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thedogofdogs
User ID: 69736050 United States 07/11/2015 07:55 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Blessings to all. |
Citizenperth
User ID: 66515138 Australia 07/11/2015 07:59 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | early onset of Alzheimer is a bitch... It's life as we know it, but only just. [link to citizenperth.wordpress.com] sic ut vos es vos should exsisto , denego alius vicis facio vos change , exsisto youself , proprie |
Bucs
User ID: 69682825 Philippines 07/11/2015 08:01 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | It's possible that we all can. Though it'd be interesting if to other people we were identifiable, just not to ourselves. And I thought I was alone. The feeling's just too deep to explain. Live for nothing or die for something. To the awakened ones scattered around the globe. We are the Way, the Truth and the Light. Indigo's on the rise. The Serpent has risen. They are back. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 61281288 United States 07/11/2015 08:27 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I have felt like you when I have isolated myself. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 68422521 With no role to play, with no projection of who I am from others, it seems the only certainty is my existence and its purpose utterly baffling. Anxiety has driven me to this place before. BUT the world is more than you or I, and we choose who we are. There is meaning, I believe. There is so much beauty in this world, so much love. I don't know why, but those aspects I observe help me break the rusty chains that bind me inside my mind. Connecting with others or simply watching birds. You have to choose your path. No one can live your life for you. The philosophy you read about just now is nihilism. It is the belief that nothing matters. It is terrible and I hope you do not succumb to it as I have in the past. Live and find who you are. Take risks and find trust. Give yourself and you will find people giving in return. Cherish the kindness you can do. I choose to be a good person. Well I try to be. Honestly, I've heard this throughout my life from many many people who swear by it. I've never found it to be true. I've found that if you give, you're expected to give more. And then you're expected to give a great deal more, and on and on until you give up your very life. Look at the example of Christ. He gave and gave, and in the end, He had to give His life. Yes, He was rewarded and glorified for His sacrifice, but only after He was killed. It's a model we should strive for. To give until death. But most of us give a little and then our instinct to protect and preserve ourselves kicks in. In this evil world, TRUE givers will be taken from until they have nothing. |
synchro
User ID: 69448735 United States 07/11/2015 08:32 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | While you are alive, you are lots of things. Perhaps a father or a friend. A co-worker and maybe a boss. Maybe you are an artist, a creator of content and not just a consumer of it. You've got work to do. Get to it. It's hard not to think too much I know - but we have so little time… |
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Accidental Stoner User ID: 67966692 Finland 07/11/2015 09:17 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | So, I've been noticing lately some anomalies. They relate to time, space and also people. Quoting: Pride of Pompeii It's sort of like I'm sitting in one of those fake mini-vans that they have in museums. You know the ones. You get inside. They close the doors. Then there is a movie screen playing, while the sound is pumping and hydraulics are tossing the van around. So, I've identified sensory events that repeat no matter where I go. They take up the same time slot, and they feel generally the same, but in different places they map into different events. I've identified people/souls that I've run into more than once. I love this one. It's beautiful. I love when I run into souls that I know. And, I've seen time loop, or timelines, as GLP-ers tend to call them. So, you can believe all of that, or you can believe that I am delusional/dreaming. In either case, my next question still stands. I can't identify who I am in this cosmic time wheel. Who am I? Seriously, I don't know. Judging from the reactions of other people towards me, I'd say that I'm something that they want on their side, but that they never fully trust, and feel they have to monitor and test constantly. I hate that, by the way. I understand their concerns, but it's no fun for me. So who am I? Unfortunately I have no idea. Not even a guess. I can't find anyone else like me, past, present or future. The fictional character of Shane I identified with, but that's fiction. Believe it or not, we do seem to have at least some aspects of this in common. Might have had to do with one of the lessons I had to learn - to quit being manipulative, myself ...but I think I have evolved past my own BS by now. Maybe. Good luck to you, OP, whatever this way cometh |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 18749851 United States 07/11/2015 09:23 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | You sound like you think too much and like to use your imagination. Quoting: Number 5 Who are you, who is anyone ? We are the things we do. No. Emphatically and irrefutably no. You can perceive the things you do, the things you feel, the things you think. If these can be perceived they are by their very nature NOT you, for they rise and fall in your consciousness and are therefore impermanent. |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 378286 Australia 07/11/2015 10:20 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | When I first bring up Godlike Productions on my web browser there is an advertisement for a schizophrenia medication. Does this come up in everyone's browser or just mine? Quoting: Anonymous Coward 50732251 lmfao standby - i'll just e-mail everyone and ask ................ |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 69522860 United States 07/11/2015 10:34 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | When I first bring up Godlike Productions on my web browser there is an advertisement for a schizophrenia medication. Does this come up in everyone's browser or just mine? Quoting: Anonymous Coward 50732251 lmfao standby - i'll just e-mail everyone and ask ................ Do you have different emails for your many personalities? |
