Nothing makes sense to me.

Everybody that thinks like this is a freak, myself included. I honestly don't think we're supposed to notice how stupid/pointless/senseless this all is.

Look at the 'dig a hole, now put the dirt back in the same hole' example. How many people would do it, no questions asked, no wondering why the hell they had to dig a hole and then put the dirt back in the same spot.

Something has happened to the people that that question and wonder. Or maybe it wasn't even a case of something happening, maybe it's something as simple as we have the same blood type or we were born on an even year, maybe we didn't eat the school cafeteria food, etc.

Would you sit down and play a game that you didn't know how to play and nobody would tell you how to play it? I doubt it. And yet we're supposed to swallow this same shit about something as important as our LIVES?

Some of you believe we chose to be here. I don't buy that.

Okay, I'm gonna ask a question and I wouldn't blame people if they think I've been drinking or went off my meds or something. I'm an innocent person. The things I want are completely different than the people that want a world with chaos, where evil reins, etc.

Why? Why set up this chaotic world when you'll also die and won't be able to enjoy the sights of everybody running around like a chicken with it's head cut off, where everybody is in a state of panic and fear, everybody has chains to match the bars they live in. Why?

I just want to know if some of these people have found a way to cheat death? Hang onto one body as long as possible and ditch the body for obvious reasons. "So and so that's still alive celebrated their 200th birthday today!" Come on, that'd raise a bunch of eyebrows as to who/what these people are and what they're doing to live so long.

So yeah, that'd be one point for all this shit for THEIR case. That I might die in one body but I never will truly die.

you die dude - you die

your body turns back to dust from which it came

your soul - lives - but that is a spirit talk

spirit talk brings truth to life

you die dude - you die

your body turns back to dust from which it came

your soul - lives - but that is a spirit talk

spirit talk brings truth to life

Let's debate how it makes sense to you.

Let's debate how it makes sense to you.

Normally I'd think that to. But this place is just so fucking bizarre that I really want to consider even the things I had shut down when I was younger. When I was younger I thought "Okay, I die and I'll get cremated. I'll finally find some fucking peace. The end." My thoughts have kicked over into other areas.

Let's debate how it makes sense to you.

you're on the road to equilibrium

Equilibrium is more than Heaven.

I've learned to not contemplate things making sense. When you start to question reality and what it is you'll drive yourself crazy.

I like to just focus on what's going on with me and go from there.

I actually had an insane acid trip where I saw the words "are you here" and "where are you" so from there it just went downhill or uphill whichever way you look at it.

I started thinking about how nothing really makes sense..then I started to think about "time" and I literally went back an hour and then froze for what it felt like an hour or so. I was pretty much stuck in a time loop repeating the same thing at the same time forever. After that experience I was pretty much stuck in the trip questioning everything hardcore for a year lol... it sucked but now its all good.