Esoteric Morgan: Strange things afoot...I'm trying to get drunk right now...something very uncharacteristic...

I know. This is VERY uncharacteristic of me, but I THINK I am finally spent. I feel I must apologize to you for almost 'losing' it. I am SO VERY EMBARRASSED...

Therefore, I'm asking my 'better halves' here on GLP to help me sort out my feelings, and not judge me too unkindly.

I am just being honest...

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Back story: (see, i'm NOT THAT drunk)



All of this is in DIRECT opposition to THINGS which are unfolding before our very eyes.

Take Syria, for example. You, nor I, want to see us in this debacle. Yet, factions within our administration think that NONE of the counter-intelligence that has come to light is TRUE. With over 90% of Americans opposed to this intervention, our SAY makes no difference.

This means that our government believes that THEY are superior to the will of the people. This is NOT a democratic principle, and pretty much unconstitutional. But, hey...what we really want means nothing. Our government believes they have eminent domain over the citizen's demand.

Tuesday's bottom line amounts to a mind-fuck of the Nth degree...that we have NO option but to force Syria into submission.

And then there's the 20/20 Olympics. YES, that is NOT a misprint.

The 20/20 Olympics seems to have been designed to SHOW US, in 20/20 vision, just how CLEAR they want the world to envision their meme: that the Fukushima debacle means NOTHING. That 'ALL IS WELL' despite the truth of the matter.

Let's bring the world's most acute and able citizens to the forefront of a radiation nightmare. The sovereign country's brightest minds, the construction workers, the athletes, their coaches and sponsors, AND all of the world citizens who will attend...let's gamble on their lives because it DOESN'T REALLY MATTER to "THEM". As long as money is to be made in the process.

I am agog at the insolence of this criminality.

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Earlier today on a thread I said as much, that the bottom line is that we HAVE NO CHOICE but to step in line with the memes we have been handed.

The IOC, in turning the 20/20 Olympics over to TOKYO, is TELLING us that "IT IS WAS IT IS", that nothing bad is important enough to reveal to us plebes. That the veil of radiation is a non-starter.

Then there's Syria. We are being told that War is a necessary part of their plan.

All of the radiation in the world is NOT a valid way to VIEW 'the truth' they are extending to us, nor is a call to war despite the truth.

I am NOT a stupid person. I am NOT easily fooled.

What we are being handed is a SLAP IN THE FACE TO ALL THAT IS DECENT. We are being given 'a flip of the bird' instead of honest retort. We are being told that WE do not matter.

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So, as I sit here with my next beer, mostly wanting to dump it in the sink because I have NO affinity for the emptiness of getting drunk -which I consider to be a lonelier pursuit then say, shooting heroin-- I am forcing myself, for this one time, to get piss ass drunk, hoping that I can have a few hours to forget.

And THAT is what I feel I must apologize for...that I am GIVING IN to their wiles, doing exactly WHAT they hope we all will do in the end: fold, even though we may hold the right cards to win the hand.

Please don't judge me unkindly. I am just one person experiencing pain...all by myself, in a world that is better equipped to deal if in pairs.

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It took me sooooo long to write this, my beer is warm and I wonder how I will even finish it so I can pop another.

I think I NEED a drinking coach.



I'm still embarrassed, and I apologize for my lack of strength in the shadows of these matters.

Last Edited by esotericMorgan on 04/18/2014 11:06 PM