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synchro
User ID: 69448735 United States 07/11/2015 12:14 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | mmmmmm CHUTNEY My old Aussie friend taught me how to make it from scratch. Sure do miss him... He kicked our asses and took us out into the bush and taught us not to be such poofs... Last Edited by synchro on 07/11/2015 05:05 PM |
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Pride of Pompeii
(OP) User ID: 69612114 United States 07/11/2015 11:11 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Is it like driving, everything is moving but your not really moving yet you are moving, try imagining the vehicle is non existing while you are driving, watch everything move, yet there you are sitting down in the air, the vehicle is not there, not moving. Quoting: e=mc2 strobing lights 69522860 I never used that description, but if I heard someone else say it, I'd assume they were talking about something similar. Related to this thread, though not the above quote, there's also something with mirrors. Start paying attention to mirrors. You'll notice that reflections from glass differ from reflections off of mirrors. The glass is truer, at times. Why are the mirrors not as accurate as some unintended reflection off of glass? Hotel mirrors can be particularly insane, some of the worst offenders. An anonymous birdie tells me that mirrors have a long tradition of being used in deceptions. The President is an employee. His boss is the tax payer. |
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Pride of Pompeii
(OP) User ID: 69612114 United States 07/12/2015 12:04 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Does your mini van carry other people, and are those nerds gang stalkers? Quoting: Anonymous Coward 19537859 Maybe the mini-van isn't the best example. It might be more like a holographic sphere. Which, in that case, yes other people could enter. Are the gangstalkers part of the holographic projection or are they other intelligent and independent people? I would guess they could be either. There may also be people who are outside of the projection and can see reality exactly as it is, or at least as they choose to see it. (Also note, though I'm developing this theory in this thread, I retain the right to have a totally different theory in other threads. Please don't expect consistency across my threads.) The President is an employee. His boss is the tax payer. |
doglikeRoRuctions
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 63179261 Netherlands 07/12/2015 01:15 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | So, I've been noticing lately some anomalies. They relate to time, space and also people. Quoting: Pride of Pompeii It's sort of like I'm sitting in one of those fake mini-vans that they have in museums. You know the ones. You get inside. They close the doors. Then there is a movie screen playing, while the sound is pumping and hydraulics are tossing the van around. I've identified sensory events that repeat no matter where I go. They take up the same time slot, and they feel generally the same, but in different places they map into different events. I've identified people/souls that I've run into more than once. I love this one. It's beautiful. I love when I run into souls that I know. And, I've seen time loop, or timelines, as GLP-ers tend to call them. You can believe all of that, or you can believe that I am delusional/dreaming. In either case, my next question still stands. I can't identify who I am in this cosmic time wheel. Who am I? Seriously, I don't know. Judging from the reactions of other people towards me, I'd say that I'm something that they want on their side, but that they never fully trust, and feel they have to monitor and test constantly. I hate that, by the way. I understand their concerns, but it's no fun for me. So who am I? Unfortunately I have no idea. Not even a guess. I can't find anyone else like me, past, present or future. The fictional character of Shane I identified with, but that's fiction. present participle noun GRAMMAR the form of a verb, ending in -ing in English, which is used in forming continuous tenses, e.g. in I'm thinking, alone in non-finite clauses, e.g. in sitting here, I haven't a care in the world, as a noun, e.g. in good thinking, and as an adjective, e.g. in running water. notice ˈnəʊtɪs/Submit verb gerund or present participle: noticing The gerund [....r /...../) is a non-finite verb form that can function as a noun .in... [link to en.wikipedia.org (secure)] |
Kira mai Kadwalladyr
User ID: 34796550 United States 07/12/2015 01:28 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I have felt like you when I have isolated myself. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 68422521 With no role to play, with no projection of who I am from others, it seems the only certainty is my existence and its purpose utterly baffling. Anxiety has driven me to this place before. BUT the world is more than you or I, and we choose who we are. There is meaning, I believe. There is so much beauty in this world, so much love. I don't know why, but those aspects I observe help me break the rusty chains that bind me inside my mind. Connecting with others or simply watching birds. You have to choose your path. No one can live your life for you. The philosophy you read about just now is nihilism. It is the belief that nothing matters. It is terrible and I hope you do not succumb to it as I have in the past. Live and find who you are. Take risks and find trust. Give yourself and you will find people giving in return. Cherish the kindness you can do. I choose to be a good person. Well I try to be. thank you. finally someone else says it. i don't care if you are a bot ornot,fucking thank you. this: The philosophy you read about just now is nihilism. It is the belief that nothing matters. It is terrible and I hope you do not succumb to it as I have in the past. nihilism is the most evil godamn cocksucking SOUL sucking shit on the face of the planet and in existence, period. babyfuckers have less evil in them than those who would smother and deny the soul. fuck them in their pussies. I am NOT NOTHING YOU GODAMN MOTHERFUCKERS! I HAVE AND AM SOMEONE AND WILL LIVE ETERNALLY. you cannot destroy that. you can make me suffer with your fucking evil shit but you cannot destroy the soul AND I DO HAVE ONE. \ nihilist fucks. evil torturing coksuckers. