I am so sorry for your loss. There are no words to describe the intensity of something as tragic as the loss of your child. Yet, I feel prompted to clarify something; although the intensity of emotional pain and agony feels very very real, loss is an illusion. Your daughter has left at a time we perceive as too soon. But this is her spiritual contract, as well as her contract with you. It was her "time" to leave the physical. She can "feel" you and "hear" your thoughts, and you can talk with her in your "dreams."

I've experienced the "loss" of my father and sister. Finding him dead in the garage the day before I turned 15, my father's death was sudden. I could see no more life in his eyes, but could feel his soul floating above. The pain I experienced was so intense, I prayed not to wake up when I went to bed. But in time, what I learned is that the intensity of passion that comes with this level of emotional pain opens a kind of portal to greater understanding. The "paranormal" and spiritual encounters I experienced have grown a knowing within that "sees" beyond the physical. Embracing the pain is the only way to be free from it, and the gifts of knowing bring about peaceful understanding.

You are in my thoughts and prayers~***