Christians, please help me. :(

Don't listen to this false teacher, he contradicts the word of God.

Okay

im a false teacher

yet.. i connect with the OP .

hush

Yes you are. Now shut that lying tongue up and stop leading him astray.

Please pray for me, GLP. I was once a firm believer in Christ but several months ago something happened and I gave up my faith. I became consumed with a burning hatred towards God and anything related to Christianity or religion period. I ripped up every religious book I owned including several bibles and a Tanakh, burned pictures of my baptism and baptism certificates and broke crosses and statues in an attempt to eradicate God and Christ from my life.

It can't just be a coincidence that after that happened my life completely fell apart. I lost my job, my landlord sold my family's house that we were renting to own right out from under us forcing my aunt, mom, little brother and myself to move into a very small travel trailer. My mental health is rapidly deteriorating and I'm depressed, scared, agitated and paranoid all the time. I've become a jealous monster and have started to push my girlfriend away with my insecurities.

It seems like nothing but bad things have happened since I turned away from my faith. I'd wandered from the faith plenty of times and explored other religions and schools of thought but never have I left with such violence and hatred in my heart. Now I can't even pick up a bible or hear a Christian song on the radio without getting furious and quickly pushing the book away or turning the song off and anytime I hear someone pray I start getting blasphemous thoughts in my head and start shouting obscenities to God in my thoughts to drown out the sound of the prayer. I feel like I'm doomed.

Am I beyond forgiveness? Have I opened the door to a demon? Please pray for me, for my family and for my girlfriend.

Also OP

don't worry about the chapter of revelations. I noticed some quotes from it here.

so many people are caught up in that today

it blows my mind

stick to the 4 gospels and let jesus teach you himself

i cant tell you how many people think the catholic church is the beast and thats just funny to me..

but whatever

like i said, 99% of people are clueless

you sir are an example of a religious person who thinks they know it all

but are in fact clueless.

OP.. see how the devil works? just re-read this entire thread.

you know what you felt when we first started talking

have a nice day OP

you have my email if you would like to chat in future

lol what a disgrace you are. You pick and choose what to believe and reject the Apostle John whom Jesus gave Authority to and referred to as his beloved apostle. You have been rebuked for your lies and deceptions and will have zero excuse on your day of judgement.

lol what a hypocrite. I know the bible very well, I bet you haven't even read it. You are a disgrace. A lawless goat. Repent or burn, your choice.

But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death. Revelation 21:8


How rich.

Go to church where its quiet and pray the Rosary. You will see your life turn around. The Blessed Mother is the mother of us all and loves us dearly. She will intercede for you, Jesus always listens to his mother.

Go to church where its quiet and pray the Rosary. You will see your life turn around. The Blessed Mother is the mother of us all and loves us dearly. She will intercede for you, Jesus always listens to his mother.

Please pray for me, GLP. I was once a firm believer in Christ but several months ago something happened and I gave up my faith. I became consumed with a burning hatred towards God and anything related to Christianity or religion period. I ripped up every religious book I owned including several bibles and a Tanakh, burned pictures of my baptism and baptism certificates and broke crosses and statues in an attempt to eradicate God and Christ from my life.

It can't just be a coincidence that after that happened my life completely fell apart. I lost my job, my landlord sold my family's house that we were renting to own right out from under us forcing my aunt, mom, little brother and myself to move into a very small travel trailer. My mental health is rapidly deteriorating and I'm depressed, scared, agitated and paranoid all the time. I've become a jealous monster and have started to push my girlfriend away with my insecurities.

It seems like nothing but bad things have happened since I turned away from my faith. I'd wandered from the faith plenty of times and explored other religions and schools of thought but never have I left with such violence and hatred in my heart. Now I can't even pick up a bible or hear a Christian song on the radio without getting furious and quickly pushing the book away or turning the song off and anytime I hear someone pray I start getting blasphemous thoughts in my head and start shouting obscenities to God in my thoughts to drown out the sound of the prayer. I feel like I'm doomed.

Am I beyond forgiveness? Have I opened the door to a demon? Please pray for me, for my family and for my girlfriend.

NEVER IN THE 4 GOSPELS DOES IT EVER SAY FAITH WITHOUT WORKS IS DEAD

it never says that

ever

it says it in james, which is a letter. not the gospel of jesus christ

thats all i go by, is the 4 gospels

sorry.