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 69733428 United States 07/12/2015 01:50 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I have felt like you when I have isolated myself. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 68422521 With no role to play, with no projection of who I am from others, it seems the only certainty is my existence and its purpose utterly baffling. Anxiety has driven me to this place before. BUT the world is more than you or I, and we choose who we are. There is meaning, I believe. There is so much beauty in this world, so much love. I don't know why, but those aspects I observe help me break the rusty chains that bind me inside my mind. Connecting with others or simply watching birds. You have to choose your path. No one can live your life for you. The philosophy you read about just now is nihilism. It is the belief that nothing matters. It is terrible and I hope you do not succumb to it as I have in the past. Live and find who you are. Take risks and find trust. Give yourself and you will find people giving in return. Cherish the kindness you can do. I choose to be a good person. Well I try to be. thank you. finally someone else says it. i don't care if you are a bot ornot,fucking thank you. this: The philosophy you read about just now is nihilism. It is the belief that nothing matters. It is terrible and I hope you do not succumb to it as I have in the past. nihilism is the most evil godamn cocksucking SOUL sucking shit on the face of the planet and in existence, period. babyfuckers have less evil in them than those who would smother and deny the soul. fuck them in their pussies. I am NOT NOTHING YOU GODAMN MOTHERFUCKERS! I HAVE AND AM SOMEONE AND WILL LIVE ETERNALLY. you cannot destroy that. you can make me suffer with your fucking evil shit but you cannot destroy the soul AND I DO HAVE ONE. \ nihilist fucks. evil torturing coksuckers. You know what says all of that stuff? The thing that you're imprisoning yourself with. You say "I do have a soul," that's great. But what are you? What makes up YOU, if not just a bunch of half-cocked, thrown-together beliefs? |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 17460614 United States 07/12/2015 02:29 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I have felt like you when I have isolated myself. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 68422521 With no role to play, with no projection of who I am from others, it seems the only certainty is my existence and its purpose utterly baffling. Anxiety has driven me to this place before. BUT the world is more than you or I, and we choose who we are. There is meaning, I believe. There is so much beauty in this world, so much love. I don't know why, but those aspects I observe help me break the rusty chains that bind me inside my mind. Connecting with others or simply watching birds. You have to choose your path. No one can live your life for you. The philosophy you read about just now is nihilism. It is the belief that nothing matters. It is terrible and I hope you do not succumb to it as I have in the past. Live and find who you are. Take risks and find trust. Give yourself and you will find people giving in return. Cherish the kindness you can do. I choose to be a good person. Well I try to be. thank you. finally someone else says it. i don't care if you are a bot ornot,fucking thank you. this: The philosophy you read about just now is nihilism. It is the belief that nothing matters. It is terrible and I hope you do not succumb to it as I have in the past. nihilism is the most evil godamn cocksucking SOUL sucking shit on the face of the planet and in existence, period. babyfuckers have less evil in them than those who would smother and deny the soul. fuck them in their pussies. I am NOT NOTHING YOU GODAMN MOTHERFUCKERS! I HAVE AND AM SOMEONE AND WILL LIVE ETERNALLY. you cannot destroy that. you can make me suffer with your fucking evil shit but you cannot destroy the soul AND I DO HAVE ONE. \ nihilist fucks. evil torturing coksuckers. You know what says all of that stuff? The thing that you're imprisoning yourself with. You say "I do have a soul," that's great. But what are you? What makes up YOU, if not just a bunch of half-cocked, thrown-together beliefs? it's a machine ypu are driving a machine. self lubricating machine who are you? you cannot know without beliefs. but the beliefs are given to you from others so the question of, who am i, cannot stand. interesting |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 69733428 United States 07/12/2015 02:35 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I have felt like you when I have isolated myself. