To be awakened to the truths of this existence. .....

The fact you said "go cold turkey" on the rat race says a lot about you. It shows you care about taking care of your family, are light hearted and know yourself pretty well. I appreciate it anyhow. Most people around here are not truthful or realistic about their situations.

I dunno - but when you figure it out please share!
Its a hell of a journey!

Which are you?

thank you for this

absolutely agree

Nice post and share, thanks.
For anyone who fell deep into the rabbit hole ...it's really deep...the sinister reality that (my belief) this is all a 'soul stealing' operation spearheaded by the lizard/reptiliens hits hard. Just like civilizations before us (4 apparently) they work from the shadows and are highly advanced, evil, bastards. Disappearing families and children for thousands of years to feed themselves. Like it was a fair fight? lol ...prime creator needs to end this soon!

Then wanting to awaken people is not the right tack, is it? If fortunate enough to find a questioner in such a lonely world, at least you will have the tools to help. At the very least you will have found a "brother" or "sister".

OP:
Stay in the moment as much as you can, lean on the guidance you are given. We are in for a very rough and dissapointing ride, but we are not alone in it.

You can see many people understand you very well. There are many of us who have gone down the rabbit hole. It hurts. It will continue to hurt. There is no going back. But we must focus on taking control of our selves first, focusing on being happy and attracting happy-vibrating events to our life and regaining our strength.

Connecting with others who are awake is the thing to do in this phase of the process. You will find you can enjoy those people more than you thought you could enjoy a persons company ever before. Walk the road, expect them and they will come.

In time you will be able to function as a normal person. But, there will be other phases though, where the reasons will become more apparent to us. Be patient.

Being in nature helps the pain, meditating too.

I wish you all the best. <3

Write your own play OP- and every chance you get, fuck up the one they are directing. Oh, and try some bud. It's about the only thing that keeps me sane.

If you please, what important insights did your awakening reveal you besides what can be found on glp? Im all hear.

Many things, my friend...many things. Almost all of our history has been rewritten by those in power to reflect a fictitious truth upon the unsuspecting masses. Its all a lie. Everything. Our true history has been stolen, our true heritage hidden from us. Only God can now reveal what has been so artfully hidden, and he reveals it to those who want it with all their heart. To know the truth is a heavy burden that I would not wish upon anyone at this point so forgive me if I don't go too far explaining what I now know. I will say this, the bible describes this time we are living in as the "apocalypse" and that word means "the unveiling of hidden knowledge" and that is exactly what I believe is now taking place. The minds of men are not a vessel to be filled, but a fire to be kindled, and my mind is now a roaring inferno. It is a weapon, a terrible and deadly weapon to be aimed at the heart of the elite who have woven a world of lies and deceit and dare to call it "reality". The synagogue of Satan believes it is in control and that we are not smart enough to see through the veil they have woven, but God reveals the truth to his prophets.

Tell me what the word god means to you? Is it some kind of code word to describe an unfathomable phenomenon? Or simply the oversimplified and erroneous monotheistic gods like in common religions is that what you refered to??? Same goes with satan.

Btw the Truth is not that hard to bear when you are motivated to know it no matter what.

I kind of agree about the potential of the mind.. But how do you think this potential will materialize to change the world for good? In which ways? Dont tell me its the usual global awakening, i dont buy it. More than that is needed at this point.

God is the creator of all. All is as God wills it.

"I form the light and I create darkness. I create good and I create evil. I, The Lord, do all these things".

Good and evil are but two sides of the same coin. One cannot paint a picture with white ink on white paper. God purposes all things for his own ends and even Satan is one of God's tools. Satan works for God and he has rules or else we wouldn't even have the word of God to lead us.

Religion is foolishness to the uninitiated, but the fact remains that there is a God, and Jesus Christ is his Son and the way, the truth and the life of mankind. I sought to disprove the bible and religion in general and to find the deeper truth behind them and after many years of searching I have come to know the truth of all things, or at least as much as can be known to a man. God is real. Jesus is real. The pages of history would reflect this truth if the Earths true history had not been rewritten by those who seek to enslave the minds of men. They will learn the hard way that you cannot enslave what is free and eternal.

