So very sorry to hear of your loss. I can't even begin to imagine losing a child.

To OP and the others here who have lost their children and other loved ones. If there were words to take away the pain, I would write them. I will light a candle today for all of you and send out some healing energies. Even if it has been years or days, there is always a void and a piece of your heart you never get back. Love and hugs to you all.