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 68422521 With no role to play, with no projection of who I am from others, it seems the only certainty is my existence and its purpose utterly baffling. Anxiety has driven me to this place before. BUT the world is more than you or I, and we choose who we are. There is meaning, I believe. There is so much beauty in this world, so much love. I don't know why, but those aspects I observe help me break the rusty chains that bind me inside my mind. Connecting with others or simply watching birds. You have to choose your path. No one can live your life for you. The philosophy you read about just now is nihilism. It is the belief that nothing matters. It is terrible and I hope you do not succumb to it as I have in the past. Live and find who you are. Take risks and find trust. Give yourself and you will find people giving in return. Cherish the kindness you can do. I choose to be a good person. Well I try to be. thank you. finally someone else says it. i don't care if you are a bot ornot,fucking thank you. this: The philosophy you read about just now is nihilism. It is the belief that nothing matters. It is terrible and I hope you do not succumb to it as I have in the past. nihilism is the most evil godamn cocksucking SOUL sucking shit on the face of the planet and in existence, period. babyfuckers have less evil in them than those who would smother and deny the soul. fuck them in their pussies. I am NOT NOTHING YOU GODAMN MOTHERFUCKERS! I HAVE AND AM SOMEONE AND WILL LIVE ETERNALLY. you cannot destroy that. you can make me suffer with your fucking evil shit but you cannot destroy the soul AND I DO HAVE ONE. \ nihilist fucks. evil torturing coksuckers. You know what says all of that stuff? The thing that you're imprisoning yourself with. You say "I do have a soul," that's great. But what are you? What makes up YOU, if not just a bunch of half-cocked, thrown-together beliefs? it's a machine ypu are driving a machine. self lubricating machine who are you? you cannot know without beliefs. but the beliefs are given to you from others so the question of, who am i, cannot stand. interesting Yes. And the question cannot be answered, only lived. Living it is the answer. The dangerous thing about saying that is that the mind will latch on to it and concoct all kinds of stories about how it can keep being douchey, fearful, hateful or any other sorts of nonsense and that's how "it's" lived. But living the answer to "Who Am I?" has nothing to do with the mind and its stories. Living the answer is the peace that passeth understanding. In other words, it can't be understood. And it's far, far, far too silent for the mind to comprehend. |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 69522860 United States 07/12/2015 04:35 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | So, I've been noticing lately some anomalies. They relate to time, space and also people. Quoting: Pride of Pompeii It's sort of like I'm sitting in one of those fake mini-vans that they have in museums. You know the ones. You get inside. They close the doors. Then there is a movie screen playing, while the sound is pumping and hydraulics are tossing the van around. I've identified sensory events that repeat no matter where I go. They take up the same time slot, and they feel generally the same, but in different places they map into different events. I've identified people/souls that I've run into more than once. I love this one. It's beautiful. I love when I run into souls that I know. And, I've seen time loop, or timelines, as GLP-ers tend to call them. You can believe all of that, or you can believe that I am delusional/dreaming. In either case, my next question still stands. I can't identify who I am in this cosmic time wheel. Who am I? Seriously, I don't know. Judging from the reactions of other people towards me, I'd say that I'm something that they want on their side, but that they never fully trust, and feel they have to monitor and test constantly. I hate that, by the way. I understand their concerns, but it's no fun for me. So who am I? Unfortunately I have no idea. Not even a guess. I can't find anyone else like me, past, present or future. The fictional character of Shane I identified with, but that's fiction. present participle noun GRAMMAR the form of a verb, ending in -ing in English, which is used in forming continuous tenses, e.g. in I'm thinking, alone in non-finite clauses, e.g. in sitting here, I haven't a care in the world, as a noun, e.g. in good thinking, and as an adjective, e.g. in running water. notice ˈnəʊtɪs/Submit verb gerund or present participle: noticing The gerund [....r /...../) is a non-finite verb form that can function as a noun .in... [link to en.wikipedia.org (secure)] Have you ever time traveled? |
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Anonymous Coward User ID: 69522860 United States 07/12/2015 04:56 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | (Also note, though I'm developing this theory in this thread, I retain the right to have a totally different theory in other threads. Please don't expect consistency across my threads.) Plasticity. [link to en.wikipedia.org (secure)] |
Anonymous Coward User ID: 63179261 Netherlands 07/12/2015 05:01 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | ... alike thing.... .... a vast plan, according to which he grouped the Moon-creatures, dividing them, after their last deaths, into classes, and sub-classes, and sub-sub-classes, in a quite definite way, apparently by some kind of magnetisation; this set up particular rates of vibration, and the people who could work best at one such rate were grouped together, and those who worked best at another rate were similarly grouped, and so on, when He was dealing with huge multitudes, as on globe D. These groups appeared to form themselves automatically in the heaven-world of globe D, as figures on a vibrating disc form themselves under the impact of a musical note; but on the three earlier globes more easily distinguished lines of cleavage appeared, and people were sent off by a great Official, evidently working on a definite plan. The Seed-Manu was aided in His gigantic task by many great Beings, who carried out His directions, and the whole vast plan... Quoting: [link to www.anandgholap.net] |
Kuso
User ID: 69728114 Australia 07/12/2015 07:04 AM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | I find the things you say very interesting. Are you a hard determinist? In other words, when you say we don't exist, are you implying that there is no little man inside our heads (cartesian theatre, soul, ghost in the machine) controlling our bodies? A resource based economy is our only salvation. |