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Common Antibiotic made me GLP pSYchO or did it open my eyes further? | |
| DonniesDarko
Offer Upgrade  User ID: 55150035  United States05/14/2014 03:31 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Did you know antibiotics have the "rare" side effect of inducing psychosis? I didn't, but found out the hard way. I had a very troubling experience last week when I came down with sinusitis and was prescribed Levofloxacin, antibiotic. Upon hindsight, I'm able to see that my personality began to spiral downward within 24 hours of the first dose. At the time, even right up to the point my partner "slapped" me back (or at least partially) back to reality, I had very little awareness that my "fringe beliefs" were overtaking my behavior. On some level, I knew something was wrong... or off about my reactions and emotions... but the notion was such a vague, intangible concept... that I just couldn't focus my thoughts around it. As a result, this agitated state sort of became what was "real" and I had forgotten what normalcy was. It no longer existed. Never existed... there was no point of reference to base my current behavior on. I couldn't sleep. I was driven to research and connect the dots of the chaos in the world. Over the next 2 nights, I scribbled out a type of manifesto... the beginnings of one. Manifesto has such a negative tone, and truly it was just free thinking, note taking, a way to get the thoughts out and make some sense. Manifesto as well... I envisioned 1000's spray painting the cities with black and red GX. Lol... Laughable, I know... but how inspiring if a strong resistance movement grew? Over the course of 5 days, I couldn't focus on anything other than getting ready for a fight. The wall between maintaining a healthy conspiretard life was crumbling and my behavior overtook my thoughts. When my crazies were pointed out by a person I 100% trust, I slowed my roll and took a look at myself. Sure enough. I was batshit. Or was I? Clearly, my behavior was obsessive/compulsive/manic. However... the thoughts that were manifested on paper are pretty damn truthful. I scanned these pages and I'm battling with myself to post them. There's nothing in it that calls out harm to anyone. It's just calling out the system. the matrix, what have you. Still, in today's age, a smart person pauses before the upload anti-anything on the Internet. I wouldn't even bother sharing this, but something is just driving me to... probably still a little psycho, hmmmm... Scans from some pages of the manifesto, diary of a madman: [link to plus.google.com (secure)] I don't know how long I'll keep those scans up. If anybody wants to hold on to them, download.  Last Edited by T3OTWAWKI on 05/14/2014 03:33 PM |
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| DonniesDarko
(OP) User ID: 55150035 United States05/14/2014 04:20 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Antibiotics make the gut bacteria die or get imbalanced - and then anything can happen. The vagus nerve connects the gut to the brain. Quoting: Theobromine After this happened, I was reading where this family of antibiotics actually attaches (whatever that means) to the CNS. Scary stuff. A few people that have gone psycho haven't gotten better, but most seem to recover within 48 hours. |
| DonniesDarko
(OP) User ID: 55150035 United States05/14/2014 04:26 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | For the record, I'm not saying that the message in the notes is wacko... just my behavior and judgements. :gx11: :gx12: Last Edited by T3OTWAWKI on 05/14/2014 04:27 PM |
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| DonniesDarko
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| Anonymous Coward User ID: 56895008 United States05/14/2014 04:58 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Well there you go... raving mad. And not. Madness raging to let go and fight our future. Quoting: DonniesDarko Well there's some "good connections" made in your notes but the common theme in them is negativity. I see a mind that wants to make sense out of what it's seeing, but at the same time not really having an answer to the issues that arise out of the good connections. It still is very much taboo in our society to "experiment with your consciousness", and there no real place for it in culture at large so I would suggest that maybe you look upon the experience as such, and not through culture's lens, which labels such things as being "crazy". People whom naturally communed with their environment centuries ago, today, would be labeled as having some sort of mental issue. [link to www.youtube.com] ------ |
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| Anonymous Coward User ID: 49523005 United States05/14/2014 05:07 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | typically with these types of posts, i immediately throw my psychologist hat on and look for signs of whatever... but i had a very significant dream about 20 yrs ago it was apocalyptic in nature major storm coming lots of major high winds and im getting terrified and an angel told me that the devil was coming not just the devil, but many many demons and they were sweeping thru the towns taking the lives/souls of everyone in their way but the trippy part was that as they drew near and they were gaining very fast, the angel instructed me to write something on my front windows a giant capital "G" with a big X thru it i was instructed to place them on all of the windows on the front of my house i could hear the winds gaining strength outside we were huddled in our house then they passed over, strong enough to tear the house into dust but our house stood strong and it went on by and after a little while i got up and looked out the front window everything lain bare nothing left of the neighboring houses or trees or anything everything completely gone, just flat dirt left but up in the sky three giant planets big as ten times the moon, HUGE! right at the horizon. orange, magenta, purple... ugh.... anyway. carry on. |
| DonniesDarko
(OP) User ID: 55150035 United States05/14/2014 05:25 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Well there you go... raving mad. And not. Madness raging to let go and fight our future. Quoting: DonniesDarko Well there's some "good connections" made in your notes but the common theme in them is negativity. I see a mind that wants to make sense out of what it's seeing, but at the same time not really having an answer to the issues that arise out of the good connections. It still is very much taboo in our society to "experiment with your consciousness", and there no real place for it in culture at large so I would suggest that maybe you look upon the experience as such, and not through culture's lens, which labels such things as being "crazy". People whom naturally communed with their environment centuries ago, today, would be labeled as having some sort of mental issue. [link to www.youtube.com] ------ Yes! Very negative and full of rage. That may be the thing that is sobering to me right now. Normally, I'm pursuing all kinds of crazy rabbit holes in my head. The difference this time is that "another me" took control, made me damn near forget about this person I am now. That's a little Manchurian spooky. |
