after their children are gone and all grown up : )

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Not all mothers are good mothers and I saw plenty of that, first hand.

Everything from having to tell one mother that she could not feed her 12 month old daughter, Fritos and a Carl's Jr shake for dinner. She eventually was adopted by another family when it became obvious her mother could not care for her properly.

She was one of my more difficult case because she was terrorized by any new person coming into the room and would scream and cling to me. After a couple months she got more comfortable and I bonded with her and she with me.

She's probably close to 18 now. Hard to believe.