My Forbidden Knowledge

I do not know many things and my meaning of a long range of things is wrong, and I am aware of it very well. But it does not mean that I cannot have a special knowledge in some other things.
Out of all the opinions that I have gradually expressed in my writings since my younger age, part remained the same and part went through the change. But one way or the other, still the fact remains that my writings contain several information that are a real discovery, shortly something what all the normal people of this world should get to know.
My conception of this world, more exactly of our universe or even better of the whole existence, runs as follow:
We together with our universe exist in a giant Ball, a closed reality, located in Endless Spaces. The Owner of this Ball is a Supergod who uses to regenerate himself within this Ball by means of all the events that are going on within it. And our God is the manifestation of the Supergod's highest self.
I have come to know Supergod when he had let me recognize himself by means of a connection between the micro-pieces of his spiritual body and my consciousness. I have also seen God, an amazing spiritual creature of a lighter color and of the appearance of something between a figure and a ball.
Near the place where he dwells, there is another space with Beings as tall as the trees in our forest who together form a Holy Council that I have come to know, when they have sent the Circle of Stars to me when I was a child and it had brought me to there.
I was also allowed to get to know the Guardians of the Sanctuary of God (they have appeared in an opened space toward Heaven during one of my prayers), a white nation, the reign of which (= the establishment of the Kingdom of God) was postponed by the rulers of our human society. You know, it consists of both normal and Hellish people, and these Hellish are the ones who have the main word in the human society.
I was also shown the picture of what human souls are to experience in our Ball under 3 reigns (the Heavenly one of 35% power was light, our Hellish one of 35% power was darker and the remaining one of 30% power was something between).
As for human life in general, already when much younger I have explained the point in it as energy transformation by means of all the feelings we get in the course of our life and I have also explained the whole existence functioning like a perpetuum mobile.
However, I have disclosed gradually that Hellish people who occupy the top of our human society have probably spoiled the religions of this world and entertainment (for instance, by harmful subconscious codes) with education in the way to prevent it from containing the information I have mentioned. They have also kept us all unaware of many other important facts like that that they steal regularly the souls of some normal people, for example.
Well, after I have come out with these unusual and original opinions of mine, my life began to be more difficult than ever before. And maybe also from the reason that I have claimed that I am a virgin, some secret organization has decided to convince the public that I am a bad psycho only and no "spirit of truth".
This organization has such a might, that if it wishes it so, a seller in a hypermarket will sell you cigarettes containing some extra detrimental substance, or you walk away from the shop with a can that contains something what can harm you (if somebody else bought it too, he would cleverly be exchanged the can already in the shop or after he or she leaved, the security would stop him on the way). But if you as a victim would have complained about the can, you would have no chance. Anyway, people do what this organization wants them to do.
In case of me they have used a dark psychology, dark magic, harmful gases, drugs... Relatives, people from the neighborhood and doctors were made to co-operate with the enemy who only wanted my psychical diagnosis... Cheats and lying to make me do mistakes in my writings that have been copied regularly by the enemy during their creation etc.
It hurts when you know that higher Beings have shown you a piece of the forbidden truth to give it to the mankind and that there is somebody evil and very mighty in it who does not want the mankind to get to know this truth. And who is willing to give away trillions of U.S. Dollars to prevent normal people from getting & believing in this forbidden knowledge.

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