this world has too many wicked people in it, who prey on innocents

congrats on the promotion Sloane, but aren't you too nice to be a mod?

You're sweet. Truth is I never fit in, I was a weird kid talking about how a whole universe could be in a grain of sand when I was 5, my spaced ahead of me older siblings and parents really never knew what to do with me. I didn't want to eat meat when I was 5 either, bc I made the connection between the veins on my wrists and the drumstick in my hand. My parents literally forced me to eat flesh, I don't blame them though, they were doing what they thought was best for me.

I have sad past life memories of kristallnacht and flashes of being a concentration camp victim and believe I died during the 6 day war in Israel.

Even though popular in school and high school I still felt different and even in big crowds I could be lonely feeling. The loneliest was being married and feeling alone and lonely.

I don't hv a problem being by myself. I love my kitties, if not for them I wld hv checked out years ago - they have kept me alive.

anyway, I believe i met my soul mate and screwed it up.

But,

I could be wrong about everything or nothing.

I don't think I will change my mind, but this is a process, esp. since I hv to wait for properties and my possessions to be sold. I would never rely upon myself for this thus the places in europe where "euthanasia" of humans is legal...I think there might be some states and possibly canada, but you hv to medically qualify, which I don't. It has been over a year since my last research and Internet reading on this....bc of the "bf interlude."

thank you for caring and concern.

why don't you spell "have" out?

there are so many people on this planet, most of them little infants, who don't even GET to express an opinion about what is going on on this planet, whilst billionaires and trillionaires lord it up

they just die horrible, painful, starvation induced deaths


we are the lucky ones, but for how much longer? not that long i don't think.

I cld not reach my sibs on the phone, and while I did eventually reach out to my two male friends that he hated me having, and called a female friend...I was in shock mode and needed an outlet which glp gave my trembling fingers a way to express my contempt for the evil treacherous vile and deceitful machinations of two insane in the membrane women which are just the icing on the top of the cake of evil vile humanity.

sorry for the drama...normally I internalize most things, this just was the last straw.

I appreciate your kind sentiment to me...backatcha.

Last Edited by g.r.i.t.s. on 02/28/2015 08:04 PM

Bc I need a new logic board on my laptop and I am single finger typing on a tablet. Why I am pithy, too...sometimes I will reread and realize I left entire words out of a sentence.

So....you know less characters to type. hv, wld, cld, etc.

Last Edited by g.r.i.t.s. on 02/28/2015 08:08 PM

:party:

Congratulations Sloane :-)

You've the patience of a saint so I'm sure you'll be in your element :-)

I'll be well behaved when you're on. No messing :-)

So, you're calvinistic in your thoughts on life then?

I don't in his theories, but there are plenty who do.

I think that you are making the wrong decision here. Think about all those that love you.....your parents, your siblings, and your cats. If you're anything like me then your pets are like your children :). And not to mention all of us here that will miss your posts

Last Edited by LongTimeLurker on 03/01/2015 12:34 AM

Look as long as you talk to someone you might feel less anxious. I'm here all the time. Pm me for a chat anytime you like :-)

Don't be sorry either. I'm glad you confided in us. A problem shared is a problem halfed and who knows when I'll be posting for help from people I talk to most days :-)

I know about this....part of what has been going on with the former bf....he had ECT some years ago in the past and now the memories those treatments erased seemed to possibly be coming back, he was very abused.

I found out about the multiple shock treatment sessions he had after we were involved, I think this is barbaric, too.

So much makes me sad and mad, I cannot take it.

I am sorry for the lady you know.

What's G-d ?
A super-duper version of God?

This alone shows that you are an emotional, superstitious
person who needs to do a reality check before reality
bites you in the ass.

You have been warned !

Very old story.

Congrats on becoming a mod!

I am known to dance around my house by myself, and also in clubs (I go to dance nit drink or to meet men), but lyme doesn't work well with that right now. I like being active. ..dancing, swimming, scuba, so I hv no real semblance of what my normal life is now. I'm sick and tired of this even though I know it gets better bc I had the infection, same igm stage once before.

so, thanks I will try to hv a listen....music has been important to me, but all the soul selling artists, demonic, and misogynistic stuff has left me taking music diets.


what has the world come too??? It's terrible it seems, except for nature.

