Anyone else feeling lethargic and listless these days?

Yes.
Don´t knot what kind of name would fit to this process, but this world is somehow dying.

I feel this in my every bones, it´s saying goodbye.





Last Edited by A r c on 06/19/2013 06:34 PM

this is how i feel and on top of that was in er for deep vein thrombisis last week... (blood clot in leg)

whats really interesting is i have health insurance and the blood thinners i need to live are not paid for by insurance.

my dr was dumbfounded...

they called the insurance help line and was told "not my problem."

such is the joys of living in amerika...

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I know exactly what you mean. Everything just feels so forced lately like even nature is on its last leg. I'm so worn out and fed up with social niceties. I can't find a single thing that makes me happy anymore - not even resorting to drugs or alcohol. It feels like I'm just running on fumes, sort of like I'm being kept alive against my will on life support and something inside of me is crying out and pleading for someone to just pull the damn plug already.

I'm terribly sorry to hear about your grief and woes in dealing with the insurance companies. I hope your health improves or that you are able to figure something out with another course of treatment. I'm rather ignorant of that sort of medical problem but I wish you all the best regardless.

This is how I feel everyday now. It's to the point that just getting out of bed is a chore.

I can only agree bro..
It´s ending.

You know, when we as humans make experiences in everyday life and we´re sometimes shaken to the core, we cry, we´re sad.... we need to let that feeling sind deep inside of ourselves and when something wants to die, we need to let it. It´s called letting go. Only then, the point can be reached, when things turn around.

But we´re holding on to this. Humans won´t let go by themselves, it will not be a decision of free will, it needs to be taken away from us.

But maybe we can fill those last steps with something beautiful. Something that is good for us.
I´m thinking of writing a letter to someone, I think I´ll just have to do this.

I'm right there with you. I can hardly stand being awake. At least in dreams there is still a sense of wonder and awe. I wake up and it just seems I'm constantly being faced with more and more disappointment.

Although yesterday was worse than today, the last two days I've felt like something was sucking the life out of me. Dull headache, too...like I've got soppy cotton balls in my head.

I don't like it one bit, but I've experienced worse.

Being in a state of let go is the best thing to do now.

take care.

Last Edited by A r c on 06/19/2013 07:18 PM

Not a fan of the movie but I couldn't find a studio version of this song on the YouTube app on my phone. Thought this song was appropriate. And many blessings to you, friend.

Last few months, no energy, body pains. I went to Doc. blood test normal, hurts just to breath. I don't fear death, now I would welcome it. Not going to bring this on my self, but it is preferable to where I am now.

Stop smoking pot. Don't tell me you don't smoke it because those are the symptoms.

I haven't smoked in months. Can't afford and can't find it. Try again.

OP is getting old and fat, and it only gets worse from here.

I can completely relate. The one thing that brings me a sense of purpose is when I'm doing something creative -- like writing, painting, or playing music. Dreams are also the only other escape I feel from the vacant ache of everyday life.

The biggest loss is my sense of self. My plan is to let go of all things weighing me down at the moment, and explore deeply within my soul, in silence. I hope this will bring me peace, if even for a brief moment.

I hope you, and anyone else who is feeling this way, is able to find peace in some way or another.

rhodiola rosea seems to work for me when i need a jolt.

The only time that I am truly living and feeling alive is when I am sleeping or dreaming. When I am awake, I tell myself constantly to wake up from this terrible dream called reality.
I feel the best when I am out in the garden or with nature. Thinking about career, jobs, money gives me a huge headache..

I am pretty healthy, fit and eat clean. Last night I had a very strange sensation in my core, not the heart area, but something inside felt off and I've never felt that way, I felt like I was done, that everything was about to just shutdown, perhaps that's what heart attacks feel like? Idk. I was too tired to worry about it and figured that dying in one's sleep might not be so bad...


But then I woke up this morning.

These last couple weeks 100% I feel ya.

Weird stuff going on.

Spiritually, I feel ready. I've been tested, tormented and patience has taught me to hold the course, stay true to my beliefs.

The spiritual readiness is all that matters. Our bodies are just vessels.

As for our minds, Isaiah 54:17, no weapon used against us can prosper, so the NSA and technology era do not scare or phase me one bit. My mind is sound. My soul guarded. My heart free.

I am ready for what may come.

Get yourself some good kratom before they ban it!

I feel this too. The apathy is so strong. The only pleasure I know I can depend on is sex with my husband. I used to enjoy eating anything without gaining weight, then i found out I am allergic to everything good (cakes, cookies, bread) so I no longer have food to enjoy.

A lot of it for me is knowing the truth of the cult/ cabal/ ninth circle and knowing they are still free and have power and security clearances. Until those entities controlling the organ trafficking/ child sex trafficking is cleaned up, there is no hope for this 'society'.

knowing that daily children are being sacrificed takes all the joy out of living. Which then takes you down the rabbit hole of maybe that was what they wanted.... so then you try to find joy...

but the apathy....

Do a juice feast, get off the internet and tv, go hiking if you can, change your thoughts, read new thought books, you'll be fine.

Believe me your not the only one. Most people don’t even realize as much as you have. And they just keep going on like zombies.

You aren't the only one that has been tested: specifically in the past few months.

Some of us have been experiencing the same tests, teaching the same lessons, only fractured and categorized into personal experiences (i.e., tailored for ourselves/our reality.)

Some of us have tasks in the age to come.

this is what we have, I agree.

that articulation of words makes me want to cry. dont fugging say any of that

Y'all need Jesus.