God didn't awake you, he put you so sleep because you ate the fruit of knowledge of good and evil.

my suggestion is to laugh at every chance you get. I'm no sure if i'm fully awake, but everything sound like fking joke to me, and i just laugh with myself out loud!

it's all a joke, the universe is playing a joke on us all

laugh with so as to not be the butt of the joke

Oh really? Since when has the truth been something we must avoid? The God I know would never put us in a world where we are constantly lied to and deceived and then punish us for seeking out the truth of matters. No my friend, God alone bestows wisdom upon us and God alone is responsible for removing the veil of deception from our eyes. To suggest that learning these things is worthy of some kind of punishment is beyond foolish. Jesus said he came into the world to bear witness to the truth. As far as I'm concerned, that's what he wants us to do as well.

'TRUTH LIBERATES THE SOUL'

Truth may hurt;
Truth may invade your privacy;
Truth may infuriate your enemies;
Truth may threaten ego, pride, self-centeredness;
Truth may bring feelings of fear, guilt, remorse, insight;
Truth may destroy your present human relationships;
Truth may cause you agony and sleepless nights;
Truth may invade your current soul intent;
Truth may turn your world upside-down;
Truth may cause violent reactions by others;
Truth may sweep away the cobwebs of your mind;
Truth may challenge your religious understanding and uncover the misinformation,
And disinformation found in your "holy books";
Truth may upset and prove false existing ideas, traditions, customs; religious information, opinions, ideologies, rites, dogmas;
Truth facilitates forgiveness, healing, hope, Love, inspiration, clear-thinking, understanding, and vision;
Truth brings peace in knowing that ultimately, the Lie is swept away and only Truth remains;
Truth provides divine information and knowledge, and wisdom through knowledge;
Truth uncovers all hidden history and corrects rewritten history;
Truth provides knowledge of the creative power of the soul;
Truth reveals and uncovers evil lies, secrets and intent;
Truth may strengthen present human relationships;
Truth is necessary to all human evolution;
Truth is your ticket to the stars;
Truth will remain when all else fades away;
Truth will reveal your own God-Spirit within you.

Any major dude with half a heart surely will tell you, my friend,
Any amount of world that falls apart falls together again.

Steely Dan

I was married to someone who was not awake during my awakening. The things I learned and tried to share with her drove us apart. The things I know now have made me wiser beyond my wildest imagination but I am now confronted with the dilemma I am sure other awakened individuals are currently experiencing. How does one proceed in life when we know it is all a sham, a scripted play set on the stage of the world by the powerful? What do we do know that we have seen behind the curtain? How do I proceed now that I my puppet strings have been cut? Awakening those around me seems tedious and there is so much resistance to the truth. What do you all do? How do you live life knowing what we know? How do you function day to day knowing this is all about to come to an end, this false society? What is our purpose? What are we for? Who is responsible for awakening us if wisdom can only be granted by God? Did he awaken us to a new world in which we suffer in agony of over the injustice perpetrated against so many with no awareness of what is being done to them?
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hello my friend,

you heard the calling. like many of us, you seen the suffering,

which opened your eyes and pineal, and lifted your frequency,

plague,ebola, bird flu, grim reaper, its called many names,

and its after low frequency cells,

the innocent, survive, not the fittest.

in two years only, you will be amongst the living, to teach the living.

no sins,



the meek will inherit the earth,


then the evil will have gone,

and you will live and teach the young, cause there will be many,

keep the faith,

may the Creator bless you all.

Holy shit you hit the proverbial nail on the head. I am conflicted whether I should finish my education and become another working cog in the machine, but everywhere I go I am repulsed by the materialism and it all is fake with people so caught up in it.

what you have woken up to is not the Truth but the Truth of the lie, you see the world that has been created on top of the world and it is one created through greed. As you search for answers you wil truly not find anything but shadows and as your focus on this intensifies all you will find is anger and wearinees in your self.

there is the truth beyond this place but do you really want the truth, do you or are you enjoying the games and drama :)