Screw off muslim.

I was right.

And half left

There are quite a few who feel or have been taught that it is disrespectful in some way to spell out the name of the Supreme Being.

I personally don't think God minds spelling out His name but if someone else thinks so that is no reason to beat up on them.

Hate to break it to you but the animals aren't innocent either. They are just as "evil". The evil you speak of is self preservation. Watch some nature shows it's fucking brutal. We are just animals that have managed to make a safer world than true nature.

:willnotstand:

That goes for both of you.

Last Edited by John Constantine on 02/28/2015 08:37 PM

God wouldn't give a flying fuck about if that "O" is
missing from his name.

If you can't see the correlation between OP's personal
problems with her distorted view of reality, I am sorry
but she needs more than a beat up to make her come back to
earth.

Combine this with the assumption she made me being a
muslim just because my location is Turkey shows how
defective her mental faculties are which is beyond
repair.

Do you want me to be nice or sincere?

Read the history of the kings and queens in France and England. This will put things in perspective. Evil has existed for along time. Do things that make you feel good. Move to a warmer climate, people tend to be happier. Surround yourself in light and pray Jesus protects you. I'll pray for you. Don't let negative thoughts or hate, anger be apart of your spirit. The evil that does exist in this world feeds on this...there is a spiritual battle, get with light. Talk to a preacher, visit a church. This will lift your spirits. Volunteer at a soup kitchen, you will see your troubles are minimal. As for Lyme, I would not eat any processed foods. Make a green smoothie everyday and get your body to an alkaline state. This will help with fatigue. Seek alternative care, integrative doctor, they look at a broader pic. Getting alkaline, drop the sugar, and get close with God. He is always there😀

pray Jesus protects you.



How will they do that when they say he is here?





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dealing with someone with mental illness is very confusing and hurtful
I grew up with a Mom who went from baking birthday cakes from scratch and sewing my sister and I the newest fashions
to refusing to leave the house because the mob was after her
you just keep wanting to make sense of it all and you can't so you doubt yourself and reality
step back from it grits,people with mental problems will hurt you but they don't do it on purpose
my mother is my hero,she too was abused as a child and never ever spoke of it,but I know
I was bitter and hated everyone until I had a child and raised myself alongside that child
I learned to love myself and no-one was able to hurt me anymore

There would be no good without evil

And no human is innocent

I highly doubt little old you is perfect either. All humans are by nature more or less sinful.

I don't think God wants you to kill yourself

The slaughter of innocent people in the Middle East and Africa is a confirmation that God's Judgement on this wicked, corrupt and violent planet WILL begin from April this Year!!!

This was how it was in the Days of Noah just before the flood!

"Then the Lord saw that the wickedness of man was great in the earth, and that every intent of the thoughts of his heart was only evil continually...The earth also was corrupt before God, and the earth was filled with violence...And God said to Noah, “The end of all flesh has come before Me, for the earth is filled with violence through them; and behold, I will destroy them with the earth." [Gen.5,11,13]

To the the rest of the World it's business as usual. Their wickedness and corruptions prevents them from believing that they're on the brink of being destroyed! And so they carry on living as if all is normal, just like the Lord said they would!

"...as it was in the days of Noah, so it will be also in the days of the Son of Man: They ate, they drank, they married wives, they were given in marriage, until the day that Noah entered the ark, and the flood came and destroyed them all." [Luke 17:26,27]

The Lord destroyed the earth in Noah's Day with water, this time around He will do it with fire!

