.... what is comprehension without acknowledgement or seeming ability to acknowledge?

Most importantly.... what am I if I can 'know to not know'.... am I asleep? Or am I perfectly aware?

Is either one not frightening.... not an affront to solace and peace? That we refuse to reconcile ourselves for fear of giving all our secrets away.... are we evil?


Reasonably, should anyone ever care?

.... maybe this really is hell we live in.