| DonniesDarko
(OP) User ID: 55150035 United States05/14/2014 05:34 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | typically with these types of posts, i immediately throw my psychologist hat on and look for signs of whatever... Quoting: Salt but i had a very significant dream about 20 yrs ago it was apocalyptic in nature major storm coming lots of major high winds and im getting terrified and an angel told me that the devil was coming not just the devil, but many many demons and they were sweeping thru the towns taking the lives/souls of everyone in their way but the trippy part was that as they drew near and they were gaining very fast, the angel instructed me to write something on my front windows a giant capital "G" with a big X thru it i was instructed to place them on all of the windows on the front of my house i could hear the winds gaining strength outside we were huddled in our house then they passed over, strong enough to tear the house into dust but our house stood strong and it went on by and after a little while i got up and looked out the front window everything lain bare nothing left of the neighboring houses or trees or anything everything completely gone, just flat dirt left but up in the sky three giant planets big as ten times the moon, HUGE! right at the horizon. orange, magenta, purple... ugh.... anyway. carry on. Salt, I emailed you and you have me a little jumpy now. Like I said in the email, the GX was just something that I put down as a "signature" of sorts for the future resistance force GenX. In my crazies, I saw people (in my imagination) in the darkness of night, spray painting GX all over the city. Buildings, Billboards, cars. GX isn't just against the government, but is after Lucifer and his demons as well. I might have seen something similar in the past and forgotten it, then in my crazed state I pulled it out of the memory banks, but this DEFINITELY takes a weird turn. And perhaps this is why I felt compelled to post here? |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 57225222 United States05/14/2014 05:37 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Please research more on the side effects, there are many more - they can be very serious - I know. And can last months, years. Also since you had a reaction to it - each time you take them it will get worse, this includes eating animals, milk, eggs and such that are given them and then you eat. Its all documented. Research |
| DonniesDarko
(OP) User ID: 55150035 United States05/14/2014 05:39 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Please research more on the side effects, there are many more - they can be very serious - I know. Quoting: Anonymous Coward 57225222 And can last months, years. Also since you had a reaction to it - each time you take them it will get worse, this includes eating animals, milk, eggs and such that are given them and then you eat. Its all documented. Research I saw that this particular antibiotic can cause spontaneous rupturing of the tendons... OUCH!  |
| Anonymous Coward User ID: 49523005 United States05/14/2014 05:41 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | well it could just be coincidence i'm sure a G and an X could come up for lots of people it just caught my eye in my dream it was the first time i saw the symbol and i thought it was odd even in my dream but i was in a huge hurry and did as instructed in the dream i was terrorized and harried anyway... |
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| DonniesDarko
(OP) User ID: 55150035 United States05/14/2014 05:46 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | well it could just be coincidence Quoting: Salt i'm sure a G and an X could come up for lots of people it just caught my eye in my dream it was the first time i saw the symbol and i thought it was odd even in my dream but i was in a huge hurry and did as instructed in the dream i was terrorized and harried anyway... Yes, another of the many coincidences that keep happening when I spend time dwelling on this. It's so weird that it's getting humorous. I know that rationally it likely means nothing more than a combination of letters. But this stuff is just... well... I'm going to treat this as another synchronistic sign and I'll pay attention to it. We are talking about spiritual warfare, afterall and I'd rather err on the side of caution. GX may be our "Shield's Up, Captain!" Last Edited by T3OTWAWKI on 05/14/2014 05:47 PM |
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| Anonymous Coward User ID: 57225222 United States05/14/2014 06:10 PM Report Abusive Post Report Copyright Violation | Johnson & Johnson depends on Levaquin sales as the drug was responsible for 6.5% of the company’s total revenue at $1.4 billion in 2007. Since 2005, though, controversies have eroded consumer confidence in Levaquin. Consequently, in July 2009, the FDA placed a “black box warning,” the agency’s most serious alert, on Levaquin. There are no known efforts to issue a Levaquin recall or ban the drug, but according to Bloomberg Businessweek as of January 2012 thousands of harmed users had filed Levaquin lawsuits against J&J and other manufacturers. All federal level Levaquin lawsuits are consolidated into a single multidistrict litigation proceeding in the U.S. District Court for the District of Minnesota before District Judge John R. Tunheim. By January 2012, Johnson & Johnson had won two out of three Levaquin bellwether trials. It lost the first in December 2010 to a Minnesota man whom the jury awarded $1.8 million in compensation. In October 2011, it won a state-based Levaquin lawsuit in New Jersey. Levaquin Might Cause Life-Threatening Side Effects On September 8, 2008, the U.S. Food and Drug Administration (FDA) required Ortho-McNeil to include a “black box” warning on packages of Levaquin, informing the public of side effects the drug causes. Like many other fluoroquinolones, Levaquin use correlates to muscle injuries, especially in tendons, the muscle tissue that binds muscles together. It also causes a horrible life-threatening skin condition known as Stevens-Johnson Syndrome. As of 2008, the FDA reported 262 tendon ruptures, 259 cases of tendonitis, and 274 other tendon disorders. Stevens-Johnson Syndrome causes its victims to develop blisters in their mucus membranes and often severe skin peeling. The disease’s fatality rates fall between 25% and 80%. [link to www.rxlist.com] [link to articles.mercola.com] This just is the tip of it. Poultry in the US is still fed this - if you eat any meat, poultry or eggs anything - and you have had a side effect - it will continue and get worse each time. It can be very serious. Demand your dr address it. |