"...the present heavens [that is, the realm of demons and wicked spirits] and earth, having been preserved, are being kept for fire [which will be spiritual as well as physical] until the Day of Judgment [on the 6th of April 2015 on First-fruits], when ungodly people will be destroyed...However, the Day of the Lord [on the 6th of April on First-fruits] will come “like a thief [to the ungodly].” On that Day the heavens [that is, the realm of demons and wicked spirits] will disappear with a roar [causing these demons and wicked spirits to be cast out and fall on to the earth], the elements will melt and disintegrate, and the earth and everything in it will be burned up. Since everything is going to be destroyed like this, what kind of people should you be? You should lead holy and godly lives, as you wait for the Day of God [on the 6th of April 2015 on First-fruits] and work to hasten its coming. That Day will bring on the destruction of the heavens [currently being occupied by demons and wicked spirits] by fire, and the elements will melt from the heat; but we, following along with his promise, wait for new heavens [that is, a new dwelling place for the glorified saints from the 6th of April 2015 on First-fruits] and a new earth [from the 3rd of April 2022], in which righteousness will be at home..." [2 Pet.3:7,10-13]

When Peter quoted Joel's prophecy, on the Day of Pentecost, to the Men of Judea, and all who dwelt in Jerusalem, he was speaking of events that had already happened, and will happen again in our day!

This enables us to pin point what day Joel was referring to as "the great day of the Lord."

It's the Day of First-fruits!

It's called the great and awesome Day of the Lord because it's the Day the Lord displayed His Omnipotent power in rising from the dead Himself, in a glorified body, and then, on the very same Day, He raised up the Old Testament saints in glorified bodies as well!

One of those saints was the the Prophet Hosea!

For he prophesied:

"After two days [3rd and 4th of April 33 AD], he will revive us; on the third day [5th of April 33 AD], he will raise us up; and we will live in his presence." [Hosea 6:2]

I new there was a blood Moon on Passover, the 3rd of April 33 AD [Day 14 Month 1 Year 33], the Day the Lord was crucified.

What I didn't know was that 15 Days earlier, on the 19th of March 33 AD [Day 28 Month 12 Year 32] there was a Total Solar Eclipse!

[link to www.torahcalendar.com]

"The sun will become dark [19th of March 33 AD] and the moon blood [3rd of April 33 AD] before the great and fearful Day [5th of April 33 AD] of Adonai [the Lord] comes [First-fruits]. ” [Joel 2:31][CJB]

History is about to repeat itself!!!

On the 20th of March 2015 there will be a Total Solar Eclipse. Exactly 15 Days later, on the 4th of April 2015, on Passover, there will be a blood Moon!

"The sun will become dark [20th of March 2015] and the moon blood [4th of April 2015] before the great and fearful Day [6th of April 2015] of Adonai [the Lord] comes [First-fruits]. ” [Joel 2:31][CJB]

I believe this is it!

The Great and awesome Day of the Lord is just weeks away!

"We’re citizens of high heaven! We’re waiting the arrival of the Savior, the Master, Jesus Christ, who will transform our earthy bodies into glorious bodies like his own." [Phili.3:20,21][MSG]

"...when the Lord Jesus is revealed from heaven with His mighty angels, in flaming fire [on First-fruits]..." [2 Thess.1:7,8]

He will take vengeance,

"...on those who do not know God, and on those who do not obey the gospel of our Lord Jesus Christ. These shall be punished with everlasting destruction from the presence of the Lord and from the glory of His power, when He comes, in that Day, to be glorified in His saints..." [2 Thess.1:8-10]

"To be glorified in His saints" means that when the Lord is revealed from the heaven on First-fruits, the Spirit of Christ, the Holy Spirit, dwelling in His saints, will glorify their bodies! In other words, Their bodies will change from being mortal to being immortal!

Saints be ready! The Lord is coming for all those who love Him!

The countdown to the Day of the Messiah has indeed begun!

Don't be left behind!!!

[link to www.timeanddate.com]

grits, check out this thread Thread: Lyme disease doom. Possible cure for MS, ALS, Alzheimers It has some suggestions for lyme disease (I'd ignore the ones about shocking yourself; I researched that for snakebites and found it has pretty well been debunked)

Many of the ideas do seem worth looking into if you haven't already heard about them.

Also, these specific pages on lyme disease have a great deal of info you may not be aware of:

[link to www.curezone.org]

[link to www.earthclinic.com]

Last Edited by Ralph--a house dog on 02/28/2015 10:40 PM

we need mainly protect and preserve innocence